Name: The Bad Confidential (2023) by The Traumatics
Duration: 4 min 8 s
Description: Recorded this, mixed it, hated it, waited a year, listened again, uploaded

hands bleeding salted ink to the floor
as it writhes to lose my grip evermore
warm waves of radiance
I trace in circles around your skull
I'll never open what you sent
because it's only over when I know

I feel your nails rest to my skin
like grass under a midnight snow
teeth gliding smooth as linen
our fingers numb as I give out
can't raise my limbs to fight
so I lower my eyes closed
it's not paranoia when you're right

It's not paranoia when you're right

I Want To Make You Mad At Me

Recorded this, mixed it, hated it, waited a year, listened again, uploaded

The Bad Confidential (2023)

lyrics:

been waiting for you
it's been too long since you'd pursure
i wouldn't know
because you took it far too slow

now i see
i can't open up to you or me
it's been too long
now you're moving on

don't wish to see what's in your head
some things are better left unsaid

now i see
i can't open up to you or me
it's been too long
now you're moving on

now i see

 (hf)
---
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
need to get away from me
need to get some helppp
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
no i
i dont understand
damn this ones my favorites
i just wrote this song for you
and feeling super distant (distant)
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
oooooooo
dying filled w apathy
filled w apathy
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand..

--
(lifeisspirals)
--

you promised
i held it
to my chest
and im trying my best
but i cant get any rest
i really wish i could reset
cuase you used to worry about me
and youre the only girl in my dreams
and lately i cant get any sleep
and i dony have any plans on getting clean
and im feeling like a ghost
im sure i do more than most
cause i dont have any friends
and i dont have any bones
and everywhere i go outside
everybody leaves me alone
no one talks to me 
im crying everynight so i cant get any sleep
or im always just reminded i swear that youre haunting me
but im the one ghosted everyone and dissapeared
ive beenmn feeling so ugly you made so insecure
i dont wanna go out and i speak again
gonna blow halft off my face off and ill die and your haunt your friends and be a ghost
--
techclub comp 2 4/20 #techclub

heelflip & lifeisspirals - wrote this song 4 u (reset)

Girlfriend

this thug life is too fast for me (preripped Cover)

lyrics:

sometimes i look inside my mind
and i dont like what is inside
i wish i thought unlike myself
viewed the world through someone else

precision saw serades beneath 
open the scalp to see in me
gaze on my brain and wipe it clean
braingazer is what i need
because i will never be free
braingazer is all i need

as i fade into nowhere
somewhere i know that i will care
ill wait to be born again
what i see will never end
so bury me in concrete
where i wont recognize the scenes 

the alcohol is all i smell 
glistening jars thats filled with gel
i dont want to remember this
drown me in blissful ignorance
braingazers can wipe me clean
dowse and rinse me in saline
keep my skin from turning green
braingazing is all i need

metamorphosis is complete
my hollow composed deceit
where i wont recognize the scenes
that play endlessly inside of me
braingazings all i need

braingazer

Hailey Williams


lyrics

(chorus)
When the song turns to agony follow through just follow through
when the shit hits the fan on me I follow through I just follow through

(Verse 1)
When the screen is frozen you wanna be careful
my computers old and its getting corroded
and it wouldnt take much for something to go wrong it wouldnt take much to erase all my songs 

(verse 2) 
If I tore it apart who would really notice 
is what i work for really that important
lately all ive made is shit deep down I wanna burn all of it

(Second part of Chorus)
You can not break what you create 
You cant erase the things youve made 

Computer In Flames

watch me fall

Every Ugly Thing

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The Bad Confidential (2023)

The Traumatics

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xxxgrieveing father....zxxx

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