the first glass beach album

glass beach

1015

Sorry its so long with no breaks 💀

Lyrics:

On my first day out, my familiar town
Felt the same as in my dreams
Crying in my sleep, when the sun came down
Thinking "I am cured, it seems," but
I don't know my name at all
But what else is new
Should I show my pain at all?
If you only knew
You could try to help
Care is imprecise
All that I have left
Pills and good advice
Cure me if you can
Say I'll be okay
I don't mind if it's a lie
I can burn this bridge
It could be today
But you'd know the reason why
(Where are you right now?)
Please hold me down
Please let me drown x2
I know that something's missing
Or rather, something else is there
I spend the day existing
You spend it being unaware
The times I wake up smiling
Feel like I'm making fun of you
I left the ER crying
So what's the use in trying now?
Please let me down
Don't let me drown x2
I need to steal something
I need to feel something
I need to dream something
I need to be something
I need to get better
I got to get better
I used to be better
But I could never be them again
I need a sign and I'll be fine
The straighter the line, the more it's manmade
Circles confine us by design
But at least the 3D printer's handmade
I need a sine and I'll be fine
The straighter the line, the more it's manmade
Circles confine us by design
But at least the 3D printer's handmade
I've been building off of you
I've been texting on the freeway just to talk to you
And I know you wouldn't want me to
But I know if any later, you won't follow through
Yeah
And I have noticed you've had it hard
Even since the attack
And I would take you up to the stars
If I knew you'd be back
And I have noticed you've had it hard
Even since the attack
And I would take you up to the stars
If I knew you'd be back
(Middle-ay, middle-ay o)
(Middle-ay middle-ay middle-ay middle-ay o) x8
And even though I know it's been hard
I could never go back
If everything were better
Then I'm sure I'd be
A little less emotional
I never really understood
What's wrong with me
Or why I'm unapproachable
But every time I close my eyes
You're lookin' quite like my mirror
I'm plagiarizing everything
Stuttering soliloquies
Who am I again? (Who are you again?)
Is this the storm before the calm?
Is it the clock or just the ticking of the bomb?
We sacrifice what we both need
But if I fight for you then how do we proceed?
And if you fight for me then how do we proceed?
And if we fight again then how do we proceed?
I've been building off of you
I've been texting on the freeway just to talk to you
And I know you wouldn't want me to
But I know if any later, you won't follow through
Yeah
I've been building off of you
I've been texting on the freeway just to talk to you
And I know you wouldn't want me to
So now I'm telling 'em
Do you understand? x3
'Cause right now, doesn't seem like you can
Start to climb, and then I get a little higher
I'm a coward, it don't matter what I do (Higher)
From "I can't do it anymore" to "I can't do it, I can't do it, "
Told myself I wanna die
So how am I supposed to prove it now?
Spend too many of my minutes getting higher
I've attempted way too much to even count (Higher)
I've been committed, but committed to the people that I love
And if I try to love myself, I guess that I could live forever crying
So don't cry for me
For I've found peace in the madness
Peace in the madness
Don't cry for me
For I've found peace in the madness
Peace in the madness
Again
(Don't cry for me)
(For I've found peace in the madness)
(Peace in the madness) x2
For now
But on my last day out
Let me scream to God
Family, friends, and enemies
So what happens next?
Is this what you want?
All I am is dead to me
So
I can't hear my voice at all
What was I to do?
Did I have a choice at all?
Seems I never do
You could try to help
Care is imprecise
All that I'd have left
Pills and good advice
I could try to heal
Care is imprecise
All that you'd have left
Pills and good advice




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В своём колебании, между скукой и страданием,
Чужими догмами в себе заполняя пустоту,
Строишь планы наперегонки со своим увяданием,
А времени пески, заполняют твой последний приют.

Ты можешь стремится уважить любого того, кто не ты,
Ты можешь пытаться поглубже зарыть своё тихое я,
Но как не старайся, заглядывая в эти коллективные рты,
Лишь оправдания хочет услышать твои, людская земля.

Ты стал заложником путей, что не сулят освобождения,
Где каждый шаг — лишь компромисс с самим собой,
Как и других, тебя лишь ждет парад забвенья,
Твоя награда за тяжёлый, но без смысла бой.

Ты отпусти оковы страха, что сам себе вручил когда-то,
И под теней косые взгляды, беги на встречу ты к себе,
Верни свой голос, избавься ты от общества диктата,
И ты увидишь, что хозяин ты своей судьбе.

Закрывшись от других, ты думаешь, вокруг тебя лишь тьма,
Но свет он близко, он в тебе, делись им с тем, кто рядом,
Вчера ты думал, что в душе твоей, лишь бесконечная зима,
Ты мысль пробудил в себе сегодня словно молнии разрядом.

Ты отпусти оковы страха, что сам себе вручил когда-то,
И под теней косые взгляды, беги на встречу ты к себе,
Верни свой голос, избавься ты от общества диктата,
И ты увидишь, что хозяин ты своей судьбе.
К таким, кем стал ты, раньше полон ты был осуждений,
Пытаясь быть как все, твой голос серостью звучал,
Свобода начинается там, где кончается страх чужих мнений,
Ты тот, кого серые рты зовут - маргинал.

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