i dont wanna be myself 
i wanna be someone else 
right now, i know 

i changed my mind, ill go to hell
just feed me and keep me in a cell
spend everyday needing so much fucking help
ill tell you the secret and see if you tell 

im not afraid of falling anymore 
i stare at the face 
i ignore features that look the same
theres a hook in my face
pull it out another one forms behind it
instantly cut off circulation
i feel my eyelids flutter as i struggle to sit
i just collapse to my knees in a fit
coughing, laughing, dry heave
punch my fist against the seat and the lid 

theres a message in here somewhere !
changing lanes
ill stay in mine
you stay insane
i love this crowd
dog bites man 
man drops a hydrogen bomb on the ground 
i got a sweet tooth 
i like it when i find hidden objects
i see you
underneath the grass
rubbing against me 
touch it, whats the difference?
ask me if its empty
over turn the glass and get every single last drop out 

oh god its fit right in the palm of my hand now 
rejected blessing i see the angel it shines down
im happy to have the plaque scrapped from my teeth
i added gems to my canines
im playing with them as we speak 

i lie and i steal things
try to be revealing 
off putting !!!
show me where i lost footing
lip service
cock sucking dick circus 
ill be at auction but all of this shits worthless

couldnt begin to imagine how that happened
hey, look over there! 
spit in a napkin!
are you kidding? im asking
are you shitting in my hand or wishing on black magic?
you didnt understand
sometimes its okay to match the energy of your worst man
im the dead spy, i got two red eyes
ill let you guess why i stare out my blinds paranoid
people around me notice and im afraid that theyre annoyed
or think im crazy, and maybe theyre right
backdrop: illusion of contact
age it until it tastes like a safe ride
take you home in the back of a sports car
godly intention so pure as im sure that yours are

i dont wanna be myself
i wanna be someone else

Numbing Agent

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

Genuinely can't believe I've been bullied into releasing this 😅

Check out the original here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IPZlYyXEIpQ

🔐 Join the Discord: discord.gg/PjuP3DbYen
🎧 Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/1cIz2h3ERs72r60yw78Deu
🎧 Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/drinks-on-me/1486640217
🎧 Soundcloud: @drinksonmemusic
🤣 TikTok: www.tiktok.com/@drinksonmemusic
📣 Insta: www.instagram.com/drinksonmemusic/
🕊️ Twitter/X: twitter.com/drinksonmemusic

Drinks On Me - Makka's on the Packet

Free Download

Drinks On Me - Makka's on the Packet (Beat Battle 29)

Omoi - Teo (Slowed)

You lot wanted it, I reluctantly released it 😅

Check out the original here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xU0fuxhDwdg

🔐 Join the Discord: discord.gg/PjuP3DbYen
🎧 Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/1cIz2h3ERs72r60yw78Deu
🎧 Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/drinks-on-me/1486640217
🎧 Soundcloud: @drinksonmemusic
🤣 TikTok: www.tiktok.com/@drinksonmemusic
📣 Insta: www.instagram.com/drinksonmemusic/
🕊️ Twitter/X: twitter.com/drinksonmemusic

The Ninky Donk

Drinks On Me - The Ninky Donk [FREE DOWNLOAD]

built from samples of vine audio recorded through headphones 

all samples are from vines by nykanykanyka, slimedaughter, neotenomie and kittyhorrorshow, with permission~

Omoi - Teo (Slowed)

lirimouse

Related tracks