NUMERALS w/ FIGGYSTYLES

A LETTER TO REVENGE: REST IN PEACE
produced by yūjīn
mixed by yūjīn

[ LYRICS ]

Carry on, like flights, I carry on
With this pain inside of my chest
Half of my life depressed
“But you young, you barely lived”
Won’t lie I feel the same, I been crying 
Man rest in peace, we were about the same age
I grew up with him
But my niggas grew quicker
Introverted, living in my head, I ain’t know better
Hiding all my pain, I hid it well, so no pressure 
Little did I know, you did the same, well we all, kinda did
I remained, the coward that I became
When the world introduced itself, but I ain’t say my name
I never knew who I was.
I still don’t, I’m afraid
All I have is the music, you knew the words how insane
It’s like this nigga believed in me way more than I did
And I wasn’t a friend much, that’s how I’ma pay?
I mean he told what he thinking like a year in advance
I think I managed to talk him out of it, ended up staying.
Time flies, we carried on, like flights, we carry on…
We drifted off, way further apart
That’s just a part of life, man this shit getting hard
Reminiscing, childhood memories, playing ball.
Man those were simple days
We took em for granted, of course
Now when I try to cherish the thoughts, I end up lost
I could’ve done more, too late he’s fucking gone
Now I’m caught up in this tug-of-war
It’s grief and pessimism
Your suicide was a trigger
Don’t wanna make this about me
But I, convinced myself that is not what I really wanted.
But now, the very thoughts I compressed, starting to haunt me
Like he did it, why not do it too?
I made a promise to my sister, I remember the tears in her eyes.
I could be an empath, I can feel her fear as it were mine
So I try, not to be way too depressing in all my rhymes
Failing, I’m not surprised
It won’t be the first of times
Fuck it man, back to you
Dawg I miss you, I hope you find…
I hope you find peace in the Divine
I hope your spirit is well beyond time
I hope your spirit is well…
Carry on, like flights, I carry on
With this pain inside of my chest, got no choice but to carry on
I carry on
Carry on…

A LETTER TO REVENGE

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