no one really ever hears
the fact that I'm only ever here
as planned

woke up near
to a sound of all my fears,
a day & age
of how the mirror reflects decades

and tonight,
I feel like I could be
a better voice to speak,
if you can have
a caring try to listen

you know
I don't really need 
all of you,
I guess it'd be best
for just a moment of you

I've decided to give
up tonight, maybe go home 
and start a fight with 
the neighbor of how he's 
not the reason I'm so surprised
to be me

'looks like I can see the
unwinding stream of openings
in the sky; it floods with
the exposure..

... I gotta draw that smile
on the surface,
I gotta let you know what
I want you to know:
a temporary day
inside this maze

a smoke that spreads
until the wind blows it back to the end
a mind that sends
a message that knows its concern for a friend
and their doubts of my care for them

The brownie memoirs.

An elephant man never forgets...


Good people are always nicer,
When they can't see you
And are more perceptual,
With the words you let them 
Get away through

... I remember you,
More important, how may I forget
These mirrors you hold dearly,
To display the faith
That brings opposing forces to 
My manner of just being.

And yet, you've still got those looks
That give you, without even giving
Any other
If anything, a smile or
More is all you care
To seem like achieving 

Let me tell you about that heart I have,
My, it's oh so high
And it never even tries out
To ever die, let alone even hide
While feeling just fine

If you I told
That I knew her so,
And hoped she would be enough

But now,
I'm leaving down
And every single, smart
Sweetheart
... just for some street corner girl

Because I gotta lean
Like my life's on the line,
I've been out here,
Getting born on a May,
And yet I have no reason
To see you as true

No, yeah.

.
Now, all that's left to do is bleed out


I've always been quiet,
Just for you.
The Lord knows
I'll never share a moments with him,
I can't enjoy what I cannot see.
What I perceive is the end,
That's all there is to see.
I've gotta a whole day born on a feeling,
A lot of fake laughter from a boy
Who means no dream that's for
Any little girl that has my mind excuses.
Any other man is just too grand to be
Better off without any sincere start with my hope of a heavenly corner conception

Of what it's like to be felt too near
To someone I see, even without time
Too dear.

Horses That Ride You, In The Stable

Anonymous Joy

You've seen the bare, now
            unsurprisingly found
            intermediately, 
            interpret themes
            mysteriously seen,
            unfortunately dream
Got this on a scene, out
       on your way to see
       the south,
       your way of looking 
       down
       the only way,
       homeward bound
It will be the end, to be
   is just you and me
   may never really seem
   laid, without fortune's dream

Wanna Be

For even and just, myself.

It's alright,
This is it, this place to be
In every single attempt of these
Ghosts on set,
Fighting for rights
And yes, wanting change
By overnight

Why're you so afraid,
To be stuck, up late
On Halloween

As your love rubs you
With the wrong name

.

The war on hugs

Girls without a blue blanket,
Growing up faster than they're told to be
And everything they already know
Is just too emotional to please

Damned be the special place
You know how to make,
On your own shoulders
That think too damn long about getting older

Your heart is out here,
On the tracks ridin 
Times that make you
Wanna feel as proud as a mother Fucking soldier

But never is gonna be had
By those that can still come out,
Taking it too, far times to
Fuck me like them girls you see in church.

Coming back,
Without any bear to pressure you
Into safe conversation
About nothing,
Just a little something you did
Without knowing you didn't ask. 

You can't just leave,
While you please
Drop around a few moans,
To be thought of as relief.

How dare you
Have your way on in
And drop any name
Without hesitation 
To be vain.

No more love for you.

.

The mind that wouldn't die without a fight.

Enjoy the fact
That there's nothing,
The free will
In your trapped grace
Can no longer give you a Truman 
To show

Spend a little more time,
Get more writers
To let you know
How to end your own way
Around your selfish attempt at 
Believing in today

After all you've done,
After ending the midst of mistake
And knowing how to fan away
The normal say,
You still have the afternoon, evenings, and 
Good nights to hear of how
You've made it,
Without a little help from your friends

"Go on, say it..."

You're gonna have to kill me before you free anything that has to do with loving me.

.

Why must this guest entertain the owners?

While we grow,
Several branches
Of davidian war,
The television stays on

Playing cartoons 
For too many hours
To count on any other natural say,
From the flowers that came from yesterday

And yet, I Wonder,
You know I wonder
Where came the rain
During the time that remains

I guess there's no question
In your hesitation 
To stay
Too far to remember that you're away.

.

Slight Invitation.

I never gave you my fears,
I only mirrored my sudden intensions
And when I wonder, so dear
I will know you like my own questions 

Some pretty party, in the night
Or in my head, I think of its possible delight

If you have nothing, Really nice to feel
About yourself, Don't let that mind be so real


And now, through the night,
It's too dark, to even try
To say lies of sky

No one up there,
Is as colourful as the world
Around here

And in spite of all the wonders
That comes from pure delight
Oh, if there is another
Fight inside the high

There's nothing I can do
To ever get to you,
these wings with no real use.

.

You're just the way you are. (I might be the star, but you're the reason why I'd like to shine so bright, you're the space and time that lets me try.)


Don't go, crying
About inspiration,
You never really had that heart

And so, you're frying 
Intense sensations,
Because you're just the way you are

No more lying
On pure temptation,
You just seem a little bored

Don't forget your
Motivation,
Even if you are too absorbed 

I've just listened
To every letter
That you know is from the stars
And yet they're burning
With such temptation,
To only see you as you are

No one really
Is mine to talk to,
But I'll still let you in the moment, with this
Self-abosrbed sponge, this no-real-deal-to-
Be-my-own-bright-star heart.

Ambark

Oh, if only I could lay down
Oh, if only I could rest a while

But it's been far too long,
To remember what the best
Will surely smile for,
Perhaps too soon to go back 
Without denial.

Too soon to be without 
The orange yoke that breaks
Into the blue sky,
Don't worry, friend for
No real excuse from tea time

So much to Stand for,
Destined to lie for
Separate tastes,
Or at least that's how it should be.

And yet, you got the language
I like to hear on, about
The while of my own desire
Through this day breaking, 
But only so fast.

If only I had an egg.

Loving you
As fast as I can,
Only the lonely
 can survive this stand,
While they run away

And the while 
they jump a 2 inch wall,
Another one's bound
To drop to the call
Of anything they say

Yes, now 
Get them big boots
Go on, now
Give them a try

Make it sound nice, while you play
Rearrange me
With personality

Power Cry

Everyone, high on
Sweet-n-low,

Tastes like feeling
Dry gold,

And beyond
 important laughter,

Shall it be,
Wise to matter?

Magnolia Sun

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