Turn Time | (prod. by Futushy)

thank you for everything i love you all so much /<3, i really fucking hope you have all enjoyed this album, ive put all my time into making it perfect. i'm trying my best fr.

goodbye im so sorry

Goodbye Im So Sorry (outro)

Im sorry that im your son

Im Sorry That Im Your Son (prod.@tennis player)

What did i do to deserve you

What Did I Do To Deserve You w/BACKTHEN (prod. The Sound Clown)

Ketamine shawty

Ketamine Shawty w/Durahan (prod. flower)

i dont wanna be alive anymore

I Dont Wanna Be Alive Anymore w/WOOD$ (prod. The Optimist)

Dissociated From Reality

Dissociated From Reality (prod. venus)

How A Borderline Loves

The Way A Borderline Loves (prod. venus)

Lyrics-

(Verse 1)
Im losing hope dont let go
Ive lost control ive got no one at all
I'm so alone in my mind
I feel like killing myself every night
Its lonely
I dont know what to do
Ive got no homies
Talking to the blues and thats my only friend that i know
I'm tryna find a reason to not go

(Verse 2)
Im tryna find a reason to live
But i cant find anything
Im done bitch
The trauma that im dealing with is too much
I think about the past and nearly throw up (woahh)

(Hook)
So much pain for someone so young
Ive got no hope, got none at all
Im only sixteen i dont have a dream
The only dream i have is making it till seventeen

(Bridge)
Sad songs on a sad beat from a sad boy
On his damn knees
Clutching my knife ready to die
I dont wanna be alive i just wanna get high

(Verse 3)
I just wanna get high for the last time
Roll another blunt, look up at the sky
Looking at the stars we're so far apart
I know they're calling me so here we go (yeah)
Writing letters in my room thinking bout death
Looking at my future talking in the past tense
Cos im dead!
And i'm gonna say goodbye
So much pain for someone so young in this damned life (woah)

(Outro)
So much pain for someone so young
And i'm ready to give it all up
Goodbye 
Tonight
This pain just dont sit right...

So much pain for someone so young

So Much Pain For Someone So Young (prod.micco)

Lyrics-

(Verse 1~Ford)

Yeah Yeah
I'm in my head and I cant get out of it today
Maybe tomorrow I could find me a way
Life sucks
And I don't wanna do nothing
When its rough I'm just tryna prove something
I'm out of luck
Like why you leave?
There's nothing i can keep
I just delete everything and then repeat
But it don't even matter in the first place
Heart cold so shattered like a broken vase

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

(Verse 2-Greenwood)

Everybody's so burnt out could you slow me down?
Everybody's ok now i could turn around
I'll be fine when the drugs hit but i'm not right now
I could learn to be someone if i leave this house
In a week or so
We could speak as though
Nothing ever really happens i'm just feeling cold
I just need to know
If i lose control
If it hurts a little less then we could call it home

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind w/brecken x greenwood (prod. venus)

Lyrics-

[halfhearted]

ik i’m not the best but just know that i’m trying
digging up a grave it’s the one i’m gone lie in
sorry mom i’m not myself without my pills
but the weights been getting heavy
i can’t keep climbing these hills

i feel like a pest
can’t keep on walking ik what’s ahead
tossing and turning i’m stuck in my bed
no point in talking i already said 
i’m fine
and you already crossed that line

tell me how many times does it take
four in the morning
you’re still at my place
made me a promise i’m watching it break

[benzo]

i tried to change but i know thats too hard
i'm breaking down at half 4
i'm never good enough for anyone
oh babygirl what did i do wrong?
i'm chopping up another line now
i'm overdosing girl my times out
i wanna cry in the truth of it 
cos i cant even feel fucking shit

[halfhearted]

yeah i been on top idc what u said
no point in talking it’s already dead inside
there’s no more life

just wait right here
wiping my eyes
got a page full of tears
holding u tight while u tell me ur fears
it feels like u want a real love

[halfhearted]

is this real or is fake?
is the bandage bound to break
shake the bluest skies
to make them clouds of grey
i quit holding on that faith
and buckled beneath the weight 
you said would break me

[benzo]

i tried to change but i know thats too hard
i'm breaking down at half 4
i'm never good enough for anyone
oh babygirl what did i do wrong?
i'm chopping up another line now
i'm overdosing girl my times out
i wanna cry in the truth of it 
cos i cant even feel fucking shit

Breaking Down At Half 4

Breaking Down At Half 4 w/halfhearted (prod.venus)

Turn Time | (prod. by Futushy)

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