Name: Equinox by sabre
Duration: 5 min 38 s
Description: This album was released a little earlier than the official release, but I want you to rate this album

This album was released a little earlier than the official release, but I want you to rate this album

Equinox

music video: https://youtu.be/OCPpImXovjY
thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

u forgot im a person too

music video

ambient playlist

picture of you

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

playlist

i wish i was special

i wish i was special (slowed)

from one, many

this song was written during treatment in a particularly bad time. right now things are worse, but this was different. whenever i get new lesions in my brain, they attempt to close them using a powerful steroid called "prednisone". no, not like steroids body builders use, these target cuts in my brain that form and essentially singe them closed. after 30+ lesions i stopped counting them and stopped asking. i don't even want to know how trashed my brain is at this point. but anyways, they give me a very high dose of this. usually 1250mg. all i can really say is, it feels like you just drank 10 cups and coffee and a couple redbulls in one sitting. it feels like your blood is made of battery acid. its pretty much impossible to sleep, and i have to take these dosages for several days. sometimes for 25 days straight, at 25 pills a day gradually reducing the dosage by 1 pill a day. anyways. in these times, my insomnia becomes much worse. i already cannot sleep, but during these treatments sleep is out of the question. ill go a bit insane from sleep deprivation. in these times im looking so desperately for a sense of calm. a sense of peace or serenity. all i could really do is try to make a calm or beautiful sounding song to give myself something. not something id already made, but just exactly what i needed to hear at that time, and i guess this was that song. i never released this one, but things have been especially bad lately again, and i heard this track again and realized it helps me just as much now as it did then. maybe its time to share it, and maybe someone out there will feel the peace i do, when listening <3 big love to you all. thank you for reading, and listening .

nothing is real, part XVI

album

prednisone song

music video: https://youtu.be/Z_AlyLR26VU
a song from 8ish? years ago? its very old i have no idea how old. i found it recently and decided to re-record the vocals and release it with a music video to explain a bit of the lyrics, since it's a bit personal.

in my treehouse (music video)

-a single from nothing is real, part 22- 
stay awake with me all night
talk to me till everythings alright
i dont wanna see u cry again
it's so much worse when im the reason

it hurts worse, when im the reason

just something weird lol
normal songs next week <3
thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

afterlife *

this song helps me a lot. (with sleeping)
MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/25J3D0E1lvE

Equinox

sabre

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