smoking on the rooftop

Yooo I'm sad, lyrics below for anyone who wants them
Prod @just_peter
Art by @iamremo
Mixed by @hydetherapper

I'm just scared to say the word
Every time I open up my mouth I end up hurt
And I might seem a little heartless I might come off insecure
But I just play off all my fears by acting odd and immature
I'm like a broken record but on the inside
I'm feeling like they hate me even though I get the invite
I'm afraid to say that all my thoughts keeping me up til midnight
I can't even let you in when I'm afraid of what you'll find
It's irrational I know it, I can't even tell you so I'm acting like a poet
Man I'm writing all these songs to let the demons out
I'm seeing now, you became someone I couldn't breathe without
Now I'm hearing people shout
"Let me in, let me in" the closest I can get is with the words up off this pen
So I think I'm inadequate, never good enough for you or anybody
And for that I'm feeling stupid and for that I'm feeling sorry
I can't stop, I'm nervous, a wreck, a cunt
I'll take it, call me whatever the fuck you want
Call me scared, call me ugly, call me dumb, something else
But don't ever call me friend cause I feel better by myself

Tell me tell me, why do you think that I want to be anything more than I am
Tell me tell me why, do you wanna try, to break me from my shell
And raise me from my hell, to get me off this shelf
Just leave me here alone, I'll sit here on my own
Content with what it is, I'll turn to a myth
I'm so scared, that you'll fall in love too, to fall in love with you
So tell me why I fall in love with you, you let me fall in love with you
again

Tell Me (prod. Peter)

Thank you all so much for the overwhelming amount of support, got a fun little track dropping for yall this Friday :)

additional vocals by me

feat. https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/saysooo
art by the lovely @passive155 (on twitter)
mixed by me

Lyrics:

And if every thing we thought correct
Had just got up and left
I wouldn't hesitate to take another step
In your direction
Recollectin memories we share the best ones
And I'd restart at step one for your affection
I'd get to relearn what makes you laugh and smile
And get mad scrunchin your nose and your brows
I don't know how it happened
It's like some men in black shit 
A click then a flash and now we don't know where our past went
Or what our past was
The half kiss and half touch
Some would call it bad luck 
And i ain't even mad because
I get to experience you all for the first time again
And take you on dates so we can talk about the lifes we live
And i can't wait for that first kiss 
I want it to be perfect
Even thinking bout it's making me nervous 
This is all just so surreal
I can't even begin to wait to get to know how you feel

If. .we. .would. .re. .set
I wouldn't mind
I wouldn't mind, i wouldn't mind no
×4

okay, freeze frame argument
we’re sitting on a park bench
our past is running circles through me,
I’m stuck on your arc length,
every evening we spent cheerful hangs
suspended in air
we both agreed that we ain’t working
though, we ended it there
and every sip of morning coffee you made
after i slept over or the way you slipped your 
sweater off your shoulder just to trace me through 
your supernova tattoo on your collarbones
comes floating back in monochrome, 
sheathed in a protective cover 
i’d give anything  to relive me and you in technicolor,
reincarnate months back to the party where I met you
where we dipped and watched the starlit sky then woke up in your bedroom
it’s not a second chance, you see, I want a second play-through
some way where if I fuck up I’d rewind to an escape route
and evade making the wrong choice
program every date with a respawn point
and meander through the multiverse, i’d go whatever distance
till I happen on a parallel dimension that’s not this one

If. .we. .would. .re. .set
I wouldn't mind
I wouldn't mind, i wouldn't mind no
×4

Reset, feat. samsa // sayso !

Distance

Once In A Lifetime prod. tomppabeats(Atlas X Ben Beal)

I don't know who took this down, but I'm going to find you and I have a stern letter for you to read.

operate featuring @youknowlimbo
produced by @man_huh
mixed and mastered by @whyandotte

Lyrics :


You my love my star and soul
Your words they keep me warm
At night,
What's crazy is
You always know exactly what to do
When you're with me
We can be free
You and me
Baby
The way you walk and strut and step enchants me


Oh girl, I love the way 
I love the way you operate
Oh girl, I love the way
I love the way you operate

Oh girl, I love the way 
I love the way you operate
The way you sing and sway
Oh girl, I love the way
I love the way you operate

You may get real shy
And then go ghost (damn)
I'd still be that guy that
You'd want to hold

(limbo & i)

What makes you say the things you say to me
My love ain't free
I've been hurt before
So speak gently to me


Oh boy, I love the way 
I love the way you operate
Oh boy, I love the way
I love the way you operate
Oh boy, I love the way 
I love the way you operate
The way you sing and sway
Oh boy, I love the way
I love the way you operate


You my love my star and soul
Your words they keep me warm
At night,
What's crazy is
You always know exactly what to do
When you're with me
We can be free
You and me
Baby
The way you walk and strut and step enchants me

operate feat. limbo [prod. chance thrash]

Chapter One: "It's Not Too Bad" 
Castle in the Clouds, coming December 4th, 2017
 
sample: "big sis" by SALES

lyrics:
[verse 1]
Woke up on a day when the sun was fresh,
And the sky was bright,
And the wind was was breath,
To the earth,
She could say that today was the next,
tomorrow was past,
And it all was its best,
And I know that one day I could show what I'm worth,
Even if these days I'm feeling down in the dirt,
I'm dirty these words that I'm flirting with,
Worth more than frankincense,
Worth more than gold,
This currency currently,
Fluently new to me,
Anything I say,
I feel it is true to me,
Under the stars,
As I fly threw the Milky Way,
Always go forward, 
No time for the yesterday's,
You and me soaring,
Like birds with the songs they sang,
People will give up everything,
It gets dark when no sunshine is clad to the heavens above,
But it's not too bad,
Cause,

[bridge] 
I know the way,
I've seen yesterday,
Don't think of the sad,
Just remember that's it's not too bad,

[verse 2]
Rise up through the day,
Till the peak of a noon,
Till the sun took a rest on crest of the moon,
And the moon carried suit through the night till the dawn,
When the star could awake for the day with a yawn,
And then flowers for hours,
Were drawn to its light,
And then showers of towers,
Arose with their might,
The world can be dark and the world can be bright,
But it's not too bad if we all can take flight,

And there's a way,
That we can move on,
Through the nights and the days 
And there's a place,
That we can be free,
From the world that we face,

[bridge duet] 
(I know the way)
Keep on,
And keep on,
And keep on,
Keep on going
(I've seen yesterday)
They won't stop,
They won't stop,
They won't stop me from growing
(Don't think of the sad,
Just remember that it's not too bad)

[verse 3] atlas 

[outro]
And we can be,
Anything in the world,
It's all waiting for me,
Can't you see,
The world is ours,
It's never too bad with me,

Castle in the Clouds

It's Not Too Bad

It's Not Too Bad ft. atlas - Single

hEAVY dAYS

sat on this for a year. issa rap

mixed by: @blue-tinted-glass

produced by: me and @elijahwho

All Alone (Prod. Me x Elijah Who) (Out Now on Streaming)

You Rule My Mind [NOW AVAILABLE ON SPOTIFY AND ITUNES]

Brain Dead

Hi, thank you so so much for all the love !!
buckle up for the rest of my musical endeavors :)
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My Instagram is @infinity.sock



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