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Cam Meekins - Better Days

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Heart

Fine

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I dont like people and i cant stand parties
he smokes too much shes had too much Bacardi 
its been lonely in my head eyes to the ceiling with my back up on the bed
searching for a meaning but i found a girl instead
introverted state of mind  staying on that music grind all the time id rather stay inside
like the words i never say i keep em locked away until i get my pen and spill it
Anthony you're being distant
sorry mom ive just been thinking
what is it that im seeking 
at first it was happiness but whats this
love and music got me feeling passionate
not alone... but it feels so solo
theres a diference there but that i really dont know
im out of my comfort zone
i dont like crowds or microphones theres a side of me i dont show
i like talking i hate talking i hate singing i hate singing
my opinion shifting spinning like its on an axis
sleepless nights increasing tossing turning on this mattress
this song wont be a classic
but i hope it gets remembered 
hope it makes someone feel better 
i prefer the term introvertive
cause im not assertive
i dont insert myself in certain situations
cause im scared of migrations and change
cause theres comfort in the solitude even in my solemn moods i push through
i could make a new friend but i really dont want to

lil intro vert why yo feelings hurt why cant you just be happy you're alive why you gotta cry its barely five and you already wanna die just smoke some weed and you'll be fine be like the rest of us and get high you wont be happy unless you try you wont be happy

Lil Intro Vert (album edition)

Sentimental Scumbag

G.B.D Pressure full version

im gay this songs great
big many thank @landosmusic for super duper epic awesome instrumental
song by @atlas and @nevermending https://soundcloud.com/atlas/trapped
i hope i did good patrick :")

edit: I think this song got botted

lyrics:

fading out
i can't see

something is breaking me
taking my faith and replacing it slowly
with what i don't know as my own
please point me back to my home

'cause i'm so trapped
in this god damn house

and i should be grateful
and swallow my pride
but i can't seem to stop all the longing inside
for whatever it is that i found when i left for you

your hand finds mine
and then we shall shine

but i might not be
there for you this time

sorry to be
the bearer of bad news
but i can't do this
you've got me blue

Trapped Cover

https://jippy.bandcamp.com/album/beat-tape-16-64-beats

~35 samples in this intro track alone. 
starting 2018 off with beat tape 16. had this tape in the stash for a few months now, been waiting to release it (beat tape 17 next few days)

BEAT TAPE 16: 64 BEATS

jippy.bandcamp.com

64 BEATS OUT NOW

Video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmyDerbWDXo

(hook)
So much on my mind I've been thinking too much

Rolling up an owl I've been smoking too much

Pouring up some jack I've been drinking too much 

I just want your love girl I like you too much  
X2

(verse)
Give me some of your time and let me take you to lunch

I'll buy you anything girl get whatever you want

Open up your brain let me hop up in your thoughts

I hope you don't feel no pressure but I like you a lot 

 Oh my god I haven't felt this way in a long time 

Girl I like you short you can hop up on this tall ride

Long brown hair and your body thick it's what I like

If the world is mean to you I'll try to make it alright 


(hook)
So much on my mind I've been thinking too much

Rolling up an owl I've been smoking too much

Pouring up some jack I've been drinking too much 

I just want your love girl I like you too much 
X2

(verse)
Lot up on my mind now a days

Feel a lot of pain now a days

Girl you make it all go away 

Your my sunshine when it rains

Cloudy weather 

I ain't even think about that

I smoke a lot

 I think about that

I'm sitting back reminiscing about my past

Uh

Putting all my problems right into all my raps

Uh

And that's some true shit

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joji - 18 (JBXM Remix)

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Betrayed (Remix)

Le Garcon Et La Fleur ft. Chloe Moriondo

I miss gemini season already 
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Matt Degula // Fall in Love
Medasin // Leaving Earth
cheeki // moonlit
fell+lo // nameyourtrack
too ugly // rush hour
enkae // rare silk
harris cole & aso // park ave beach
sesioM // untitled.mp3

Cancer Season Got Me Like

First single from “Angelic Demon” ive been making music for a year now and it’s fun gotta admit =-) enjoy!!!!! (Angelic Demon/2020)

MY SHOW [PROD.Fantom]

Solitude

Solitude (Felsmann + Tiley Reinterpretation)

IT'S MY FIRST SAD SONG WAAAA
(thank you jaidyn)

it's out everywhere -
https://open.spotify.com/track/17hAD9dv47x2Yxq0i1ASRE?si=s4RcO_IbRIW-Q0oer6RmAg

(this is just spotify though but i have it on apple music too omg) (also if you add it to ur playlists i get paid more isn't that super epic? cuz like then 88rising will sign me)

i produced this myself y'no?

are u guys proud of me?

pls i need the validation and it'd be so cute if u streamed this on spotify too haha ily mwah

Please
I’ve been
Holding on to you too long
Please
Help me
Not to think of growing up
I’m not strong enough
Old
Dreams hurt me too much
But now it’s time for me to grow up

But please give me a minute
Please give me some time
Please give me forever
To waste away my life
In my bedroom
It’s better here than with you

I know
You're fine
But I hope you think of me
Cuz I’m still
Up till 5
Scrolling through my gallery

I could be the one that you needed
I'd give you the world if you need it
But baby I’m alone in my bed now
It’s a ghost town

Please
I’ve been
Holding on to you too long
Please
Help me
Not to think of growing up
I’m not strong enough

But please give me a minute (but please)
Please give me some time (but please)
Please give me forever (but please)
To waste away my life (but please)
In my bedroom
(I don’t wanna think of you anymore)
(I don’t wanna think of you anymore)
It’s better here than with you
(I just wanna be set free)

Weighed down I’m weighed down
By you by you
Can I get a break now

Growing Pains

lyrics -

(oh i want u)

i want u x8

everytime i look
i see the same shit
the same faces
the same places
oh i don't feel right, need some space please
but it's more than i thought i wanted
oh i loved and lost it
got a little cautious
but i found the right one in the ashes to indulge in
do u wanna see stars in the moonlight?
do u wanna see love in the purest form?

so ur lost again
so ur lost again
and i won't let u see the end

i want u x8

u say it's alright
i see u outside babe
u wanna just drive
u forget the pieces of ur mind that
take away ur innocence
and u strive to find then waste away
i'll try to help if i can ok?
it isn't too hard to see the bigger picture
it isn't too hard when i'm with ya

i want u x8

a song for every ex

justin pearl 2