This song is about the falling into a bad mental state and being around toxic people because of childhood trauma.

Lyrics: 
They scream at me silently 
They ask me if I am dead
They don't care about my red 
Already forgot my own name 
Now all these strangers 
What is danger?
They don't even see the tiny baby in the manger 
Little green eyes leads to bigger lies 
Now I'm mesmerized by what has terrorized 

Mesmerized

 This song is about liking a girl who you think doesn't likes you. It gets so much you just want to run away from the situation and forget about her.

Lyrics:
Brown dark eyes but she’s not looking at me
Long long drives, yeah I bet she can’t see
Her name crossed on my grave
“Chi mi a-ma mi segua” 

Is she really looking at me or just lookin by?
Short and sweet 
I bet she still won’t notice me
Sand in the middle of my feet
While running in my dress far away , awayx4


Chi mi ama, mi segua

Lyrics:
I’d let you do anything to me  
You’re half dead and you hide a knife  
That’s what I like 

Black painted nails  
And your curly hair 
That’s what I like 

Traveled around, here and there  
And your bloody shirt 
That’s what I like
That’s what I like


This song took 20 minutes to write and is about a boy who dresses very alternative and is mentally ill who is found to be attractive.

That's what I like

This song is about a good friendship that faded overtime due to the mental issues of both parties.

IT'S FINE

This song describes the feeling of being in love with an alcoholic and their mood swings that come along with it.

Lyrics:
Don’t be drunk calling me again
You told me you’d leave me alone
This time
So hard for you to stay away
So hard for me to keep you at bay

Woah~
Oh~

And now I’m sitting on my floor
Wondering why you told me “go out my door”
So crazy how you loved me last month
Last week

Don’t be drunk callingx2
Cause you know I won’t make it out

Drunk - Calling

This song is about an alcoholic who has been one since he was a teen and how it will kill eventually.


Lyrics:

He picks up his drink
And It’s not even 9am
Says it’s time to unthink
And calling Tito’s his gem
And woah~
Woah~~
He’s dying, now he’s dying

Since he was sixteen
They said it was problem 
Stealing tiny bottles
Solely for that feeling 
And oh~
Woah~~
Now He’s dying
Oh He’s dying
Oh~

He's Dying

This describes an alcoholic and their relationships

Lyrics:
Looking down from this building, I start to lose my mind
With this bottle of bacardí
Everything seems so so small
And nothing really matters
I am free, emotionally 
And if I ever wanna stop, who could make me see?

And I bet nobody coming thru, not even my love
If I forget an anniversary, I know- know it’s my bad
But I could never, forget the fact that I love you
Cause if that’s only the truth, imma die right here with you

I'M SORRY I LOVED YOU

This song reflects on a tough and well needed breakup. From the person's point of view they can tell it is their fault but they still acknowledge that the breakup hurts.

Lyrics: 

She told me that she doesn’t wanna be
In my house anymore
We musta had too many fights
I musta had too much pride
I guess I’ll put away my better judgment away for another time
“Oh honey put the bottle down”
I guess it’s not worth it for a one night stand
Your hands on mine
Your eyes on mine
Somehow I still remember when

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