Lyrics:

Saw you for the first time yesterday
Didn't have the freaking guts to say,
"I think you're looking kind of charming"
Suddenly, I end up yearning

Would you like to get some coffee?
If you hate that, we can get tea
That's fine by me
I want to know the scoop that's on you
I just have a little issue

I'm socially awkward and way too shy
I'm socially awkward when it comes to guys
I'm way too shy

Interlude: I Should've Talked To You

Lyrics:

It's not your fault
You didn't realize you made me feel this way
And you don't know how your stupid laugh would brighten up my day
It's not my fault
I didn't realize that I'm not the only girl you talk to everyday 
I didn't know
You were just being yourself when I thought it was something else

But when you'd look at me, in your eyes I'd see
Hazel symphonies and beg to know their songs
To dance along to them, with your heart in my hands
To hazel symphonies we'd memorize those songs
And, oh, overdramatic me
Writing melodies of what I wanted us to be
But it will not happen, to you I'm just a friend
Those hazel symphonies are dead and gone

Head in my lap, and you'd let me play with your hair until my leg was numb
Legs interlocked
Tying shoelaces together so we couldn't escape the other one

You thought you were so sly
Tripped me as I walked by, but in the corner of my eye I'd watch you smile
My heart was in your hands, you took me to Neverland
Those hazel symphonies were my addiction
But my heart during the flight slipped through your fingers in the night
Heart falling to the ground
No wonder I'm scared of heights
As I looked up to them, hoping for help again

Your hazel symphonies, could've saved me
But you chose not to [x2]
We could've given it a shot but you chose not to
And while I'm a realist, I would've dived right into it
For an hour, for a day, for a week, for a month, for a year
But you chose not to
Why'd you choose not to?
Your hazel symphonies deceived me

Is this my fault?
Did I wait for something to grow too long before I picked it?

Hazel Symphonies

Lyrics:

You are so much more than you think you are
The sparkle in your eyes outshine the stars
The way you hold my hand and your guitar
Shows you are so much more than you think you are

I am so much less than you think I am
I'm hardly worth a dollar, maybe the price of a yam
I know you say you do, but don't you give a damn
Cause I am so much less than you think I am

Do you hear my song?
Do you miss me when I'm gone?
Cause distance makes the heart grow fonder
And that fact makes me start to wonder
If you miss me when I'm gone

You are so much cuter than I thought you were
I thought that I should tell you in case you haven't heard
With your messy hair and those same three t-shirts
You are so much cuter than I thought you were

I am more in love than I thought I was
The sound of your voice makes me start to blush
I'm loving the idea of you and maybe us
I am more in love than I thought I was

Do you hear my song?
Do you ever sing along?
Y'know distance makes the heart grow fonder
And that fact makes me start to wonder
Do you miss me when I'm gone? [x4]

Siren Song

Lyrics:

Well it started in the summer, 2005
Just a kindergartener with dreams to fly to space
Treasure Planet made me want to touch the stars someday
But I was too afraid of blackholes

Well my first day of school was fine
Well, that was a lie, it was more than divine
I didn't even whine
Except there was a girl who began to cry
Shouting, "Mama! Oh, Mama! Don't say goodbye"
And that was when I learned separation causes pain
At only five [x2]

Well I went on a date with some random guy
But I thought of you the entire time, wishing you were mine
And I know I'm dramatic and pretty cliché
But your smile is the sun of my day
You make me happy when skies are gray 

I know I friend-zoned a bit ago
We left it unspoken and all alone
But since then I can only think of you
And all the things we'd do if you'd let me travel the stars with you

[ Rap ]:
Lets chill it down a bit
Lately, I seem to get this, well feeling
When I look at you or hear from you
It's unexplainable I don't know what I'm doing here
Huh, yeah so uh. Get this 
I'm at your front porch, nervous, like I forgot my passport
On a plane ride through our feelings
Where we talk about revealing all these secrets that we kept so closely to us
And i know that I'm a few months late, but I think I should educate
That while the tables may have turned, it hurts me when you mention her
Cause I'm the one to talk to you and I'm the one who gets you through
The struggles of this life, my dear
This only gives me fear-ing for the day when you ask me to be your best maid
Is that even a thing?
Listen, turn it up a notch 
And I don't know how to tell you
And I don't know how to get through to you
So I'm stuck here writing songs about you
You're more than the lyrics in this song
And you're more than where you currently belong
And i know that you should be mine
You're more than just a few rhymes
Today, I finally have the guts to say 
Or, well, sing

I know I friend-zoned a bit ago
We left it unspoken and all alone
But since then I can only think of you
And all the things we'd do if you'd let me travel the stars with you

At Only Five

"God is love, and love is real."

-

Lyrics:

Are You there,  God? It's me, Your daughter
I feel like I've lost and I need to surrender
I'm way too stubborn to seek the truth in You
So instead I'll keep on trying my absolute best to ignore You

I've grown apathetic to my faith
Through a distorted mirror I see my face, and I hate her
Lord, I hate her

Nobody asks to come see me
Nobody talks to me anymore 
Nobody cares to see why I'm laying and crying on the floor

Instead they criticize me and say to be better
"What happened to you? Get back on track, you sinner"
It hurts, the wrong approach hurts

I need Your graceful hand to show me who I am
I love everything You've ever touched, so teach me how to love myself

I'm a pessimist, an existentialist
I'm everything there is, you just name it 
Except, I'm not Yours anymore

Take me back, take my back
And we can get back on track, back on track
I only need You, nobody else matters
Let me in, let me in
Help me grow from where I have been
I only need You, You are what matters

You keep track of all my sorrows
Put my tears in Your bottle
You have recorded each one in Your book [x2]

Take me back, take my back
And we can get back on track, back on track
I only need You, nobody else matters
Let me in, let me in
Help me grow from where I have been
I only need You, You are what matters

Psalm 56

Nothing But Thieves song cover
Original Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v78PSm1R7bg

Lover, Please Stay

[ Lyrics: ]

Why am I so dependent on all of your opinions?
Say I'm a fool, and I'll still believe you
Why am I so resistant to all of your assistance?
If you try to help, I'll keep on pushing you away

They think I'm a lost cause,
But I know exactly where I am

As of lately I think that I've gone crazy by
Constantly changing who I am
And as of lately my only consistency
Is my inconsistence 

Why am I such a liar? A simple "pass-on-by-er"
I'll never show you who I truly am
I saw myself in a picture and said I didn't know her
My introduction is a total scam
Always

I think I'm a lost cause
Will someone show me where I am?

As of lately I think that I've gone crazy by
Constantly changing who I am
And as of lately my only consistency
Is my inconsistence 

I hardly know myself at all
It makes sense. I'm only 17, afterall
But one thing that I know for sure
Is I've written too many sad songs
I've got to pick up the sad and leave him at the door
I don't want you anymore
You've done enough, haven't you?
I've got to pick up the sad and leave him at the door
I don't want you anymore
You've done enough to me haven't you?

As of lately I think that I've gone crazy by
Constantly being told who I am
And as of lately my only consistency

As of lately I think that I've gone crazy by
Constantly changing who I am
And as of lately my only consistency
Is my inconsistence

Consistently Inconsistent

Lyrics:

I've been down this road a couple times / Rejection is my new best friend / But I thought that you were different / I guess that I was wrong

But I've got a message for you

Give me a chance / Give me a chance to write you songs (just like this lame one) / Give me a chance / Give me a chance to make you happy

I see it's not you its me / I'm not who you need me to be / But if you give me a chance I can be

I'll be your coffee in the morning / Your favorite hat when you're balding / Just give me a chance to be yours

And I think that you are pretty fine / I like your eyes in the sunlight / Eyes dilate when yours meet mine / I guess it's all just in my head

But I've got a message for you

Give me a chance / Give me a chance to make you smile (with my awful jokes) / Give me a chance / Give me a chance to be your dream

I see it's not you its me / I'm not who you need me to be / But if you give me a chance I can be

I'll be your sweater when you're cold / And your final kill on Fortnite / Just give me a chance to be yours

Give Me A Chance

Lyrics:

I think I’ve been approaching you the wrong way around / I’ve built up my boundaries and now I can’t get out / And how do you control me without making a sound? / You’re the dirt under my fingernails

And everyone talks about the one that got away / But nobody talks about how friendship makes your heart break

Not for me / I’ll isolate myself from everybody / Can it be / I’m an outcast in my own body

And I have grown bankrupt in my personal wealth / I guess I never knew how I truly felt / And how do you help me without making a sound? / I’m not the optimist you were hoping for

And everyone talks about the ways that they can boast / But nobody talks about the things that hurt the most

I try so hard, I pray so hard to do something / And now these bones are at crossroads to be something

Outcast

18 year old amateur who wants to make it big

Winter

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