NMR (elxnce)

@helvetica05 ‏‏‎ 🎵🎵🎵🎵

https://soundcloud.com/paramore/the-only-exception-1
https://soundcloud.com/liluzivert/dark-queen

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feeling awful so i decided to lazily compile things

how to feel again

@hcqueenxo

https://youtu.be/UWJeC00dIRs?si=q0Gyj38CdhHQTMxa

i hope you're doing better now,
better than i ever let you,
and i hope i didn't let you down,
i just wanted to protect you.
i know you're moving on now,
and i'm sure that i will too.
but until then, can you give me grace?
i'm really struggling to figure out how to move.
i went through our old messages...
i don't know why i did that...
i guess i thought it would help?
but all it really did was just end up making me mad.
i can't apologize enough,
i know it's too late but i recognize how i fucked up!
i won't ask you to take me back,
but please allow me in your life, simply being around is enough..
i just want you to be happy!
and i mean it from the bottom of my heart!
i knew it wouldn't be easy,
but i never thought that it would be this hard.
i'm sorry i was so selfish.
i can't imagine what that felt like. 
i wish i could do it all over,
but i hope your new man does it right.

if [u] Love [me] (homecomingqueen)

where do we go from here

im ur little science project :)
cover art by @webstargaze

i think its up to u
my legs r made of clay my arms are stringy too
i'm fucking mumbling idk what to do
put me together with some buttons and some glue

i don't wanna live this life no more
i feel some pretty colors now im walking out the door
use me like a cellphone only touch me when ur bored
im so ignored
i feel so ignored

burberry glasses with the rose tint 
u left me on ur counter
i cannot ignore this
i feel like i'm @catgif 
i js dont miss
and when im by ur side 
i feel important
paper clip necklace
i got paper clip dreams 
2025 swear im gonna leave the scene
bc this shi not for me 
u expect me to know it all
im a teen
bby drink the tea it'll help you catch yours z's

@noraware
I would've loved u so much, but u won't open up.
Convince me nothing's wrong, convince me I'm all wrong.
Would it hurt to tell the truth? I wanna see u amount to good.
I don't wanna hurt you, but I feel I'm all on my own.

@dishonors
i don't wanna live this life no more
i feel some pretty colors now im walking out the door
use me like a cellphone only touch me when ur bored
im so ignored
i feel so ignored

expired @noraware @evelost

0:00 with swan (@victor-bomal)
2:09 with liho (@lihonabolote)
6:45 with jane (@02v)

dated

sydney

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