i hate nice girls. if they so much as say hello, it stays on my mind. if they return my text, my heart races. they day one calls me ik i’ll look at my call history and grin. but ik in my heart that’s just them being nice. people who are nice to me are nice to everyone else. i almost end up forgetting that. if the truth is cruel, then lies must be kind. thats why kindness is a lie. i gave up on always expecting it, mistaking it, even hoping for it. someone who’s been alone for so long doesn’t fall for the same trick twice. im a veteran and the best there is to losing. thats why, i’ll always hate nice girls

T🕸️ (alyssa’s bf)