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Watagadakeep

Why does your stability 
Make you so powerful? 
I’d take it slow 
You know it though 

How does it feel to be so 
Omniscient 
I’m glad you’ve got it figured out 
but I’m so lost 

Cause it seems like you’re always two steps in front of me 
I heard all the things you said because you had the audacity 

I'll be sitting in my bedroom 
Music at full volume 
Swearing just to god that it’ll be alright 
Grab my hand in empty darkness
Holding onto something more than a guitar and a teenage voice
Career plans like records in my head 
I wouldn’t feel any better if I stopped myself 
But the future makes me so scared 

What is it like
Not to agonise? 
I know you try to look invested but it’s a futile disguise 

Why do I try? 
It only matters if I get good marks 
Prioritise 
All of the time 
No I can’t lie

Cause I tried to write a song about anyone or anything 
But I can’t distract myself and Radiohead isn't medicine 

I’ll be sitting in my bedroom 
Music at full volume 
Swearing just to god that it’ll be alright 
Grab my hand in empty darkness
Holding onto something more than a guitar and a teenage voice
Career plans like records in my head 
I wouldn’t feel any better if I stopped myself 
But the future makes me so scared

and I think about it all the time
Something in the distance 
Never knowing what you say 
Yes I know
Yes I know
I keep overthinking 
Well aware it’s years away
But I can’t for the life of me 
know why I need control at only age fourteen 
So wake me up when the voices in my mind stop lying through their teeth 

I'll be sitting in my bedroom 
Music in my headphones 
Swearing just to god that it’ll be alright 
Grab my hand in empty darkness
Holding onto something more than a guitar and a teenage voice
Career plans like records in my head 
I wouldn’t feel any better if I stopped myself
But the future makes me so scared
yeah the future makes me so scared.

Radiohead isn't medicine

YanYan

Sugar Mill

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