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Starry cat - bye

Teen suicide - we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers

2017 Fake Palace brought to life by Dead End 4D

i'm tired

i see it in the dark
slipping out of my arms
pushing against the walls
prisoner happening
cut open the skin
leaving out of the marks
the dog is foggy eyed
the sky is leaving me
pollution in the head
consume and feed your self
i burn the path i led
the mind and body melt
the clouds are breaking now
spewing out of the mouth
i left my thoughts behind
nature of this is now
pollution in the blood
consume and feed your hell
i burn the path i led
my mind and body melt

Teen suicide - hymns - 04 untitled-oct7

dont want to never going to

starving myself has become my way out 
I find comfort in being empty 
slicing it over my skin its bruising 
but it feels like something 
the wish to have been born someone else has died out 
its exhausting 
waiting for someone who understands this 
hole grey clouds my mind grieves me 

time seeps through 
you'll never get it back 

shut the door dont let them see your 
face in tears i hide 
myself in fear dont feed me i'll leave 
bloodstained mirrors

bloodstain

xxxxxxx i have no longterm plans for this body 
i want to be part of you while i still can 
xxxxxxx my mouth filled up with blood 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
before something takes me out of here 
or before he takes you away again 

(i woke up in the library and someone was whispering 
your name directly into my ear i looked around but 
i couldn't find them and when i went outside the sun 
was out but soon the sky turned black and it started 
to rain; my friends blame ghosts for everything) 

xxxxxxx i worry far too much and i know 
that it will ruin us 
just like it ruined so many things before 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
cause soon i won't be able to 
if things keep going on like this 
i stare at myself in the mirror 
i make my body bleed sometimes 
i don't even dream anymore 
because my dreams are coming true 
i could die in your red hair

xxxxxxx

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