[@lei]
[@gostupidcj]

[stop him at the light - he might have to die - all the city lights now - yeah they make me blind - i said i tried and tried- i cant get it right - cant get it out - cant get you out my mind - i wanna die - sigh ok i - i cant talk i cant whine - i cant talk i cant cry - i dont understand why they cap on me - everybody wanna talk like lei - everybody wanna talk like me - she said lei you talk to deep - i dont got no friends - i just count my bands - 2k on the pants - thats just how i dance ah - yea im the man ah - lalalalalala - feel the nature around ya - [e]motional healing - its where i want to be - [e]motional healing - feel the nature around ya!]

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(안0)𝐥ē𝐢 - [e]motional-healing  (̷CJ808)̲

an endless loop, no trace
https://twitter.com/sirbeagle/status/1076533590

endless '08

stream

Frailty

how to lie

https://soundcloud.com/lei
https://soundcloud.com/threedimensionsapart
https://soundcloud.com/lei/ugly

lei - ugly [lone ! flip]

this song was remastered for "daria vs. core: it’s giving charity!", a dariacore charity comp ft. the best of 2021’s most insane sound! all streaming proceeds will be donated to the Trans Youth Equality Foundation. you can find it here: https://soundcloud.com/spring-on-the-avenue/elwood-rushed-v2?in=spring-on-the-avenue/sets/daria-vs-core-1

rushed

spawn

scorpion

featuring and produced by @heavenindaclouds

lyrics:
(kurtains)
You're looking now, come on
Just dance away with me, come on :)
Show me all your moves
jud rock away with me
Let's go
Looking now, come on
Just dance away with me, come on
Show me all your moves
jus rock away with me
Let's go

(heavn)
I AM AWAITING THIS MANS LYRICS !

(kurtain)
You're looking now, come on
Just dance away with me, come on
Show me all your moves
Let's rock away with me
Let's go
Looking now, come on
Just dance away with me, come on
Show me all your moves
jus rock away with me
Let's go

kurtains
Come on, I'ma show you how to brush (Left, right)
Left, right, right, left, down
I know it's easy peasy
But I'm off this cheesy cheesy

[Chorus: kurtains]
You're looking now, come on
Just dance away with me, come on
Show me all your moves
jus rock away with me
Let's go
Looking now, come on
Just dance away with me, come on
Show me all your moves
jus rock away with me
Let's go

[Verse 3: kurtains]
Come on, let's go, let's rock, let's dance
I dont rly give a fuck
Let's go, let's move, let's groove
Anything to take away the pain
Those lil' boy's are cross, come say sum'
You fucking lames
They was tweeting lots
But come and say sum', please

(heavn)
Two, three, four, you can't ignore me
You tried it, but you tried to be
The brightest, you keep trying me
We tried it, but you wanted me
Two, three, four, you can't ignore me
You tried it, but you tried to be
The brightest, you keep trying me
We tried it, but you wanted me

lets dance w/ heavn

i know y'all was waiting for this one

lyrics
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
how i wish you gone, and walk away
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
oh i wish you'd stop and walk with me

oh where'd you go
i wanna know
don't leave me stranded
leave me cold
soul to be sold
soul to be sold

let me know
it's getting old
who have we told
i don't know
under control
under control

we don't need a reason
you part of the reason
that i can't feel it anymore

body on the floor
there's blood on the floor
and you at my door
something can't ignore

oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
how i wish you gone, and walk away
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
oh i wish you'd stop and walk with me

oh where'd you go
i wanna know
don't leave me stranded
leave me cold
soul to be sold
soul to be sold

let me know
it's getting old
who have we told
i don't know
under control
under control

walk away
ion wanna talk today
i can't do this everyday
ion wanna go insane

ion wanna go insane
but the second that you talk to me
is the second that i entertain
is the second that i entertain

UNDER CONTROL

mastered by @araelsounds

I started this song at 2am on in late December, 2017 within the same week that i made Pale and Northbound during my first grueling couple months of sobriety. 

This song symbolizes every moment of hardship that i could muster since then and now. Mental illness, home life, losing people close to me, losing myself, finding myself then losing it again. Through bad break ups and new relationships. Through late night panic episodes, moments of clarity and everything else in between. 

I decided to finish this song in early June 2020 In the middle of the pandemic as the result of a very, very bad trip, 400 miles away from home. while i was standing on the beach at 1am losing my mind, this song is what kept me grounded. it was the sand that swallowed my feet keeping me close to home. I saw my first shooting star in the middle of listening to it and knew at that moment that this was MY healing song. 

For years i would come back to this song to help me feel something. it is BY FAR the most meaningful thing i've ever made and im glad that i lived long enough to present it to everyone. Honestly at this point if i died id be happy knowing that i finally put this song out. I could "retire" this project at peace if i wanted to at this point. This song means that much to me. 

Thank you for your patience and your presences, it really means the world man

dnb

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