thank god im american 
cuz ill die a little faster 
thank god im american
cuz i know that, i'm alright
so take care, of my friends
when i'm gone, they won't know
thank god, i'm american
cuz when i'm home, no one's there
so thank god, you're not american
cuz if you were, you would die
thank god, i'm american
i work all day, for nothing
thank god, for my friends
thank god, we'll die together 
cuz we're all american
there's nothing, better than that

american Demo

prod joe n me i chopped it up a bit

i been waiting for u
uve been certain bout me
let our souls combine together
let me show you what well be
ive been hungry for u
ive been fiening for some meat
bb pls do me a solid open yo lips lemme see

hunnie dont worry about ur man
he can find another one
he gon run tf away
when i show him of what weve done
we taking selfies on yo bed
put yo face all on my head
im not one to take these chances
but for u i might instead

waiting foorrr u prod joe

beat from https://soundcloud.com/soulsequoia/tell-me-what-you-want
i love this beat too much to not put it on here

prod me and zerowidth pretty good friend of mine

tell me what you want instrumental prod me + zerowidth #jadenetwork25

your brave little object

written and engineered by me
produced by uxbie

lyrics:
whys it so complicated?
im not him i know you hate it
bothered that i keep waiting
you're the fire that i keep chasing
father forgive me for i have sinned
but that night she did again

honey i hope you know
you're choosing wrong i know
oh i know

a sight for sore eyes
darlin i drown in chloride
and baby i die before i 
open my eyes and wake up from this sweet dream

promise i dont wanna fight
baby im a parasite
its social suicide 
having me right by your side

my hearts achin all the time
and i hate it 
so complacent

i sat against your bedroom door and
yea your love is my endorphins
burned her down in all her glory
if im sand then you're the ocean 

but i put my gun down
and waved my white flag
but we're still at war
do you still like me?
or just the idea
of someone lovin you
just as real?

before today i never knew 
i had a heart made for loving you
i do i do i do i do

whispers that were never heard
rose bushes that will never burn
hard headed and i never learn
if you dont feel it'll never hurt

eyeballing the dresser
i know you keep your fix in
high maintenance madonna
that girl shes such a vixen

bother me with those lies
just tell me secrets you cant hide
the way you walk in its shocking 
skeletons in your closet there watching 
why's shit so complicated
trip over mistakes im making
im making im makingggg


war wages between us

idiot smoker (demo)

TAHNK U FRANCIUM AHRWIACGNKRA
@franciumfourtwenty

lyrics:
and i dont know how to feel cuz,
im doin everything i said i wouldnt do huh

said she wanted proof huh
never really thought about it
yeah i shouldnt prove much
now i kinda doubt
but all day im pushin too much
i dont wanna lie
maybe did it abt two times
i would never two time
bitch i would never two time
big steppin wit the way im comin through huh
aye, switchin up, guess i come in two huh?
aye, im doin everything i said i wouldnt do 

ive been trynna chill i need some meditation
you keep trynna talk to me, by now you know ill never say shi
shut em up, whats the fuckin plan? i need an elevation
i dont eat mah greens but i aint ever seen u get a pay check
i might get impatient 
said she wanna fuck so why she tellin me to stay still
said she wanna fuck so she keep pullin on mah waist bitch
taste it, im not really smart but gettin brain still

damn bitch
u keep trynna talk but ive been absent
damn bitch
u keep trynna cop all of mah fashion
damn bitch
ive been trynna rile em up and slap shit
damn bitch
if u wanna talk, u better ask it up
back it up
baby back it up to mah lap
i dont want this meat, i want the cat huh
baby das mah meal, i want it back huh
catch up, to be honest, yeah thas what i lack of

said she wanted proof huh
never really thought about it
yeah i shouldnt prove much
now i kinda doubt
but all day im pushin too much
i dont wanna lie
maybe did it abt two times
i would never two time
bitch i would never two time
big steppin wit the way im comin through huh
aye, switchin up, guess i come in two huh?
im doin everything i said i wouldnt do 

- this was my guess so sorry if i got it wrong 😢 -
yeah 
yeah im doin what i said i wouldnt do
ive been tryin hard to tell her the truth
but what she wanted thought we were through
got no patience left for u
but she wanted round 2
i dont even think i can talk to u
baby im brand new
i dont think u know who youre talking to now
yuh and i say its not the right time
and she tell me, we can do it half time
but i know dat dat boy'd want me full time
and u think of tha past its a fun time

now im gettin to the racks, big time
but i swear to god dat boy is on thin ice
i dont know why he look at me, dead aight
piss me off, turn around, tell me be nice

guess what is up aye
what is up aye
i wont stop even if its one of us aye
run it up, lemme see if they gone upgrade
update, givin up, i dont really want play
damn bitch its been a long day
uh sick of spendin time cuz u want all of it
lost again
wish youd leave me be and grow like gardenin
know u want alot from me 
im keepin up mah guard again

said she wanted proof huh
never really thought about it
yeah i shouldnt prove much
now i kinda doubt
but all day im pushin too much
i dont wanna lie
maybe did it abt two times
i would never two time
bitch i would never two time
big steppin wit the way im comin through huh
aye, switchin up, guess i come in two huh?
aye, im doin everything i said i wouldnt do

wouldnt do w/ francium

prod by me + @nicopatty + @spooberton

i'm like you don't seem to know
yuh
i'm like please don't get to close
i might shut you out that door
tell me have you ever seen this shit before
i'm like you don't seem to know
yuh
i'm like please don't get to close
if you love me tell me more
tell me have you ever seen this shit before

don't wanna wait
think i'd hate that
me n my bro go way back
she wanna link yuh asap
feet kicked up yeah i'm laid back
i give a fuck i'll pay that
u talking shit then say that
u been a bitch i'll say that

what u want
tell me and i'm down
it's your heart
got me upside down
i don't know
i think i might drown
it's your heart
got me upside down

haveueverseenthisbefore (nicopatty + spoob + deet)

glue injections

Verse:
When the tide comes,
I start to sink in.
I'm so used to running;
its feeling is sickening.

Let it happen to me.
I know it hurts just to see
me stuck in delusion,
since I can't be freed.

Pre-Chorus:
It's starting to hurt,
It's starting to bleed.
They think I don't like you,
yet I disagree.

Chorus:
I'll see you again.
If nothing, we'll just stay as friends.
I'm losing my mind once again;
I'm hoping this isn't the end,
but I know that I'll have to pretend;

Outro:
As I'm 18 right now,
I'm still exploring what "love" is.
But it hasn't been that easy.
There's not one day I haven't thought of you.
Even though we're friends, I still care about you,
and I always wonder if you're doing okay,
or what you're doing in the moment.
I know that we have moved on,
but I still enjoy every single bit of contact we get,
and I'm glad we're still friends.
So what if that love I had for you is gone?
In my heart, you're still what I remember —
a pure soul, a person that cares,
and someone I can trust.

again / have to pretend

take it slow (87)

#repeatingthecycle

all songs are self produced unless otherwise stated!!

your brave little object

sydney

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