Under the Stars in Autumn

Songs about my past online relationships and the desires to see them in person

Online Gf

signal_noise by Louie Zong

Lyrics:

[You have 1 missed voice message. To listen, press 7. To delete this message, press 8]

Hey, sorry I didn't mean to miss your call
The radio was busted, air was frozen, I couldn't hear at all 
The time we spent together was short sighted and sad like the vision
of a seltzer bottle's contours between my homework and in-division like

I woke up in the morning feeling like I couldn't breathe
but would that really be so bad? living lifeless and so free because
when I was younger they'd say "You should follow your dreams"
But then they'd shoot it down and say that that wouldn't let me be free

Just so many taxes and so many bills to pay
And how do you expect to get a job with this failure you call your grades
Against common belief I'm not a magic man, Not altogether now
but I'm trying my best, so damn loud, proud, but not allowed

Why can't you just leave another message for me? 
You've been silent for seven years living wild mon ami 
Je me sens si vide et seul sans toi, that means
I feel so empty and alone without ya

But I guess reminiscing on the past is why I'm still
around to reminisce on said past but a bit faster
cause with each passing year that seltzer gets a little bit fuller
like a cloudy sky, a storm brew, a tornado of age

Look, whenever you get a chance, can you just call me back?
It'd be nice to hear from you again.
You have my number.
Goodbye.

[The number you are trying to reach has been disconntected. Thank you.]

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How Did You Get My Name?

Stranded Lullaby

Letting Go

She Shouldn´t Mind

i think I’ve been drowning
stuck in my head 

april went too fast
who’s that in my bed?

the girl with the tattoos,
a boy with no plans

oh how do I ask to
see you again

Girl
Girl I need you bad
But these nights they never last
We’ve seen this all before
But I just want some more
I know this ain’t love
But when you give me your touch
I think that 
It could maybe be enough

it’s back and forth with you
In everything you do
one day you’re my religion
the next it’s someone new

i know that i’m not what you need 
I’m tripping over jealousy

Girl
Girl I need you bad
But these nights they never last
We’ve seen this all before
But I just want some more
I know this ain’t love
But when you give me your touch
I think that 
It could maybe be enough

it’s all gone
(left wondering) what did i do wrong ?
what can i do
it’s so hard to love someone like you
what else can I say??

Girl
It’s what you do to me
Girl
Can’t help but feel this way

face first, fallin’
you never caught me
when you left me girl
what did you need?

Girl
Girl I need you bad
But these nights they never last
We’ve seen this all before
But I just want some more
I know this ain’t love
But when you give me your touch
I think that 
It could maybe be enough

need ya bad! (feat. jacob maul)

Head on the Moon w/ david terner

Marvin's Marvelous Mechanical Museum

Hidden in the Sand

Eliza

Mourning Star

Lacuna

Devil Girl

Swan

Do you wanna feel something tonight?? Edit: Bruhhh why no one tell me the file sound bummy, anywho it's fixed now

Under the Stars in Autumn

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