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Guilty Madness

PUBLIC - Make You Mine (cover)

this song took a LOT of time compared to my other songs, so i'm hoping it shows. i got a bass guitar so... ;)

Alt-loving

There He Goes

Wanderlust

So a while back I heard this song at the end of the episode "The Forest" of Camp Camp and I just loved the mellow, melancholic vibe and wanted to write my own lyrics and melodies. Richie Branson, who writes all the ending music for the show on Rooster Teeth, is super talented and he's got some great stuff, give him a look! 

Richie Branson's Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV7eKepD9v4IeU99ndTV14Q

& Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/richiebranson

@richiebranson

[Verse]
Grinding my teeth even when I’m awake
What do I gotta do to extinguish the ache
In my legs, they’re shaking, heart is breaking
Down, down, down, down
Rip the air from my lungs 
Even half-dead I’ll be tryna run
But what am I looking for? 
What am I looking for?
Just one of my friendly shadows
That way I’m not alone
They’re crawling through my dreams
But when I wake up, it’s all floating downstream
Just take me back to right before all the hurt
So I can take a breath, roll up the sleeves of my shirt
Cause I been missing my friends ever since we tore apart 

[Chorus]
It’s all right, I’m doing fine
Out here in the forest with nobody but my mind
Don’t think, just move
I been living for myself too, myself too
I’m alive, aren’t I, what more I gotta prove?

[Outro]
In my legs, they’re shaking, heart is breaking
Down, down, down, down
In my legs, they’re shaking, heart is breaking
Down, down, down, down
In my legs, they’re shaking, heart is breaking
Down, down, down, down
In my legs, they’re shaking, heart is breaking
Down, down, down, down

I'm Alive, Aren't I? ("Sometimes, Karma Isn't a Bitch" Richie Branson remix)

Baritone uke capo 4
5500 2213 2000 2210

[Chorus]
What I gotta do to climb up the ranks?
Where you hurt when I hurt
Where you ache when I ache
You’re making me tired, so tired
Cause if you ever got wronged
I’d have some Hell to raise
Taken you home, tried to fix all the breaks
Even then, even still, you got nothing to say?
You gotta know by now how loud my heart breaks
Oh, how loud my heart breaks

[Chorus 2]
Return me to my home up high
Return me to my home up high
I shouldn’t ask right now, Lord
Can I sing when I get to paradise?

[Verse]
These thoughts I bottle up, they been bottled for you
Waiting right where I left ‘em, right there at your door, right there at your door
Cut ‘em all off till I’m left with myself
Lay the blame, lay the blame, on anyone else
Brush me aside when you’ve had your fill
You sit when I stand, laugh when I cry
Forget every secret I share
If you don’t know, here it goes
Can you hear my heartsound?
Can you hear my heartsound?
Can you hear my heartsound?
Can you hear my heartsound?

[Chorus]
What I gotta do to climb up the ranks?
Where you hurt when I hurt
Where you ache when I ache
You’re making me tired, so tired

[Chorus 2]
Return me to my home up high
Return me to my home up high
I shouldn’t ask right now, Lord
Can I sing when I get to paradise?

Heartsound

Finally said I love you
But now I gotta go
Darling don’t you worry
These tears ain’t just for show
Grip me tight and hold me for as long as you can
I feel it in your soul, you crave your happy end
As long as you know, how deep my love goes
I’ll be okay on my own
Hello, goodbye
There’s a time to live
And a place to die
Hello, goodbye
Keep my heart
When I leave your side
I’ll surely see you soon

Darling Don't You Worry

it's MY gay love confession and I get to compose the soundtrack

still beautiful

[Verse]
Who am I to think of us?
Another dream, another waste of time
On you
I haven’t seen your face today
Yet you remain so beautiful
Close my eyes and drift away
Forget myself, exhale all my love
All my love
Wither at the thought of us 
Imagine perfection
What I have has been enough
But sometimes...
You’re not just a longing
A stranger with a touch like mine 
Leave me in stitches
I’ll always be fine 

[Chorus]
Show yourself to me someday
I will be speechless
But for now let me
Lay it all down
Exhale all my love
All my love
Show yourself to me someday
I will be speechless
But for now let me
Lay it all down
Exhale all my love
All my love

Exhale

Found this forgotten lil beat laying around, so might as well post it.

Fireweed

[Verse]
We are one; bank and river
The hidden sun so timid
It’s been raining, a flood is coming
There’s no room for my fragile sound
My fragile sound

[Chorus]
Good-for-nothing, I’m just a hero in my head
Just a hero in my head
Good-for-nothing, I’m just a hero in my head
Just a hero in my head

[Verse]
Resting before the grief
These calluses on my feet are so old
So old
Why am I so tired nowadays?
When I wake up and have everything I crave
I’m all right with this
I’m all right with this
I’m all right with this
I’m all right with this
“I know you better than you know yourself”
Cut the bull, drop the cliches, that’s the only line you ever say
So tell me what I’m thinking, all my deepest secrets
Tell me who I am
Tell me who I’ve been
Runnin’ down same old street
Caught up in a current only rough for me

[Chorus]
Good-for-nothing, I’m just a hero in my head
Just a hero in my head
Good-for-nothing, I’m just a hero in my head
Just a hero in my head

[Verse]
I’m frayed at the edges
Afraid of these changes
Come on back to me
I’ll come on back to you
Come on back to me
I’ll come on back to you
Come on back to me
I’ll come on back to you
Come on back to me
I’ll come on back to you
Come on back to me
I’ll come on back to you
Come on back to me
I’ll come on back to you
Come on back to me
I’ll come on back to you
I’m all right with this
I’m all right with this
I’m all right with this
I’m all right with this

Whitewater

I could ask where I belong
You’d say anywhere but here
I could be dying woebegone
And you would watch me disappear

All I wanna do is cry
But there’s a dam up in my eyes
And I can’t find my words
Everything hurts
All I wanna do is cry
Just give me this one thing
I’ll come back in five
You say, “How about three?”

It’s this swell up in my heart
I might burst any minute
My savior, my lord
Train my hands for the war
Just gonna come on out and say it
I’m begging you
You wanna change my mind
But I don’t want you to

All I wanna do is cry
But there’s a dam up in my eyes
And I can’t find my words
Everything hurts
All I wanna do is cry
Just give me this one thing
I’ll come back in five
You say, “How about three?”

Anywhere But Here

Lover mine, our souls are knit
Keep in mind, our covenant
I’m being sent away
I’m being sent away
My calloused hands, your humble stare 
Beloved Jonathan
You say you delight in me 
Strip your robe and give to me

I don’t understand my dear
I’m wanted dead
So could you lend an ear
Until there is war again
I’ve cried the most to you
I’ve cried the most to you
I’ve cried the most to you

Did you ever love me?
I’m sure, yet it was fleeting
Where has it gone?
All that lost love
Where has it gone?
All that lost love
Where has it gone? (gone, gone, gone, gone)
All that lost love (lost love)

Do you know the hard truth?
Love for you is a tomb
In which my skeleton lies
Been a long time since you died
Your soul lives on
Watching me from above
As I mess up my life

Did you ever love me?
I’m sure, yet it was fleeting
Where has it gone?
All that lost love
Where has it gone?
All that lost love
Where has it gone? (gone, gone, gone, gone)
All that lost love (lost love)

Lost Love

[Verse]
Whatever names I’m thrown, it ain’t set in stone till you
Meet me on the playground for a war
Cause if you push, I’ll shove (I’ll shove)
I won’t fall to the likes of you
You can make my little life a living Hell
Till you can’t hold this guilt all by yourself

[Pre-chorus]
I know I’m not supposed to be cross
These are dire times 
And what you know, you know
And what you know, you know
And what you know, you know
And what you know, you know

[Chorus]
I can touch the sky better better than you, better better than you
I can touch the sky better better than you, better better than you
Though our height ain’t too distant
I can touch the sky better better than you, better better than you
Though our height ain’t too distant

[Verse]
Morph me a catastrophe to swallow
Until my limbs are pulled apart 
It’s been a tragedy right from the start
So mourn me, mourn me, mourn me everyone

[Bridge]
Now that I’m finally free
I’d like to say to younger me
It gets better
It gets better
Better, it gets better
Better, it gets better

[Pre-chorus]
I know I’m not supposed to be cross
These are dire times 
And what you know, you know
And what you know, you know
And what you know, you know
And what you know, you know

[Chorus]
I can touch the sky better better than you, better better than you
I can touch the sky better better than you, better better than you
Though our height ain’t too distant
I can touch the sky better better than you, better better than you
Though our height ain’t too distant
Cause if you push, I’ll shove
I won’t fall to the likes of you

War Hands

First track with Logic X, trying to figure out how to get a good volume for my music... :)

First Snow

I know this one's a bit short and cuts off kinda abrupt but this is really a song to test my Logic X abilities... hope you like it! This piano is the Soft Piano from Spitfire Labs. Love it.

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