i wrote this song while i was in this certain part of my life where everything was just so overwhming and frustrating and at the same time, i'm trying to understand both sides of the situation but it's just so hard that even the mask that i wear is starting to break.

it's true

for long

i wrote this last night, kind of feeling pressured about myself while not knowing what to do with my life anymore at the moment. it's hard, i feel stuck


lyrics:
i have been dissociating a lot,
while pressure piles up, i'm tied in a knot
hey, i know it's never always right
you'll always have to crack a smile to satisfy

to bend and break,
to give and take,
i'm not so sure if i can live like how they say
the things i do, it's never for you
the bees they always sting,
the words are never true

i keep stepping on egg shells,
i don't intend to break,
i turn my eyes around,
we're all back in place
you want a slice of my head?
please, i'm not insane
at times, it's just too fun
i don't know the words i say

piled up

love by me

i guess we can't avoid ourselves
 to get into a fight,
when we talk about things we hate
it's all about the past mistakes

i guess we can't avoid ourselves 
to hate each other's guts,
we sometimes think of breaking up
but the truth is we're so in love

it's true that we're not a prefect combination,
but it feels like we're the missing pieces of each other's pictures
when i'm mad, you kiss my hand
and when you're hurt, i make you laugh

it feels so strange but it's not so bad,
i think it's what people call love

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