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ethel cain

A House In Nebraska (Original Demo)

Strangers (Original Demo)

Instrumental recorded by Vvya Melinkolya on December 27th, 2021 as an early version of Hard Times.

hard times (demo)

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please check the original uploader of this song on the link below, tack så mycket!❤️
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Ethel Cain - Chapel Hill

Mourning After

posted on tumblr and deleted shortly after

Concrete (demo) - Ethel Cain

posting this cuz I can't find it here and I need it for my playlist. This is such a beautful rendition. She out-did Britney Spears.

every time - ethel cain (cover) *unreleased*

unreleased from 2020, snippets from her instagram and tiktok videos teasing it

fuck me eyes (snippet) - ethel cain

ethel cain - earnhardt (demo)

I know you better now than I ever have before
I know you better now that our clothes are on the floor
And I had started shaking when you walked in through the door
But I’m not scared anymore, I’m not scared anymore
And I’ve never felt more alone with your arms around my shoulders
But I know if you left i’d cry myself to sleep praying that you’d hold me closer
But I see your face in the lamplight
And suddenly I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna die
And I don’t need to be happy anymore
I just need to know that I’m yours
So will you tell me that I’m yours
You sleep so deeply cause you hope you won’t wakе up
But I tread so lightly cause i’m scared you’ll sеlf destruct
And I know that we’d go up in flames but I can’t help myself
Cause I'd die if I knew you found safety in the arms of someone else
And I, don’t need, to be happy anymore
I just need to know that I’m yours
Oh will you tell me I’m yours
That i’m yours

White Silas ~ Room 209

ethel cain - great wide nowhere

tube - ethel cain

Ethel Cain - Churchyard

Holding Heaven In Our Hands

[Verse 1]

He passed a man sleeping on the ground
On his way to church, in his suit and crown
Dropped a check in the plate, said a practiced prayer
But never saw the pain lying right there

[Chorus]

I don't need a pew to pray
Don’t need a plate to give away
I’ve found God in dirty hands
Helping out my fellow man
So if I give, let it be real
Not out of guilt, but what I feel
Don’t count my tithes or time I’ve stayed—
Love ain’t measured by what you’ve paid

[Verse 2]

You can't buy your way to heaven’s door
It’s not a fee, it’s something more
Ten percent like a holy tax
A ritual that faith can’t mask

He prayed at noon like checking a box
Then locked his gate, ignored the knocks
But God’s not hiding in a steeple high—
He walks the street, looks you in the eye

[Chorus]

I don't need a pew to pray
Don’t need a plate to give away
I’ve found God in dirty hands
Helping out my fellow man
So if I give, let it be real
Not out of guilt, but what I feel
Don’t count my tithes or time I’ve stayed—
Love ain’t measured by what you’ve paid

[Verse 3]

I’ve seen churches feed and shelters rise
Hearts made whole under sacred skies
But giving ain’t just rows and songs
It’s what you do when the crowd is gone

[Bridge]

Don’t tell me faith is polished shoes
Or bills dropped in a velvet pew
It’s love you give with no receipt
And kindness growing like a seed

[Final Chorus]

I don't need a pew to pray
Don’t need a plate to give away
I’ve found grace in lending hands
Feeding hope where no one stands
So if I give, let it be real
The kind of love that makes wounds heal
Plant the good, let mercy lead—
What we give becomes the seed

ethel cain - great wide nowhere

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