So well expressed and conceptional//introspective lyrical flow//Music on point

If this was my last day
I’d hit you up now instead of waiting a week
If this was my last day
I’d make it so it didn’t take us this long to speak

I know that there’s so much in my head again
A couple people recommend I get some medicine 
But some drinks and my bro skis that’s all I need 
We’re not blood but the bond between us runnin deep
And these days I been up and it’s hard to sleep
It’s like my dreams are so close but far as can be
Nobody really understands that though only me
What’s comin next?
I don’t know 
we can only see.

And all the places I’ve been
when it was feelin like hell
Well it was making me worse
But I just couldn’t tell
When you hold onto trauma
It really weighs on your soul
I been tryin to get better
I been tryin to let go
So much in my brain 
Harbors all of that pain
I said I told you on a storm 
That I was out in that rain 
But you didn’t listen
Now I’m on a mission to keep dropping all of these songs hit them With repetition

If this was my last day
I’d hit you up now instead of waiting a week
If this was my last day
I’d make it so it didn’t take us this long to speak
I hope it’s not my last day
Because I’ve got so much I still wanna say 
But If this is my last day
I’m leaving all of these songs that they’ll hopefully play

Look it
This is for the old me 
back in 2013
Ready to drop my first tape
But I ran into doubt
This for that maintaining
All that name changing 
When I was lost trying to chase in the sound
But then I learned to really love myself
Pushing through all those emotions
All the ways I felt
And the truth is 
These days
I don’t need nobody else.
Just the people on my side
In this life That I’m dealt 
And I’ve got pains in my chest
They hit me everyday
And I’ve been drinking 
Trying to get myself that getaway 
I’m praying that I get to live and see some better days
I feel like the universe is always testing me
I don’t know what’s next for me
And no burdens from my past have been stressing me
I let ‘em go 
I wish that I could get ‘em next to me 
I feel like I’ve chased that feeling for a century
Since then not too many gave me all that energy

If this was my last day
I’d hit you up now instead of waiting a week
If this was my last day
I’d make it so it didn’t take us this long to speak
I hope it’s not my last day
Because I’ve got so much I still wanna say 
But If this is my last day
I’m leaving all of these songs that they’ll hopefully play

If This Was My Last Day

Erick Christopher Berg 
    -instrumentalist-     
         -Musician-

aka 

Goatsy
RickE
RickEBerg 

Alternative experimental HipHop music

🎶🎵Hiphop/Alternative/Electronic🎵🎶

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