A slow-burn electronic track built on restraint, pressure, and repetition.
Low frequencies carry the narrative. Everything else exists to serve the tension.

Dark, intimate, and deliberately controlled.

Headphones recommended.

FETISH

prod. by me
Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Swallowing these pills
The side effects are invisible
I never met someone so amicable
For what you love me, I am so despicable
Take back all your words, all your promises
I don't wanna hear things I won't believe
Suicide won't leave my mind
Things aren't said, actions aren't taken
Assignments due next week, I can't care
I'll just sleep, after I'm done writing this verse

[Verse 2]
Devil rests on my shoulder, I can hear the whispers
Evil tests me while she's on high heels
Isolated laying, hiding behind these feels
Don't wanna really die, a limbo awaits I know
But don't stop me if I attempt, it's not the time now
I look back, contemplate everything I saw
I don't think like that anymore
'Cuz you don't love me like that anymore
I'm covered in horror
I can't do it, no, no more
I just want to feel something
Something that'll not make me fool so sore
Something that'll not make me feel so sorry

[Chorus]
It is too late, I say that every time
It's not, but I still hold
She says all these things, I don't care
She call me after all that, but I am not even here
Did hope survive, I'm not aware at the slightest
Will I last, I don't know, why would I even care?
Tell me, why would I even care?
(x2)

[Verse 3]
It is too late, I say that every time
I wish I could be there, I'd be ready
To give everything, I hold dearest
And I wonder
How long will it take you to realize
I am not even here
(I am not even here)

i'm not even here

All my unfinished tracks of 2025, the year i started again.. wow, been a crazy year, hope yall enjoy these pretty bad unmixed tracks 💀,but im happy to share more new upcoming stuff with you guys in 2026 much love :)                             -nexis℗ <3

AMNESIA

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