(ft. xHood)(prod. Saylor Rigsby)

LYRICS:
Take me out this hell hole why am i sacrificed
I'm acting nice, then treated colder than a bag of ice
Why don't that suffice
Hungry always last to bite
Battling aggression every day
And then i'm asked to fight
That's not right
Room is dark there ain't no adding light
Had to find a pattern right?
I'm zooming in a magnified
(mind)
Clutching my pen that i grab to write
Shove it in my eye and then I cry heavy tears
Deep in this blackened night

I might make it but the chance is low
Can't just rot away right away or cold abandon hope
Or stand alone even though that's what i fucking want
Nobody is real they all lie every fucking one
Its fucking dumb its gon' bite me till i'm fucking done
I'm a son and friend and brother but i feel like none
And man i'm stunned
Think i'm drained of all my fun
And it kills me inside knowing theres no where i can fucking run

No matter where i just land
I know i'm gonna have a plan
Don't hate the player hate the game
But no matter where i'm at I am who I am (oh no)
They gotta meet the man
No matter where they decide to land (oh no)
I always got a plan cause no matter where i'm at
I am who I am (oh woah oh)

Why do people compare stuff
It's never enough
I go back a hundred times
When my soul has been crushed
I guess they never tell you bout the mopey terror in love
Man i should get a fucking trophy just for caring to much
And people hold their grudge higher then the white clouds
People actin stupid 9:30 got my lights out
People quick to judge something 'fore they even try it out
Sometimes i cannot do shit when i should do it right now

And nothing makes sense
I never had no patience
Hate that I am selfish and I wish that I was gracious
I had to take hits
Literally i fucking did
Fuck that kid
Who's his mom
That mother raised a little bitch
On the other hand my mother raised a little bitch
I can't talk in public very well cause I'll feel very sick
I can't show my body very much or else I'll feel like shit
Words man they hurt the worst
But i just claim a little bit

No matter where i just land
I know i'm gonna have a plan
Don't hate the player hate the game
But no matter where i'm at I am who I am (oh no)
They gotta meet the man
No matter where they decide to land (oh no)
I always got a plan cause no matter where i'm at
I am who I am (oh woah oh)
No matter where i just land
I know i'm gonna have a plan
Don't hate the player hate the game
But no matter where i'm at I am who I am (oh no)
They gotta meet the man
No matter where they decide to land (oh no)
I always got a plan cause no matter where i'm at
I am who I am (oh woah oh)

DORIAN

Suspended

Judgement Day

Mic Check (prod. kevmo)

LYRICS:
It is a beautiful day
Sunshine flowers
I love living and being alive
There's a drone in your mind
There's a drone in your mind
No alone no more time
There's a drone and it's eating you!
We cannot feel our own selves crawling out the grave
All of us are blind and our brains bleed harder than the sun
Zombie flesh alive rot the skin off our fucking backs
Demon in your heart make your heart foe to god come alive
There's no where to run
Energy from the sun
Cannot flee from the fun
When I breathe it's a gun
I'm a being made of glass
With a soul that can't crash
Bend my feet to my back
All I see around me is the black
Hole and my brain is torn into Ten pieces
Help I've been dying you can't save this species
Technology rape your spirit and burn it
Accept your death and then cry
What I say is not a joke but sometimes
There's exaggerations of emotion in art
Die!
I will kill myself and everyone else on this earth

Beautiful Day

LYRICS:
What is 9 plus 10
I don't know man
I should go man
My face is whiter than a snow man
Silence you're a prodigy that needs guidance
No i'm stressed in silence
Tell me what is wrong but don't use science
And inside us is a virus
That is evil and it guide us
No you're fine
Take the test
Take your time
Do your best
Shut the fuck up
I'm fucked up
I'm gonna make some stuff up
I'm helpless
My health is fucked i've never felt this
Bitch stop being scared and just remember this
But i cant
There is no one that i'm smarter than
Yeah there is
I'm your ego
You're the raddest kid
You have to get better but you already is
No you're wrong
I just make silly songs
Yelling bout my wrongs
Man you're gone
And beyond dumb
You cant count your thumbs
Can you just quit it guys
I'm tired of being criticized
You make me to be minimized
Why am i the one you victimize
In the victims eyes you know that you're in the right
Look into the light
You'll win in every single fight
Bully for you you want pity so they all bullying you
They bully you too
Whys it gotta be that i'm what you chose
We know what is best for you
No you don't you never will
I hope you get killed
But then you'll die
Yeah i know i will
You would never do that we do not think that you could
Yes i would
It'd be nice and it'd be freeing and be good
But are you positive you should
I just want too am i understood?
I just wanna function like a human but i never could
Why not is it because of us
Yeah it's cause of you
I'm confused and I do not know what to do
You will never feel joy
I am just a poor kid
You'll remain a sick boy
My body cant afford this
You are just a chew toy
For what dog
Is it god
Fuck god
I guess he just forgot but
He owes me a lot
Blink your eyes 5 times
Or you'll get hooked on crack
Obviously i wont do cocaine that stuff is whack
Touch the table 4 times or you'll rape a girl
I know that's not true
Obviously man i hate this world
I don't really have a say in this this feels like to much
He has never had it rough
Hold on i think he's had enough
Thank you ego
Psyche I don't really care here we go
No one loves you
And theres many things that you will never know
Every single thought you've had is true
It makes us ecstatic
Man i've had it
Are you done yet is that it
You're a faggot
Shut the fuck up bag it
We know you've had enough but we're drawn to you like a magnet
Okay i'm done i'm killing us say your final prayer
What is over there I think there's bugs in your hair
Can I just have one second
One second 'for i end it
One second's all i ask
For a second just pretend that
I'm straight and all is normal
No hate and nothings horrible
Your hatred is adorable
Your fate is not rhetorical
Your nothing and useless
You'll forever be abnormal
Just die please
Saylor we can never leave

Retard

LYRICS:
Angel dust, in my nose I trust, God knows I'm fucked
The painful lust, the pain I feel from Angel dust

When taking angel dust, beware of the painful lust that busts and makes you bluff and rough and tough and wreck up all your stuff
Your brain is mush and fried stuffed with stuff up to your eyes
You try to cry but find inside you wanna see some people die
Crazy, hectic, not a single person skeptic that the wreckage came from protected use
Just a dumb, sad, neglected, poor connected, poor family expected
Been previously rejected, used PCP to project it
Black whack the cyclones, the rocket fuel could buy homes
Angel hair, angels where?, what the fuck do angels wear?
Backtrack, comply bro, you're on it dude, you'll die bro
Ain't it fair can't you swear that something should be painted there?
Blood on the paintbrush, flooded on the tame but
Don't get caught, you'll get caught up, fight them with the same brush
Let them have it, stay big, throw the L away
Every day, take your angel dust so that you'll melt away

Angel dust, and my nose I trust
God knows I'm fucked
The painful lust, the pain I feel from Angel dust

Sniffing cocaína
Me and Saylor doing things that bitches witches
Thinking that we fucking on some brujería
Chiquita I'm sipping on a margarita from a señorita that's twice my age
Careful with these hags cuz they sharp like razor blades
And they quick to put a lil monkey looking nigga like me in a fucking cage
But I don't care 'cause I'm still fucking
Angel dust got me busting
Can't feel my skin must be robitussin
I'm simple sober and if she sucking like a yakisoba
Tell a bitch to come over and quítate la fucking ropa
Bend her over have her head on the wall like a poster
Eat it all cause they think I will just like Doja
Tickling chocha licking porkchops splash on ta tas
Nut on her face now I make her the new joker
Catch me in the mezzanine counting green
So many blue faces you would think that it's prismarine
Feel like Lindsey Lohan on an early 2000's Tuesday
Cause I feel my nose aching but I'm still getting paid
Ain't no need for action if the dust got me acting up
I don't give a fuck look at niggas I can't even trust
And I feel like shit and I feel like dirt without the dust
(sniffing noises) oh oh shit ugh
Oh my god
Oh that's much better
I need that (Angel Dust)

Angel Dust

Sex Song

production - noah silver
keys - noah silver
sample - can't hide love (earth, wind & fire)

DORIAN

Saylor Rigsby

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