I feel so empty, I thought it would hurt and hit me like a rock but I can't feel anything. I. Only feel numb and idk if I miss him

I should die like the rest of the scum in the whole world..it’s all my fault and I should disappear off this earth like i was never even alive…I love you Sherlyn..I always will…no matter how old I get or where you are in life i’ll always love you…Thank you for coming into my life, im sorry I came to yours…live without me..achieve your dreams. 💐

to my dearest orange cat

Take Care.
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I do not own the music in this video/rights to this music

Please Don't Leave · Take Care

Everything Reminds Me Of You · Take Care

ARTIST: TAKE CARE.

PLAYLIST: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdsD2Hp4wTI&list=OLAK5uy_kfdufGyakqKndfC2xZmKUm3U5GxgCFg4s

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Everything Reminds Me Of You · Take Care

Sign Crushes Motorist-Loser monologue

made by Dandelion Hands (ALL CREDITS GO TO DANDELION HANDS)
his soundcloud: @dandelionhands

it's all in your head - dandelion hands (Full Album Playlist)

dandelion hands - If I stare at the clock long enough will I have the time to tell you everything?

Destroy Me From The Inside Out · Take care

This Feeling Will Pass - Take Care

sign crushes motorist - there's this girl (slowed)

Nothing Happened At All - Take Care

streaming:
https://presave.io/t/killswitchlullaby

artwork by Rauf Sunyaev

Killswitch Lullaby

Birdsong

The Beginning

i just want to hold her

Riff 2

I think of you sometimes
Before I sleep
Before I dream
I think it’s done this time
I can’t believe
I can’t believe

You weren’t supposed to leave 
And now you’re gone 
Now you’re gone
What have you done to me
And now you’re gone 
Now you’re gone

i still think about you

The title of this album my attempt at translating the Farsi phrase قارچ‌های غربت to English. It comes from the poem "The Sound of Water's Footsteps" by Iranian poet Sohrab Sepehri. 

A more literal translation of the phrase would be Mushrooms of "Ghurba", an originally Arabic word that has several meanings, including senses of estrangement, alienation, loneliness, being away for home, and longing.

I composed many of these pieces during and after Israel's 12 day war on Iran in the summer of 2025. Being  an Iranian living abroad for 15 years, I had never felt Ghurba the way I felt it this summer, as I realized more and more that Iranian lives matter to exactly no one.
Ghurba and all its meanings overshadow most of the pieces in this album. 

The music heard on this post is the final track, which is an improv piece with the same title as the album.

In the album art, I tried to depict a mycelial network creeping up the piano and my body, and expanding into the ground, maybe a thread or two reaching the other side of the world where home is.

As Sepehri's poem says "Who cares if sometimes the mushrooms of ghurba start to grow?" 

You are right Sohrab, nobody does...

Improv 8 - Lullaby for the Benches

NOW ON SPOTIFY! :D https://open.spotify.com/album/5jXmC7tTHcllYR03NfvFHx

This Feeling Will Pass - Take Care

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