lost (grayskies)

[lyrics]

i've turned into a monster
don't recognise myself
i've turned into a monster
stealing pills of the shelves 
i be so fucked up
feeling dead and numb
im a walking corpse
life really aint fun

what a monster i've become
go and grab the fucking gun
put that glock 19 right through my head
don't stop spraying bullets until i'm dead

i walk down the street
its just pain
hear voices calling my name
clinically diagnosed as insane
pharmaceuticals every single day
i've been seeing things that aint there
psychotic breaks, life aint fair
tried to talk to a therapist
but she don't even get that shit

i've turned into a monster
don't recognise myself
i've turned into a monster
stealing pills of the shelves 
i be so fucked up
feeling dead and numb
im a walking corpse
what is all this for

what is all this for
i dont know anymore
laying dead on the floor
such a demon i've become

i've turned into a monster
don't recognise myself
i've turned into a monster
stealing pills of the shelves 
i be so fucked up
feeling dead and numb
im a walking corpse
what is all this for

What A Monster I've Become

What A Monster I've Become (prod. the optimist)

Nice little one for you x thanks to Scorpio

(Vails) 
It’s so complicated 
All the emotion 
I can’t read
Your the problem 
I’m not lost but
I won’t be found 
In my head 
Won’t stick around 
There’s too much pain
And I can’t continue 
I don’t want too
Be the issue 
Anymore
See me on the floor
Crying myself To death 


(Scorpio)
im crying myself to death
fully dosed on meds
but i feel like
im dying

i know you hate my guts
i dont blame you babe im fucked
im becoming an issue
keep tearing up my tissue


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33. theissue.

(prod. Cxrter x The Sound Clown)

lyrics:

do i deserve this? im hurting
but i guess i know its the price of being a burden
i hate that its never working
but im determined

to try my best i think its worth it
behind the curtains 
its the worst and im the reason
i know im so dramatic its pathetic
im way overly ecstatic i always show it

babe you know im damaged
i can never let it go
i can never look past it
im afraid to let it show
i know you think badly of me
i know you hate everything

oh i know you hate everything about me, i know you hate everything about me


do i deserve this? im hurting
but i guess i know its the price of being a burden
i hate that its never working
but im determined

pathetic

Either Way ft. Dane G *demo* (prod. jang0)

If you can’t forgive me lay me in the dirt (pd. fantom)

prod @ilyertu
cover by @noskeleton

baby tell another lie like i need u
she said shes not afraid to die i told her me too
keep this pistol by my side i cant believe u
i cant believe u

let u fuck my trust up, let u fuck my love up
picking off the bones of my body like a buzzard
let my armor sunder, never ran for cover
she said "u deserve the best" i know my days are numbered

all i see is darkness as far as i can reach
ill stretch my hands farther
love the way she listens when i speak
it makes me stand taller

unblocked to text again
i’m wrapped up in this mess again
her new man is her old man now
she’s back fucking her ex again
i couldn’t care less about the shit
that u been stressing n i let u break my heart
so get the fuck out of my messages get the fuck out of my messages
let u break my heart so get the fuck out of my messages

shes bad for me i know
i know, i know, i know, i know
shes bad for me i know
i know, i know, i know, i know

baby tell another lie like i need u
she said shes not afraid to die i told her me too
keep this pistol by my side i cant believe u
i cant believe u

let u fuck my trust up, let u fuck my love up
picking off the bones of my body like a buzzard
let my armor sunder, never ran for cover
she said "u deserve the best" i know my days are numbered

bowling for buzzards (ertu)

Cover art done by my beautiful gf 

Lyrics and vocals done by Fictional4k and I

Lyrics (so sing along): 

Scrub:
You just wanna hurt me
Mmm…
You and me, 
That’s all that I see
 I was In all black 
You were in a white tee
Yeah
Blood on your white tee
I don’t think they like me
So pretty how I’m shining

I feel like a ghost, 
I dont wanna hurt you 
I just wanna haunt you 
Isnt it obvious 
That I love you
—
Fictional4k:
Yeah we all vampires
Yeah we all break hearts 
We all bleed out, yeah
We’re all fucked up 
I’m with my witches
Evil emo bitches (idk if thats what is said so shh)
Hurt inside 
Look into my eyes 
Eyes, eyes
Uh uh 
Uh uh uhhhh 
—
rave at the graveyard with my withes
blood on the dancefloor dance with the demons
in the night time monsters prowling
voice in the wind spirits calling
full moon in the sky and the spells amplify
Ghost in the party
Crop top dress like a slut 
Im with my witches 
We just like 
“Wheres the fucking drugs??”
Im turned up 
(Im so turned up) 
—
Scrub:
Black nails 
Matching jeans 
Hurt myself 
Just to feel something 

These drugs got me numb 
I dont feel a thing, 
Silver rings, 50gs 
All this swag 
They wanna be like me 
I’m in my zen 
I’m in my chi 
Doing damage w/ my psyche 
—
Fictional4k:
(Ooooooh)
Im a lil crazy a lil psycho 
???
Dissappear like a ghost 
Dissappear like magic 
Yuh

Either Way ft. Dane G demo (prod. jang0)

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