the alligator told me to relax [interlude]

i've got rocks no one else has seen
they belong to me
crooked mother's teeth
hiding underneath
tongues i tried to feed
with lack of company
but she's still bleeding
on all my rocks
i can hardly talk
without my rocks, i'm lost
i thought i had it all.

i've got rocks that help me breathe,
feed my every need,
plant my rusty seeds,
crunch on every leaf,
staggered heavy heaves
count to 1 2 3
why's it not working?
i need another rock
i can hardly walk
without my rocks, i'm lost
i thought i had it all.

i've got rocks gifted from my friends
silly broken mends
tricky token trends
between my two left hands
they said it'd never end
threw me across the bend
i'm weighted down again
by all my rocks
i can hardly float
just another ghost
you said you loved me most

my rock collection

journal entry
609am
mercredi 26 juillet

i wish i had the words for the silence this moment calls for.

weary where i rest and yet none the better

live improvisation, recorded on an iphone

howdidweenduplikethis?

and i’ll say, 
“this not good enough for you?”
for my sake,
could you please give us the room?
and bend your shoulders into my neck

and i’ll stay,
bended over talking to
your last day,
when you lifted me in bloom
and i felt better under your skin.

and i
i’m too young to cry like this for all my life
and it’s not right

and i,
i need you by my side,
but i still feel alright
i still feel alright

and i
i’m too young to die
with all this hate inside
inside my mind

and i’ll say,
“this not good enough for you?”
“could you please give me the room?”

the alligator told me to relax [interlude]

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