Copy of Daily Drops 10/6

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This is more than a look that I have 
Send men they’re breaking bad 
So sad you’ve done this before
Head down the aisle 12 bore
In hand I’m ready to fight 
He’s not so keen, don’t look right 

Maybe I’d be better alone
So I don’t intrude
Stare at my phone, cause I need you
Hold me like the worlds on my back
I’m counting curls in your hair
And pray to god that it lasts 

I Don’t have to count no sheep
I just look into your eyes
One moment, fast asleep
I’m tryna stay up all night

Maybe this rain is too heavy 
For us to lay in it 
But we’ll sit out on the porch 
Covered in acid and mould 
Maybe my life wasn’t wasted
Now that you’re a part of it
I’ve never done this before
Everything I touch starts to fall 

(Covered in acid and mould)

This is more than a look that I have 
Send men they’re breaking bad 
So sad you’ve done this before
Head down the aisle 12 bore
In hand I’m ready to fight 
He’s not so keen, don’t look right 

I hate this world so much
I feel my body closing in
Though when I conversate with you, I start to feel complete again

Rushing out to tell him that I’ve found a friend
And though I can’t get a reply i know he thinks you’re the best

bore

Lyrics: 

(hero)

she said
"if you gave me time, i could listen"
"i can't read your mind, you've been distant"
i been steady pouring drink in the kitchen
i know we just talk, but i don't really like you kissed him
couldn't find it in the text that you sent me
maybe i could find it wadded in the bedsheets
you said 
"we could work it out"
"you won't let me"
you just worked it out when you decided you could drop me

(ekeon)

I don't wanna tell em what you did then
You think its funny when you splurge my name
You dissin
You call me addict 
Call me fake 
Call me villain
But I know it 
When you all alone
You listen

If you leave me what am I now
I could find my way but really 
I don't know how
I could love you more but really that's a false vow
Is that how you really feel 
I don't know now

It's getting hard to stay focused 
You know that I'm trying you're my antidote its
Something that I can notice
These words to the lost
Are all from a lotus

Hold my arm
I promise 
You'll be strong
Don't take it close to heart 
I will not fall apart

(hero)

(BUT IM LYING)

huh
she said
"if you gave me time, i could listen"
"i can't read your mind, you've been distant"
i been steady pouring drink in the kitchen
i know we just talk, but i don't really like you kissed him
couldn't find it in the text that you sent me
maybe i could find it wadded in the bedsheets
you said 
"we could work it out"
"you won't let me"
you just worked it out when you decided you could drop me

Hold my arm
I promise 
You'll be strong
Don't take it close to heart 
I will not fall apart
but I'm lying

Chicken Gordita

Chicken Gordita w/ Hero (uforia)

does the skin i wear define me? out now everywhere

prod by: @charlie-zacks
co-prod: JesseMelancholy
additional guitars: @macey-official
written by: Jesse James Pontt
mixed by: JesseMelancholy
mastered by: @xenura

Lyrics👇🏼

my frail frame touches you, I want to know you’re there
I want to see your innocence, I want to breathe your air
I want to hear you tell me all the things you think I am
and when I disagree you can utter them again

the wind blows the clothes off the skin I wish I loved
you kiss all the flaws, then you dress my body up
I wish that you saw yourself through a lens that wasn’t filtered
I let go of myself, just to drown inside your glitter
(oh no)

push the red curtains from my face, I want to watch your pupils dilate between every word I say
I sit patiently with cowardice, observe you from afar
I wish that you knew I wish that I was half of what you are

the wind blows the clothes off the skin I wish I loved
you kiss all the flaws, then you dress my body up
I wish that you saw yourself through a lens that wasn’t filtered
I let go of myself, just to drown inside your glitter
(oh no)

(oh no)

linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

does the skin i wear define me?

glitter

Lost in the Grey

Double Casket

Prod Matthew may 

She says she cares 
I know she don’t 
You’re in my head
I’ll slit my throat 
She said to wait 
You know I can’t escape your touch 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

Sit me down but I dont want to talk 
There’s no point of going on and on 
And I know that things won’t be the same 
And I know cause I found the words to say 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
For you to change 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you

Waiting 2 Wait Again

Till The Sun Blows Up

visualizer:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3xON_TVKGI

a year and some change;
it's difficult recalling myself prior to then.
the thought of such times tread across this constantly perplexed and dread-riddled frame, thinking about the kid; 
those moments of organized dissonance, 
nothing more than the faintest of cobwebs, blurred out by a new dawn.
but, more often than not, despite the continual disdain 
injected within this mental frame, now is as me as i'll ever get.
so in an attempt to see through another year,
here we are.

voice is still recovering,
but may you do, enjoy.
everything by me

thank you for being here.
take infinite care

‎ 
distortion has it's way with who i'm not
okay
fault reminiscence on mixing the uglier thoughts of things

whatever's happening
just isn't enough

bliss in dissonance,
keeping it distant
'cause i'm going missing the moment that i'm lifted up
and away,
rendered torn, from embrace

it's just been this way 'cause i've been used
tethered in place, this just can't do
i'd levitate, but the land's glued
perpetually shake 'till this fate's loose

they're using their strength just to hate
i'll die in time once i quit this refrain
scaring off crows with a chest full of hay
in respite of the crops that i lie being maimed
(may i do the same?)

severed regulatory;
hurt the boy and all his stories
now they hardly ever talk to him
induratized and caving in
answer to his wishes:
good as new and fully stitched
twenty floors, i still persist
the sink is dry
beneath i sit
rust and grime upon my lips

isolated sick
run me out the river,
where the current don't exist
this is all that i can give.
agony relived
the sun is but a catalyst
for harm to fill me in

you don't gotta think about the weight of i
disconnect is temporary
rough return,
the fangs were baring

i lay tied
fantasize:
wonder what'll happen
when the weather patterns swallow my eyes

𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦,
𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘺𝘤𝘭𝘦.
𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘯𝘢𝘪𝘷𝘦,
𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸?

𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘺𝘤𝘭𝘦.
𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵,
𝘪'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵.

𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵,
𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸,
𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴
𝘪𝘴
𝘮𝘺
𝘦𝘯𝘥.

nothing more than twenty floors

Internet Kids

candlelight (prod wayside)

Instagram - @dempseyrollboy 🚬

produced by: weathrhead
mixed & mastered: weathrhead

in a world of my own... 🖤💭

Hope You're Happy

Black Heart Dempsey

SHOUTOUT TEDDY70K FOR HELPING ME OUT ON THIS

prod. joshwa !
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.youtube.com/@prodbyjoshwa

@itsnotbins
https://www.instagram.com/itsnotbins/

@jades714
https://www.instagram.com/jades714/

@pastnight
https://www.instagram.com/pastnight_music/

Function (w/ Jades, Pastnight & Teddy70k)

crashout w/ smrtdeath

prod. weepings

You don't need me, like I need you
You don't see me, Like I see you
~
I feel like I don't know you anymore
I'm not important to you
Tell me what the fuck to change so I could be perfect to you
I remember when she was the person I'd confide in
Nowadays learned to suffer in the silence
~
late nights on facetime turned to where the fuck did my time go
Crossed lines I'm crosseyed Imma drown my pain in this merlot
Each time i'm over you, you comin back, show your new tats with a photo
this Push and pull is intoxicating I love it,  pretend I don't tho
~
I don't know where I went wrong
I just want to feel like I belong
Everywhere I go I feel like I'm a burden
Pop a couple pills and mix it with the burbon
When I'm off these drugs feel like a different person
She pull my heart from out from chest just like she was a surgeon
~
You don't need me, like I need you
You don't see me, Like I see you
~
late nights on facetime turned to where the fuck did my time go
Crossed lines I'm crosseyed Imma drown my pain in this merlot
Each time i'm over you, you comin back, show your new tats with a photo
this Push and pull is intoxicating I love it,  pretend I don't tho

u don't need me like I need u

Oh
I can see you when I fall asleep
You live in my head now you're haunting me
Holding my hand and then you cut my veins
Squeeze every ounce of my blood you can take
Oh...

YOU'VE GOT YOUR HANDS AROUND MY NECK 
AND YOU'RE TAKING MY LIFE :( 
TIGHT LIKE A NOOSE 
OH I CAN HEAR YOU SMILE...

OH OH OH OH OH
OH OH OH OH OH 

So shut me up
Go on sever my tongue
And if it's not enough
Then just cut my throat out
Hear me grasp for air
But I'll still stare
At how your eyes captivate
Everyone around you babe...

You said "what are we"
What are we??
I don't know love...
Cause it seems like you're somebody
To someone else now :( 
And don't act like it's funny
Cause I'm throwing up
Wiped the blood up
With money
Cause that's all I'm for

THAT'S ALL I'M FOR 
SIX FEET UNDERNEATH AND IT'S WHAT I DESERVE 
IT'S WHAT I DESERVE 

Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
Buried in ashes and smoke
One day you'll get just what you deserve
ONE DAY YOU'LL GET JUST WHAT YOU DESERVE 
YOU'RE BORN WITH THIS CURSE 
IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE 
Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld

Cut me up now, burn me in fire
Watch as i drown, love, don't you get tired?
Taking my life again and again
Twist in the knife, it's your only friend

I'm just another body to you
You're undercover, but I'm no fool
Out for blood, I know you are

I see there's murder on your 
MIND
DARLING 
I'M BARELY ALIVE
SO DIG MY GRAVE 
Parasites crawling away
Poltergeists taking my place

Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
Buried in ashes and smoke
One day you'll get just what you deserve
ONE DAY YOU'LL GET JUST WHAT YOU DESERVE 
YOU'RE BORN WITH THIS CURSE 
IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE 
Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
IN THE UNDERWORLD 
IN THE UNDERWORLD

what you deserve

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Jaded (Prod. CRCL)

RULE BREAKERS -Powfu

lyrics

just to let you know imma fuck this up again
i hope you dont change your mind
and all those times i ignored you, my love
its just cuz i was high
and as september comes to an end
im thankful now, more than ever
i look at this beautiful life that we have made with each other
i hope this never ends

beautiful soul
i will wait for you
sleep thru the night
im here next to you

build it up
break it down
its the end of the world in a few days
is this something we can fix in a few days
i had a little bit to drink and now i feel great
i had something on my mind but i think i forgot it
i hit up the plug and then i go and make a deposit
cuz lately i been fucked up everytime im writing these sonnets
i get high then i get drunk then i go and run it like sonic
the distrokid check came in im getting coins like im sonic
she love me more than i love myself think its kind of ironic
ive been burning bridges from the fires you started
and ive been making wishes everytime night is star-lit
theres secrets being shared between me and the  scarlett
its making money on the web kind of like charlotte
a white pill in the morning before its even started
but baby everything i do is for you-

beautiful soul
i will wait for you
sleep thru the night
im here next to you

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