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inthaMIRROR [prod. urbs]

produced by @horsehead
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lT_lqh2PFik

Look At Me Now (prod. horse head) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

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Jake Hill & Josh A - Suicidal Thoughts

im sick of trying by vaboh

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vaboh

im sick of trying

hell is wherever you're alive by Vaboh
Produced by Daniel Cruz

hell is wherever you're alive

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

Quabe - All Feelings Die

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On The Moon

On the Moon

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Dead Eyes

Powfu & Promoting Sounds - dead eyes (ft. Ouse)

cuz ima
fiend fiend fiend
ima
fiend fiend fiend
sippin on promethazine
cuz ima 
fiend fiend fiend
yah for u i am a fiend
i got my purple drank
sippin on it
purple drank 
and i’m sippin on it

i already know that i’m a burden
you just played my heart lil bitch
you always got me hurtin
your love is a counterfeit
so i should prolly curve it
like a nascar
she told me i’m gifted
i’ma go far
i’ll switch out that bitch like she jewelry on my wrist
yuh
she makes me sick makes me always feel like shit
yuh
i’m over it got nine milli in my clip
yuh
i’m copping fits like i’m fulfilling a fix
yuh
ay
if you gotta prollm lil bitch get out my face
i’m so sick of living i just wanna waste away
i already know that my damned life just can’t be saved
yuh
i’m so sick of feeling pain
i take all these drugs
but it still will not go away
what the fuck is living 
my whole life is just a waste
i don’t wanna feel this 
rather lie inside my grave

i really took my shot
now i just pray that i hit it
that bitch jus sucked my cock 
then she jus exit the building
i told her i can’t trust
can’t let her fuck wit my feelings
she mixing love wit lust 
i hate that it’s so appealing
i really took my shot 
now i just pray that i hit it
that bitch jus came to fuck 
then she jus exit the building
i told her i can’t trust 
can’t let her fuck wit my feelings
whether it’s love or lust 
i just know it’s so appealing ay
i got the bag and i sealed it ay
i’m spitting fax hope you feel it ay
there’s no relaxing these feelings ay
i wish that i didn’t feel things
drugs drugs drugs in my cup in my cup
you can catch me in the corner and i’m sippin on my

i already know that i’m a burden
you just played my heart lil bitch
you always got me hurtin
your love is a counterfeit
so i should prolly curve it
like a nascar
she told me i’m gifted
i’ma 
fiend fiend fiend
sippin on promethazine
cuz ima 
fiend fiend fiend
yah for u i am a fiend
i got my purple drank
sippin on it
purple drank 
and i’m sippin on it

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fiend4u [prod. thatboineco]

hydrocodone in my blood stream yah
and it got me feeling lovely yah
she keeps telling me that i’m up nex
she keeps telling me she loves me yah
ay
can you tell me are you down for a joyride
i think i might fall in love witcha tonight
how could this be wrong when it feels right
we could play your favorite song in the moonlight
yeah ay
in the moonlight
we could play your favorite song in the moonlight
took a couple blunts on the road so we can vibe
shawty we might fall in love if the moods right
like right now
always off the drugs in my own hell
but i couldn’t give a fuck i hate myself
so i’m ringing up the plug i might as well
popped another pill it don’t feel real
she keeps telling me that i’m gun end up killed
fuck it i don’t care i need more pills
you could catch me poppin norco till i’m ill

hydrocodone in my blood stream yah
and it got me feeling lovely yah
she keeps telling me that i’m up nex
she keeps telling me she loves me yah
she keeps telling me she’s fuckin wit it
then girl come thru lets make some bad decisions
i jus wanna cuff you boo and that’s my only mission
i’ll jus sip my juice till i’m lookin livid
she told me to tell the truth she’s fuckin wit my vision
fuckin wit the flows inside in my head
i don’t think that i could ever rest
i’ll keep poppin pills until i’m dead
nothin ever works i try my best
i try my

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inthaMoonlite [prod. thatboineco]

grab my bag and i hit the exit
everybody here’s just pretending
she added me to her friend list
she ain’t even know what a friend is
ay i got my drip always flexing
brand new fit that shits an investment
she rolled some blunts for the session
goddamn that bitch ambidextrous
yuh
i ain’t even know her but i’m calling back
she says that she love me what the fuck is that
got my money in the bank yeah them paypal stacks
she invite to the party so that’s where i’m at
that girl so sweet like a candy bar
believes in me says i’m going far
girl you know ima be a star
so much to see jus get in my car
i hate the fact that i miss you
i’m sick of crying in tissues
you just left n that was the issue
i’m obsessed like what’d the fuck i do
hey wait
she ain’t really love me
she jus playing all the same games
sippin on the bubbly got me spinning like a bayblade 
off the shrooms n i be tripping on the same day
mayday
ay

grab my bag and i hit the exit
everybody here’s just pretending
she added me to her friend list
she ain’t even know what a friend is
ay i got my drip always flexing
brand new fit that shits an investment
she rolled some blunts for the session
goddamn that bitch ambidextrous
ay
she says i’m pretty she had to let me know
we were high off the pillies she said she likes my clothes
counting up 50s then spent it all on dope
when i’m out on the city i smoke away my woes

why’m i feeling so shitty like what the fuck is life
i’m so tired of living i think i’d rather die
but i can’t drown in self pity i need to make it right
if you ain’t talkin money then get outta my sight

friendlist [prod. thatboineco]

feels like love but i know it isn’t
i’m so damn numb who’m i kidding
i hate life i wish that i didn’t
i’m poppin percs just to fix it
but i know that i’ll never fit in
an outlier to the human race
i’m a lost soul and i’m drifting
i wish that i could just be erased
i hate the me that i have become
i’m just a fiend and i need more drugs
off a thirty i’m so fucked up
i’m running out i best hit the plug
i took a journey with no way back ay
i got money i’m chasing so ima make that ay
she jus pass me a swisher so ima face that ay
if you ain’t talkin benjis then just get outta my face
please let me lie here
i wanna die here
i’m so sick of this life
i wanna give into my fears

pain in my head guess i’m broken
i’m already dead they don’t notice

its2much [prod. zach sutton]

yuh
oh whoa
i don’t really know what
to do
i jus wanna go back
to you
i hate that you’re really gone
can’t take being alone

yuh
i know
you aint really wanna hold me close
you just couldn’t wait to let me go
oh
so let me go
i’m turning to the tabs and the shrooms
i can see the energy in this room
i’ll leave from this vicinity to the moon
but the tears keep falling for you

what’s next
i ain’t really wanna another ex
can we just talk you saw my texts
please don’t leave me here on read 
i’m begging
for you to come save me
the simulations breaking
everybody here is faking
nobody gives a damn
i need you
you don’t need me
everything in life is fleeting
you say you’ll always be there
but i know one day you’ll leave me 
popped off
i jus wanna pull up in a
droptop
so i gotta keep on grinding no i
cant stop
everyday is a reminder
that my soul is gone
im so fucking lost

im falling for you
ion even care if you knew 
gotta cut the past off
start new
baby just back off
were through
baby just say u aint have time for me
but u do with your friends i know ur not busy
now u wonder why i always act all pissy
i know ur doing shit and i know u dont miss me
i dont see us
falling in love
you took whats mine
now i am stuck

letmeGO ft. heylog [thatboineco]

IVOXYGEN - Room

My cover of this wonderfully written song by Hayd.

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Thomas Reid - Changes (Hayd Cover)

IVOXYGEN - YOUNG KID

KILL  ME  IN  MY  HEAD - mosqueet

i keep breaking and breaking
the world keeps taking and taking 
i got xanax in my bag
got your bitch she’s on my lap
need another percocet
i live each day like it’s my last
cuz it might be
honestly i’m fighting with myself
i should really get some help
you got me stuck under your spell
might as well
pop another
fucking pill
i don’t
even
know what’s real
you go back and forth in my head
off these drugs i feel like i’m dead
so dead
wish the world would let me rest
always got benzos on deck
you know i really need my meds
yeah
nineteen but i feel way older
i can’t ever get no closure
i just wish that it would be over
life is war but i’m not a soldier
goddamn
shawty was fucking on me
off xans
like it when u press up on me
like that
honestly i’m hella lonely
no one even really knows me
no one but you 
just you
i can make your dreams come true
but it’s too late for me boo
i’m overdosing in my room

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radyyy