<3
lyrics:
i've got bright shining yellow stars
underneath my eyelashes
cuts all over my feet but they look so sweet
when i'm looking for the flashes in my
photographs
hold my camera like a bible i know, i know
there's no truth to it
vishudda come clean be clear for me
i know, i know
i reflect what it means to me
but i still upset myself so i stay crazy

in my post apocalyptic world
i am left the only girl
only the conscious survive so
here i am, alone another night
but i love my rivers when there's no one 
around the water belongs to me
and i love my holy scriptures
put my toes in the ground and i 
read them through the bottoms of my bare feet

but darling, if you're still thinking of me
could you send some energy my way
its tiring, those were the best days of my life
and i was only sixteen, i was only sixteen
and when those starry night come back to me

when the trees paint my heart green
i'll say i love you, fall to my knees
nothing's more worth it than feeling at ease
so i still fall asleep to my cable tv

i don't mind to be alone
i'll light my candles i'll throw away my phone
i don't mind to be alone
there's nothing more familiar than goodnight

or its time to come home

<3

time to come home

best listened to in a dark room with a candle lit
some words from the Tanakh, some words by dante gabriel rossetti
illustration: Lilith. Althea Gyles. The Dome I (Oct.-Dec. 1898): 235.

LYRICS <3 <3 <3:

the sky got very cloudy for the first time since july
lady in the darkness come into me please be mine
you're all i think about
shadow maker you could take her, tear the world down
and leave me here

maybe all i needed was one more autumn to integrate
my feelings
there's nothing to hold onto anymore
wish i could float above the heavens just so i could kiss the stars
and lady you would be there and say "how are you,
come into my arms."

sometimes i wish that i had eyes like lilith did
that they were sharp and dark and fox shaped
it's not enough  to just be here or just wake up
i need something more
as if these songs are the thing that hold us together
i'll write what the fuck i want, i'm not scared of
the weather anymore
i just really can't be here when the sun goes down
i hate winter in this city, ya i fucking hate this town
i know it's bad to say, but god loves me anyway
and i just wanna be honest

i'm almost finished being so afraid
i shake hands with stinging nettle and i dance
with deadly nightshade
i searched out my companions that were lost in crystal canyons
they're all gone, i shed a tear, i walk away

lady of the darkness come into me please be mine
someday i'll have the power to knock over candles
with my mind and
how holy is it to know that your body is only blood and 
love letters in writing
it's not enough to just wake up i need to feel you beside me
when i smoke menthol cigarettes and stand alone at every party

sometimes i wish that i had eyes like lilith did 
that they were sharp and dark and fox shaped
it's not enough to just be here or just wake up 
i need something more.........

for lilith

<3
lyrics:

charms dripping from my finger tips
do you know your power
i was left alone so long ago and now
i'm still stuck in this tower
it kept me safe but i've grown out of it
candle wax spilled all over the carpet
and i thought i was over this
i thought i got over this
my violet dream is never ending
thorns on roses are so unrelenting
and i thought i got over this
i guess i need to grow from this

there's nothin in your heart babe
n it's not your fault
when it comes down to it you're just like
everyone else
i miss hiding under street lamps and i 
miss my broke down motels
but if i wanna go out dancing well then,
i'll just go by myself

save me, please i've been feeling so down
i used to like the city but i know myself much better now
and when they hear my name
let them think of me pretty, let them hear organs playing
and say 'hey man, it feels just like the last time 
it was raining'

psychedelic trance you are so beautiful
i've been in here so long i fear that i'm nothing at all
but when i have my pink house 
i will keep it very clean
flowers on all the tables and a bowl of tangerines
oh,

there's nothing left for me here nowadays
i try hiking up the river but i get in my own way
and when i painted that picture of them all in my brain
i guess i lost my mind a little bit, 
but they all said they liked me that way

i, i never meant to say i'm sorry
aura quartz lives all in my body
reflect what it means to me
and i, i shine bright like an angel <3
maybe you can see my halo
i didn't know then but now i know though
sit down, be here, go slow go slow

(outro is The Way I see Things by lil peep R.I.P <3)

be here, go slow

lyrics:
now i have bad memories of my hello kitty hair clips
why tf you have to do that to me
i loved you like a thousand times but it doesn't even matter
all you ever said's i'm sorry
n you broke my switchblade
you said you wouldn't n then you did
n you broke my heart
you said you wouldn't and then you fucking did fuck you
couldn't you see it broken ballet in the kitchen
dancing barefoot on the counter
you could never have me figured out
checking my lashes in the rearview mirror
n i see your face n you were never here
but its impressive, admit it i'm the best you ever had
tiara tangled in my hair cuz im a mfing princess
and i get it, i'm gorgeous look just like ur perfect fuck doll
so you use me for a while then drop me off on the sidewalk
now i'm standing in the rain again
don't wanna feel this pain
only angels to protect me now cuz u broke my fucking switchblade
i know my heart is like a lion, u let me down just like the drugs did
and now i feel ugly when i know i'm fucking gorgeous
and when i said i hate you thats the only lie i ever told
i thought we were forever boy
the earth's the only thing i have to hold me
my heart is like a lion soft fur sharp teeth soft eyes
i thought we were forever but you broke me

((not anymore i'm fine lmao)))

switch blade </3 ((ihy)

i love my world 333

lyrics:
i don't believe in the devil i see better in the dark
you think im so heavy metal until i fall apart one sweet time
then you never knew me at all
and didn't i look so pretty playing the organ in the back of the party
i was the coolest thing that you had ever seen
so memorous so out of reach
and now its autumn again you know i like to pretend
that i'm still turning 16 in my parents basement
sometimes its nice to feel that way
feeling young, making mistakes
but i blew out my candles and all my friends had gone away
it's a ceremony for everything that happened
abortion for a baby, i never got thru to you </3
i blocked ur number and i blocked theirs too
i threw my phone into the ocean and i never said sorry to the water
but when im walking thru the forest i can hear her singing
she wraps her arms around me, she's so sweet
she calls me her baby.....
and i'm not mad at u for not coming to see me when i was in
the hospital i know that you were hurting
but i blocked ur number and i blocked theirs too
i scratched ur name into my arms and i never said sorry to my body
and now its autumn again here i go changing again
someday ill be 21 in my new apartment
and ill be so pretty ill look just like an angel
told my mom im getting better idc if its painful,,.....
its a ceremony for everything that happened abortion for a baby
i never got thru to you,,,...
i was just a baby
i blew out all my candles
i wished that i could fly awayyyy
</3

autumn is my favorite time of year / abortion song

remember me (cover)

lyrics </3 :
i wanna be their baby their heartache
pink tiger stripe, black garden snake
they never cared about me, only cared abt them
and again close my eyes n i’m useless

its always raining here i don’t mind taking the train
remember when we would be on that shit so late
gettin drunk, gettin bags from the dealer
still readin books written by spiritual teachers 
it was almost biblical the way i fell to the floor
after crying and begging them to want more
from the world but they still didnt get it
just slept in til 4 nd hit the 7/11

i wish i could turn into a raven, so i could follow u
around all the time
i know there’s no point in saving a part of me that’s not mine
but its fine
i still drink pink wine
still smoke cigarettes in the moonlight n i learn to let go sometimes
wear party dresses to train lines, pretend nothing ever happened
pretend i like my body, pretend that i’m still 15……

n it all comes back to that yellow room
that high dream sunday afternoon
ya it all comes back, to silk scarves draped over lampshades n pink slip dresses n kitchen messes
i didn’t care about any of it
i drive my own car got a new apartment 
n if i was a raven i’d follow u home and i’d steal people’s money, drop it off by ur window……

</3

raven

lyrics:
i pick him up drive him around
in a dream now
show him what real life's about
darkest fantasies cherries in the spring time
beg him for something, anything
make it easier to breathe

let me hide with the dust in your basement
braid flowers in my hair
im so fucked up n he’s amazing
thank god he doesn’t care
holy mother mary, i get on my knees
show me the sparkle glaring in the lamps on the street

underneath its a man and he’s asking for money
its not his fault
collateral damage in this so called americana
he compliments my dress, thank you father
its getting so cold out, can we go home now
<3
this sorrow life is almost done
tell me you’ve never felt this way
im so tired but i wake up
onto my shift for minimum wage
i write my poems, ribbons in my hair
tell my ghost stories to the ones who care enough to listen
they say honey your heart it glistens
what are you doing here
<3
angel of love angel of death
mother nature gave me my glamour i got it naturally
and to those old dogs i wish them the best
i hope my bones filed down their teeth
<3

in my mind i'm in flower fields dancing

peace

<3
lyrics:
i stay awake
I’ve been so down
for three years now, longer than that
and I’m more than sad, theres something else that lives here
its not all bad
he loves me cause I’m his playboy bunny
dandelion sugar candy
no one know’s how to have fun but i do i do
got my white dress on with the lace trim
i hold my rosary pray to mary jane
mother i see you and i need you in my heart again
i’ve sat on the corner
ripped tights red lips cigarette burning
mascara running early morning
dark eyes, fire, hello kitty
thought i could burn my city down
what a joke
I’m even smaller now, well now i know
but he loves me cause i’m his playboy bunny
i smell like roses, cotton candy
i dont wanna die, give me any reason to stay alive
got my see through yellow slip dress on
i wait for him to call my phone, and he will
cause they don’t know how to have fun but i do i do
mother marijuana, my saint I’m a stoner
i love the way she holds me
she knows me, she loves me, she calls me her baby
thought i could burn my city down, what a joke
i’m even smaller than that now, 
well now i know, how to have fun
when you have nothing to give up
thats why they love me, follow like puppies
diamond eyes thats all they see
but he loves me cause I’m his playboy bunny
dandelion sugar candy
no one knows how to have fun but i do i do
he loves me cause i’m his endless summer
he wants a hit, I’ve got a lighter
they don’t know how to have fun boy i do i do i do
<3

420 playboy bunny <3

lyrics:
triple goddess, locket luvr
little starlet, fallin over
nothin makes sense anymore...
i wanna be a witch
i wanna kiss you in an alley way
clary sage burns up my days
you got high and i got faded
n i remember may in beltane
we got drinks from the bar
the bassist asked for my number
n i broke his heart
you shine so bright my baby
you're a shooting star
when i sleep i float up to heaven, then i fall...

you could never tell me its worth it being lonely
with a heart like mine
i'm a stained glass lover, you adore my colors
gonna love you hard tonight
you could never tell me there's nothin to hold on to
you're not in my mind
my holy demons see me leavin, now they holdin on too tight...

magick box, lock me up
i'm getting pretty tired of it
i've conjured something too gruesome to love me

wild roses grow where they please
n mother mary she brings me to my knees
i'm a cemetery, i'm sticky sweet
i'm deadly nightshade, dying elm tree <3
cigarettes on the church steps
painted hair like jet black
getting flashbacks to lilac, wolfpack
white pontiac, white rat race track

you could never tell me you really understand it
beauty's lost on you
i forget when but something changed 
n now i see the world 4 u....
you could never tell me you hear the organs playing
they don't sing for you
i'm the one who's real, you're the one who's painted blue

magick box, lock me up
black cat on the sidewalk,
crossed my path n i just went on walking...........
n now i've conjured something too gruesome to love me <//3

i've conjured smthng too gruesome 2 love me...

lyrics:
things just aren't as funny as they used to be
i hold on to every word
i'm quiet when i'm supposed to be
so quiet that it hurts
wrap me in lace curtains, bury me
grow a garden where my bones live
nowadays i don't see the point in being sweet
when it just over complicates things
candles burning on the table
angels said i need more time
i'd fly away if i was able
down to california, back to way before this
cause i've spent my whole life in a dark room
saw myself the way i see you
thought it was a ghost but it was just me
honey, darling, tell me where did the time go
i was a barefoot child, now i'm barefoot in a black coat
don't you try to save me, don't be such a baby
i'm here but you can't see me
lost in the veil, please don't tear me away
my whole life thought i was condemned 
saw myself the way i saw them
done being their china doll, i don't miss it.. not at all
what's one more sad song to sing
what's one more apology while i ask the moon
to save me from my body </3
i've run out of nice things to say
i slip further, further away
just leave me here, go away
maybe i'll see you tomorrow, just not today

i saw myself the way i see you

dust bunny (rough demo)

lyrics:
ace of hearts, country stars
i made a wish, i don’t have to try hard
i’m tired now, think you wore me out
so i cut the wick, i burned it down
honey straight from the source
spider straight from the web
bed spun out of silk, flower crown on my head
i took an oath
to save myself
stumbled all the way up the stairwell
i guess that i feel lucky
i think that things are better
i braided every ribbon & i sent every letter
i swallowed every needle & i broke all the mirrors
i sacrificed the baby deer…
and seasons change just because they have to
and even if they had a choice, they would because they want to
it’s been so long since i threw up in a bathroom
darker than the forest,, inky like the blackest day
mary come save me,
come rescue your baby
you know i’ve tried
to feel this out just one more time
cross my heart & hope to die
love something to death i might
holy water, fire fly
black palm tree, pink tiger stripe
you’re my endless summer time
you’re my endless summer time
(see you on the other side)
(black palm tree pink tiger stripe)
(love something to death i might)
you’re my endless summer time

Untitled (25).mp3

<3
lyrics:
lovely, some things make it easy
to feel light in my body
i feel it all the time
i know, i’m sullen, bitter, moody
but some things move right thru me
i’m so sweet when i try
maybe, i wasn’t what u thought of
i’m pretty with no makeup
i don’t wanna be famous 
i just wanna feel free…

flower moon, i wanna die so i can visit you
i saw something so sweet,
it swept my heart clean with sacred wings
flower moon, i feel safe when i know that i’m true
i saw something so sweet
it swept my heart clean, it swept my heart clean

picking berries, crying on the staircase 
i guess i’m okay
tell me to sit down & shut up, i like it
some things are the way they should be…

flower moon, i wanna die so i can visit you
i saw something so sweet,
it swept my heart clean with sacred wings
flower moon, i feel safe when i know that i’m true
i saw something so sweet
it swept my heart clean, it swept my heart clean

threshold… soft thing, gentle, dirty
old house in the morning
having those dreams again…..
*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

sacred wings freestyle (soft thing, gentle, dirty)

<3
lyrics:
the other day i looked up
and every cloud was heart shaped with sacred angel wings
and i thought to myself that
i wanna put my toes in every pond
i wanna dance in every country in the world
this is a real dream of mine
i have a need to taste the sapid flavor of everything this earth has to offer
it is a terrible, wonderful fate to want something so much
to be teared open softly, and then all at once
to be swallowed whole and then coughed up
i wanna walk barefoot in every field
this is a real dream of mine
ever since i lived in that house with the shutters that never opened
i felt so small in there, and i was
my hands were not yet big enough to hold all of the heaviness
and yet there i was, in the deep and dark
that was my whole world
for a while anyway
to this day i am still small, and shy, and eternally blooming
a telluric being with feelings that my telluric body cannot always understand
but it's better to burn than to sleep in the cold
and it's better to be free than to be understandable
life is not a straight line, it's a spiral
it weaves together stories and poems into breathing, synchronized patterns
to live close to the mystery, this is a real dream of mine
i want to walk barefoot in every field
i don't care how it happens
fairies never die, fairies never die, fairies never die

fairies nevr die

lullaby

vampire empire (cover)

sungodesslover777

it would feel nice to breathe right about now but who cares air is overrated

grim reaper

silly way of saying things

how could u love something that doesn't have a heart beat?

a vampire's love

im sorry

lyrics:
sunlight feels nice on my vampire skin
ya it hurts but it's how i live
like maybe i deserve it, maybe i've lost my fucking mind
again

i think i like to watch myself mess up
so i'll never see the day where i'm good enough
i wish i could go back to before i begun to destroy my body
if i could talk to it now
i'd say i'm sorry

i'm sorry
i'm hurting really bad
my heart is across the state
and my brain's nowhere to be found
my bones are decaying
my lungs stopped inflating
last year, around this time in may

people tell me i'm insane
and i'm just not thinking straight these days
i wish i wasn't i wish i wasn't so fucked up
wish i could love myself and not hurt anyone else 
and stop killing my brain cells

i'm sorry
i'm hurting really bad
my heart is across the state
and my brain's nowhere to be found
my bones are decaying 
my lungs stopped inflating
a long time ago
think i'm dead in the brain, so

i'm sorry

i'm sorry

apology 2 my body

i no longer fear the weather

lyrics were inspired by a beautiful text sent to me by my friend caleb with a beautiful mind

my psychedelic breakdown

</3
lyrics:

rainbows flashing and i wanna kiss u so bad
hate is all ive ever known and ur the best ive ever had
got pushed around in the mosh pit
now all this noise sounds so silent
now there's blood dripping on my hello kitty socks
now im crying on the walk home always keep my feelings in a box
(those were my favorite socks) :(

listening to smrtdeath thinkin bout how smart death could be
just say ull miss me
and maybe ill stay
i give everyone the best of me and im stuck with the rest of me
im so tired of leftovers now baby

bugs eat away at my brain i barely feel a thing anymore
ive got no love inside of me im always crying on my floor
i never liked myself that much
im just here collecting dust
a huge disgrace, a waste of space, i don't mean nothing
i didn't kiss u then but god, i wish i had
u can bite through my lip even though it hurts so bad
i let people walk over me, step on my toes a lot
now there's blood on my hello kitty socks

i know im super manic u don't really understand me
if u don't want me, i can go away
i know u didn't mean to make me feel bad 
im sorry silly things always make me so sad 
im just tired of ruining every nice thing i have

my blood is sweet like strawberry milk is
mud on my knees im always facing the pavement

and now there's blood dripping on my hello kitty socks

now there's blood dripping on my hello kitty socks :(</3

blood dripping on my hello kitty socks

im such a waste of air

lyrics </3:
i don’t know about being your girlfriend but ill be your little ghost
hid with the dust in your basement wait for you to get home
but if you’re needing something more ill be underneath the kitchen floor
i know living girls have so much more to offer
don’t even bother I’m so lost
cigarettes strawberry lipgloss 
im a shell of who i used to be
you think im mysterious you like that im delirious but
soon enough you’ll see that i am almost nothing
im barely something
barely even there
is barely something enough for you to care

im sorry for howling at night i know it keeps you awake
i get so bored down here with all the worms and the snakes
i don’t mean to bother you i just need something to hold on to
im a lonely spirit can i latch on to you
it might be a little scary
my soul is a lot of weight to carry
but if you tell me to sit down and shut up then i will

i know you think that im a lot to handle
i know you think that i am super fragile
but baby I’ve got nothing left to lose
ive got no bones to break no more skin to bruise
it has all been done before 
left my body to decay on the floor
when you’re half asleep can i show up at your door

i don’t know about being your girlfriend but ill be your little ghost
hide with the dust in your basement wait for you to get home

little ghost

you could never hold me together
lyrics </3:

cross my heart and hope to die
stick a needle through my eye
unstitch my skin and then you'll see
im not the girl you thought i would be

nothing but bugs im dead inside
you look so confused well so am i
cut out my heart replace it with cotton
this old ones gone rotten and ive almost forgotten
if ive ever been alive
they say baby why are you so sad all the time

you'd be sad too if you were a rag doll 
something so fragile something forgetful
leave me to hide with the dust in your basement up against the cement wall
do you think of me at all
if my arms weren't made of cloth and cotton id pick up the phone and call you

one loose thread is all it takes
for bugs to start crawling out my face
you don't like seeing what's inside of me so you cover it up
with some more pretty pink lace
and now im falling apart you broke my heart
im so easily replaced

nothing but bugs im dead inside
you look so scared well so am i
you put me together just to tear me apart
you held my hand just so you could break my heart
i told you ive been broken from the start

im sure you'd be sad too if you were a rag doll
something so fragile something forgetful
left to hid with the dust in their basement up against the cement wall
nobody thinks of you at all
would you even answer if i could pick up the phone and call you

(do you even remember leaving me down here? its been years now, do you ever think of my face? if you wanna stop by i could introduce you to the maggots, we've gotten to know each other pretty well. if not its okay, i know that you're busy i know you don't miss me i know you couldn't fix me)

you could never hold me together
you could never hold me together
you could never hold me together
ive been broken from the start
you could never hold me together
you could never hold me together
you could never hold me together
you could never

so ill fall apart

rag doll

lyrics </3

I wake up everyday a different place a different person
I wanna run away my fragile legs are never learning
I think that people probably like me better when im crying
my mother tells me about her nightmares where im dying

she says im attracted to the light like a moth
ill get killed tryna be strong 'cause im so soft
but the middle of starting over seems like a perfect place to be
you thought that you were worth it, nothing's worth it to me
but the mud in my body

would you still love me if you knew I was alone
that I burn forests to the ground and steal peoples tomb stones
I was in your hair for half an hour and you followed me around my city
broken street lamps paint my eyes a different shade of green that makes you feel like you know me
you could only ever know this place if you dissected my rotting body, and climbed inside me
I bet you're scared
im doing just fine but lets see how you do breathing with no air

stupid fucking little girl, be my bloody valentine
ill slurp up all your organs all the blood you have is mine
i'm always on the run
does it look like so much fun
im always on the run
and I always wanna cry

but the taste of my nosebleeds are so sweet
im fading away but im happy like hello kitty
and isn't the middle of starting over such a perfect place to be
you thought that you were worth it, nothings worth it to me
but the mud in my body

(chorus)

im doing just fine here, im doing just fine
my bugs don't mind it here, we're doing just fine

<3

i bet ur scared!

lyrics:
amethyst on my bedroom floor
every license plate reads 444
he fucked me so good i almost said i love you

evil eye for my childhood home 
rose water steam on the telephone
he slapped me in the face and i said thank you

i stay up in the middle of the night
thinking of delilah rose and telephones and
dandelion wine
and i think I've seen the light
there's no point in being less alone if he 
only loves me for one night

i'm everybody's favorite until they get to know me
then every flower on the hill looks like an old tv
i guess it all comes from how much i like honey
i'm sickeningly sweet no one will ever love me

so i i guess this is why i cry
been looking for my yellow bird but he's only heard of
bands that i don't like
and i don't even know why i try anymore
my teenage dream turned to a wasteland
broken apart on my bedroom floor

i'm everybody's favorite until they get to know me
then every flower on the hill looks like an old tv
i guess it all comes from how much i like honey
I'm sickeningly sweet no one could ever love me

...</3

the honey song

SINNING ON SUNDAYS OUT NOW
Fairies Never Die
climb inside my brain, Earthling! my goodness its dark in here!

ig: sitkamoonn
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