Name: 残忍で血まみれの自動車事故 by nothas curse
Duration: 2 min 10 s
Description: 車を事故らせて永遠に生きよう

don't give up on me

she told me put my heart in the bag and nobody gets hurt 💔 

in my dying days

roses옻

as I'm writing this and scheduling this upload on 11-14-25 I'm having a mental breakdown full of anxiety and dread and I really want to delet all my stuff. I constantly want to delete everything and I have to resist the urge. I feel I will eventually break. I am going to therapy for the first time next month but I don't know if that can save me. It feels like I'm trying to fill a hole that keeps getting bigger. I really want to delete all my accounts but I know I will regret it but I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this. My anxiety and dread is killing me today since my dad got out jail for something very bad and I don't even know if he's innocent. My step-dad is also very anxiety inducing and I almost harmed him last week but held back. Him and my mom are fighting but he's a very good Manipulator and he's trying to manipulate me too. I need help but no one can save me but myself. I don't know what to do. My therapist appointment is next month but it's hard to keep waiting since I should have went to one when I was little. I'm so mentally drained and confused constantly. Oh my god I don't know what to do. I don't want attention or fans at all but I want to be heard but it kills me knowing people might hear my stuff. Fuck

rotting_in_myhole

pumpkin guts

車を事故らせて永遠に生きよう

残忍で血まみれの自動車事故

𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 ̷͇̎͊̈ ̷̨͚͚̙̟͇̩̹͕͓͈̇͋͛̆͗͐͋̚̕ͅ ̷̭͑̈́̓̄̀̄̾̒͐͛̇𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃ꦄꦅᬅ ຳັ𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 ̷͇̎͊̈ ̷̨͚͚̙̟͇̩̹͕͓͈̇͋͛̆͗͐͋̚̕ͅ ̷̭͑̈́̓̄̀̄̾̒͐͛̇ꦄꦅᬅ ຳັ𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃

sweater

dead man

funeral

cut_herself

all girls are the same (JOOSE WORLD R.I.P 🙏)

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 ͚̥̝̱̍͗́̅͐̂͛̋́̔̔͘͝ ̝͈.̸̱̙͕͙̻̙̀͗͜.̶̂̈́͘͝ ̢̢̹̝͚͎͈͛̌̔͗̃̋͘̕ .̴̛͍͎̩̦̰̯̾̐͂̀͋̓͂̅̆͐́̔͜͜.̶̒͗͛͊ ̎̽̓ll̵̷̶̸̵̵̴̵̷̶̸̶̵̷̵̢̢̨̻̭͉̠̮̼̝̪͖̤̜̻̬̹̫͎̩̜̱̭̰͙̿̒̄̐͋͑̏̅̈̈́̔̂̓̄̄̓͆̀̄̓̾̈́̒́̑͐̓͛͆̓̇̐͐́̓̑͘͜͠͠ͅͅ“.̷̨̧̹̜̮͉͍̮͓̻̜̱̱̋̌̀̔ ̢͉̗̝͙͓̞͉͜ͅ.̸̛͊̋̔̀͊̏̌̇͋̌̍͒̈̽͠
 ̝̭̩̹̟̘̞͎͆̄̌.̸ ̜̮̖͙̻̪̐́͛̾͆̾̒̆̈̃̀̈͝.̴̨̢̣̞͖͇̙͂ .̷͙̮͈̠͇̘̼忍で故.̶̉͗̒ ̝̪̻̺̣̗̰͈͋̾.̷̢̡͈̼̪̈́͛̾̍̓.̴̢̬͖̪̦̑̚͠ .̴̺̈́.̸̝͕͒͂̃̋.̷̨̽͗͘͠” ̵̰̮͙͋ ̷̼̈́ ̸̲̈́ͅ ̶̮͚̀̊ ̸̭̣̌̏ ̷̦̹̹̅̎ ̷̼̓
 ̸͎̃́̾ ̸̞̮̉̾ͅ ̷͇̎͊̈ ̸͇̿͛̂ ̵̷̶̸̵̵̴̵̷̶̸̶̵̷̵̢̢̨̻̭͉̠̮̼̝̪͖̤̜̻̬̹̫͎̩̜̱̭̰͙̿̒̄̐͋͑̏̅̈̈́̔̂̓̄̄̓͆̀̄̓̾̈́̒́̑͐̓͛͆̓̇̐͐́̓̑͘͜͠͠ͅͅ ̴̭͙̲́͌̎ ̶̡̮͝ ̷̮̞̣̔̂ ̴̵̴̷̴̵̶̷̸̵̶̴̸̸̴̵̸̶̷̶̵̵̶̵̶̢̢̡̛̛͍͉̲͈̻͚͚͎̝̙̳̩͉͎̼̤̝̣͇̣͇̱̤̤͓̲̻̣͖͔̬̣̗͉̜̫̥̳̻̝̲̜͈̲͇̣͕̮̻̳̏̅͑̓̅̇̀͊̊̂͂̍̄͂̔̽͑̆̀͛͛̍̈́̿͗́͑̑̑̏̅̅̒͛̊̽̎͗͒̐̂̾͑̑̉̑̆̕̕͘͘̚̚͜͜͜͝͝͠͝ͅͅ ̵̶̵̶̸̸̷̵̷̷̷̸̸̴̶̶̵̶̷̴̸̷̴̴̷̷̵̴̴̸̸̧̡̢̡̦͈̼͉̫̝̗̻̟̬̖̗̭͖͙̞̗͚̦̩̹͔̗̹̪̠̹͚͈͕̣͍͖͕̳̙̫͈̟̯̬͖͚̪̲͙͎̲̙̯͎̰̥̙͉̰̻̥͓̣̜̜̳͈̎͋́̊̃̈̀̑́̈́͐͒̈́̽̎̍͗͌̀̐̃͒̒̌͑̇̈́̈́͛͗͑̑̓̈́̇̀̈́̈̊̀̀̅̄̄̈́̀̀̆̋̄̑̏̏͑̔̉̃̓͌̾̕̚̚̕͜͜͠͠͠͝͠͝͝ͅ ̷̵̷̷̷̸̸̸̷̴̵̷̸̶̴̴̷̵̶̷̸̴̷̸̸̴̵̴̢̢̨̡̢̢̧̨̨̢̛̞̩̤̟̮̤̲̗͍̳̰̲̹̗̻̺̗̪̮̥͙̲̖̺̜̝͉̬̹̪̮̟̠͓̬̣̣͔̖̖͓̗͉̰͚̟̭̯̞̤̣̥̥̬̥̩̖̩̮̝̻̃̄͆̓͛̌̈̌͋̓̄́̆̉̇̓̿̈́͊͊̎̃̔̂̇̎̾͛̈́͆̽̃͐́̏͛̍͆̽̐͋͒͆͑́̽̂̆̉̆̑͒̏̚̕̚̕̚̚͜͝͠ͅ ̵̷̴̸̶̸̶̵̴̵̵̷̶̴̵̷̶̶̵̵̸̵̴̶̵̷̡̡̧̨̡̛̹̹̼̪̫̪͉̟͕̞͙̭̲̯̘̱̥̙͎͙͎̲͚̟͚͈̹̙͔̗͕̟̥̬͇̭̹̩̭̹̫͔̩̼͕͖͓͓̙̠͈͍̯̜̗̻͖̩́̐̇̓͋͂̆͛͛̆́͗̃̉͐͂̾̑͛͋̐̓̏̌̾͗̓̽̊̑̇̇̃̿̊̾̑́̀̿̒̌͗͂̊̚̚̚̕̚͜͜͜͝ͅͅ.       ̶̮͚̀̊ ̸̭̣̌̏ ̵̶̵̶̸̸̷̵̷̷̷̸̸̴̶̶̵̶̷̴̸̷̴̴̷̷̵̴̴̸̸̧̡̢̡̦͈̼͉̫̝̗̻̟̬̖̗̭͖͙̞̗͚̦̩̹͔̗̹̪̠̹͚͈͕̣͍͖͕̳̙̫͈̟̯̬͖͚̪̲͙͎̲̙̯͎̰̥̙͉̰̻̥͓̣̜̜̳͈̎͋́̊̃̈̀̑́̈́͐͒̈́̽̎̍͗͌̀̐̃͒̒̌͑̇̈́̈́͛͗͑̑̓̈́̇̀̈́̈̊̀̀̅̄̄̈́̀̀̆̋̄̑̏̏͑̔̉̃̓͌̾̕̚̚̕͜͜͠͠͠͝͠͝͝ͅ
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 ̷̦́̿ ̷͚̙̙̋ ̵͉̈́͠ ̶̩̒͑ ̸̟̈́ ̶̷̸̶̶̶̴̸̵̷̨̘̟̤̼̘͙̝͓̣̲̦͔̫̞̟̤̇̈̇̀̂͑̍͗͐̋̀̓͋̿̀̇́͑̉̚͘͘̚͠ͅ ̴̷̷̶̶̷̶̴̸̷̶̸̸̶̸̸̴̶̵̵̷̵̶̵̴̶̶̡̢̧̨̡̧̡̛̛̤̟̪͎̜͙̗̦͔̞̲͉̬̯̝̭͇̫̹͓̠͇̝̖͔̖̭̯͈̺̟͚͉̹̰̪͖̘͙͉͇͎̖̹͍̗̬͙͔̫͕̝̼͖̞̖̜̟̮͍͛̽̃̓̽͆́͗̀̒̄̇͗̿͂̏̎̊̈͆͌̂̃̒͑̄̈́̉͌̒̄̈́͊̈́̓̐̓̈́̈͊̂̐͆́̽̋̋͂̽̍́͗͊̃͆́͛́̋̅̅̃̕͘̚̚͜͜͝͝͠͝͝͠͝͠ͅ ̶̶̸̷̴̸̴̴̷̴̷̴̴̴̸̴̵̵̶̸̵̴̸̸̴̸̶̷̴̷̴̵̵̶̴̵̶̴̢̨̢̧̡̡̢̢̧̛̛̛̛̺͔̫͇̤̯͓̜̳̙̖͈͉͚̟̪̳̹̬̹̺͖̳̮̠̩̫͍̞̯͚̥̮͙̮̺̱̟͕̗̫̠͍̖̺̩̭͉̱̳̜̗̪̤̞͈̮͚̳͖̪̱̞͉͔̬̙͉̣̞͔̜̙̯͈̻̯̇̏̔̍̋̆̋͛̈̎́̃̏͛̅́̉̈̀́̈́͆͋͑̃̐̆̀̾́̓̐̈̌̉̋̎́̑͆͆͋̂̓̏̀̈́̍̈́̉̏̅͌͒͛̾̑̑̒͊̎̃̂͋̾̀̓̈͗͐̓̽̀̈̌͗͋̋̃̀̍̔͐͛̕̕͘͘͘̚͠͝͝ͅͅ ̴̸̸̴̷̶̵̸̵̵̴̴̶̸̵̵̷̶̸̵̴̶̷̸̶̵̶̵̷̵̵̵̵̶̴̸̷̧̡̨̛̗̫̙̤̦̜̗̹͙̦͔͉͙̬͚̹͍̪͓̤̬̗̥̭̺̫̜͉̹̞̬̹͔͇̘̯̗̣̲̯̘͔̝͎̭̪̯͕̱͙͇̼͔̙̯̺͍̫̳̮̲̼̺̜͇̤̞̘̯̥̹͍͙̥̟̝̳͐́̈̌̈́̽̉̌̑̌͂͂̊̀́̈́̊͂̆͛̐̆̍̉͗̆̅̅̈́́́̂̉̀̔̈́͌͐̂̔̅̒͛̋͂̈̐͐͋̆̆̂͐̑̆̅͊͆̏̄͋̓̃͋̑͊͋͛̾̊͑̒̾̅̐͗͆̐͋̏̽͐̆̅̓̐̚̕̕̚̚̚̚̕̕̕͜͜͝͝͝͠͝ͅͅ ̷̶̴̷̵̴̷̵̷̵̴̴̸̸̸̵̶̵̵̡̨̨̡̛̛͎̜̮͈̜̲̬͖͇̱͖͔͖̳̗̩̳͇̰̞̝͓̘̪̭͓͖͚̤̟͚͙͇̲̥̼̙̟̤̙̘̮͓͆̂̒̑̎̃̅̿̏̽̔̈́̑̾̆̆͛̑̈́͂̋͊͗̆͊̓͊͂̓̾͛́̒̔͠͝͝ͅ ̷̵̷̵̸̧̛̯̫̭̱̹̗͒̒́̄̉͊̅̾ ̷̷̶̸̴̶̷̸̴̷̷̶̶̴̸̵̸̶̵̴̷̴̴̴̶̷̧̨̧̢̛̖̦͎͍̬͎̞̻̣͙̘̩̦̪̞͖͍̤̙̳̹̙̻̼̼̖̱̹̖̺̜͈̯͍͕̞͖͉̳̖̼̣̻̥̗̞̖͕̼̜͎̝̣̑͐͑̿̓̑̔̎̃̿͐͊̏̑̾̈͛͗͂͌̈́̿̉͂̂͑̈́͗͌̊̽͂͊̋̾̿̅̃́͐̈́͛̉̉̓̉̇̊͂̃̍́̑̋̕͜͜͝͠͝͠͝͝͠͠ͅ ̴̵̴̷̴̵̶̷̸̵̶̴̸̸̴̵̸̶̷̶̵̵̶̵̶̢̢̡̛̛͍͉̲͈̻͚͚͎̝̙̳̩͉͎̼̤̝̣͇̣͇̱̤̤͓̲̻̣͖͔̬̣̗͉̜̫̥̳̻̝̲̜͈̲͇̣͕̮̻̳̏̅͑̓̅̇̀͊̊̂͂̍̄͂̔̽͑̆̀͛͛̍̈́̿͗́͑̑̑̏̅̅̒͛̊̽̎͗͒̐̂̾͑̑̉̑̆̕̕͘͘̚̚͜͜͜͝͝͠͝ͅͅ ̵̶̵̶̸̸̷̵̷̷̷̸̸̴̶̶̵̶̷̴̸̷̴̴̷̷̵̴̴̸̸̧̡̢̡̦͈̼͉̫̝̗̻̟̬̖̗̭͖͙̞̗͚̦̩̹͔̗̹̪̠̹͚͈͕̣͍͖͕̳̙̫͈̟̯̬͖͚̪̲͙͎̲̙̯͎̰̥̙͉̰̻̥͓̣̜̜̳͈̎͋́̊̃̈̀̑́̈́͐͒̈́̽̎̍͗͌̀̐̃͒̒̌͑̇̈́̈́͛͗͑̑̓̈́̇̀̈́̈̊̀̀̅̄̄̈́̀̀̆̋̄̑̏̏͑̔̉̃̓͌̾̕̚̚̕͜͜͠͠͠͝͠͝͝ͅ ̷̵̷̷̷̸̸̸̷̴̵̷̸̶̴̴̷̵̶̷̸̴̷̸̸̴̵̴̢̢̨̡̢̢̧̨̨̢̛̞̩̤̟̮̤̲̗͍̳̰̲̹̗̻̺̗̪̮̥͙̲̖̺̜̝͉̬̹̪̮̟̠͓̬̣̣͔̖̖͓̗͉̰͚̟̭̯̞̤̣̥̥̬̥̩̖̩̮̝̻̃̄͆̓͛̌̈̌͋̓̄́̆̉̇̓̿̈́͊͊̎̃̔̂̇̎̾͛̈́͆̽̃͐́̏͛̍͆̽̐͋͒͆͑́̽̂̆̉̆̑͒̏̚̕̚̕̚̚͜͝͠ͅ ̵̷̴̸̶̸̶̵̴̵̵̷̶̴̵̷̶̶̵̵̸̵̴̶̵̷̡̡̧̨̡̛̹̹̼̪̫̪͉̟͕̞͙̭̲̯̘̱̥̙͎͙͎̲͚̟͚͈̹̙͔̗͕̟̥̬͇̭̹̩̭̹̫͔̩̼͕͖͓͓̙̠͈͍̯̜̗̻͖̩́̐̇̓͋͂̆͛͛̆́͗̃̉͐͂̾̑͛͋̐̓̏̌̾͗̓̽̊̑̇̇̃̿̊̾̑́̀̿̒̌͗͂̊̚̚̚̕̚͜͜͜͝ͅͅ 197402
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残忍で血まみれの自動車事故

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