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but jus almost, everything is almost, and i might fall again

prod. YoungTaylor but technically https://soundcloud.com/verzache (?) 
https://soundcloud.com/verzache/juvenescence
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/geo_1022

but i'm not there yet
and it pulls me down even farther knowing halving never ends
because I'll never hit 0 or infinity, either or
limits can't be reached and yet i've topped mine out
and now i'm feelin like a discontinuity, solve me analytically
directly substitute me with the c term, 
with the waves
like i'm boutta rip tides to the sea
i don't wanna feel like a math problem 
need the book to breach
the surface of the understanding of the person that is learning but do not comprehend
speakin foreign languages to teach you how to conjugate
but every letter's off and grammar seems to fail you every time
now you wish without a doubt that you understood subjunctive
but the junctions of the thoughts are subpar
so now 
i been..

but jus almost everything is almost
and i might fall again cuz

but i don't think i can drink
cuz the bilirubin's elevated levels make me start to think
bout the possibilities of liver failure maybe more than gilbert's
jaundice ain't a joke but i been hiding it with long sleeves
eyes down so they can't see the yellow and the veins
of my eyes keep it mystery
like the fact that my coats really only help me hide my scrawny arms
and my jokes about death make it seem less serious
but really i been stressin lots and even all dis tea don't help
and i don't really know what to do
so jus tell me please

but even knowin layouts doesn't bring thematic similes
that click before they're cliche 
everything's a repeat
over over done, everything's been used
and even with ideas nothing's good enough for you
and comparison between people runs into your mind
makes you question whether all your work's a truth or it's a lie
like you stole from someone without knowing
plagiarism in the sub c
it's gettin cold in my heart to the sub z's
try to fend it off
try to fend it off
imma fly up high
so 
so high

Chrosky | Husk

All Credit Goes to Croosh
thanks for all the support
RIP JUICE WRLD

Croosh - RIP

sparkle! (prod. lenzo)

Ion Lil Gut

lonely christmas (Prod.MISERY)

Party With The Demon$

Oliver francis - Aahhyeahh

Nameless

baby faced bandit - Setyy x leavemealone (Prod. TONES)

I want love, I miss my past loves. Is is it even worth it? I can Fuck you and love you better than he can.

Sometimes I Want To Disapear, imy (prod. RiverBeats)

Try Me - hellboy ft. OGODTHEDEITY (prod. saib) [FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM @OGODTHEDEITY]

love (slowed)

LYRICS:
i hope that one day i'll be feelin okay
we're so far away you'll be counting my days
and i don't really wanna see us both in the clouds
and i don't really wanna hear you callin me out

i'm fuckin twisted i'm slowly drifting
gaze from a distance we're too persistent
it's me who did this not too charismic
there's no legistics just my statistics

the weekend never end i don't want new friends
no racks i still spend my real life not pretend

i don't really wanna see us both in the clouds
whoops i didn't mean to say that one out loud
my shadow follows me it sees everything
am i human being i guess we'll have to see

CLOUDS

Tyler, the Creator (prod. lil biscuit)

Lavagirl (NOW ON ITUNES/SPOTIFY)

vans with the stripes on. them shits cool. especially when you beat them to death. same with airforce too🖤❤️🖤

old skool vans (Lil Biscuit)

I don't feel like describing it so here's the lyrics:

[Chorus x2]
I’m not scared of death
I’m scared of reactions 
Guilt and that doubt 
That’d fill my Moms plate
Thought of death 
In a cold lonely state 
No sense of faith 
Where fate takes its place
For you have come 
And it is too late
Sounds of blue 
Is where I resonate 
Faking happiness 
You took the bait 
Where’s the reaper 
To show me the gates

[Verse 1]
I’m not scared of death 
I’m scared of regret
If I die right now 
Will you forget ?
Will you still love me 
That way that you did 
Or move on get married
And Have some kids 
I’m not scared of death
Im scared of the fake 
If I die now 
What will they take 
The money I make
For when I do awake 
My trust is at stake
These people are snakes 

[Chorus x2]
I’m not scared of death
I’m scared of reactions 
Guilt and that doubt 
That’d fill my Moms plate
Thought of death 
In a cold lonely state 
No sense of faith 
Where fate takes its place
For you have come 
And it is too late
Sounds of blue 
Is where I resonate 
Faking happiness 
You took the bait 
Where’s the reaper 
To show me the gates

Not Scared [Prod. Kevin Katana]

had them air forces. burnt them in reading festival to use as campfire in the morning before we left. that was fun tho. had to get another pair tho :((

Nikeys (Prod. Masked Man)

sometimes i actually wonder if anyone reads what i put in here. if you see this type “i’m a cockstar🖤❤️🖤” in the comments just so i know. if it turns out a lot of people see this and it just gets flooded with that i might have to edit that out hahahahahah. anyways here’s rockstore. love you🖤❤️🖤

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