lyrics:

i fucking hate myself for all the things that i have done
all the time i spent in peoples lives just for it to be done
i dont think i ever wanna trust another fucking one
i dont mind if its slow i just want it to be done yah

i fucking hate myself i fucking hate myself
take a glance up at myself and see the pain ive fucking felt yah
why even go outside why even go outside
it can only make things worse for my presence to be alive yah
i feel the fucking worse i feel the fucking worse
if i saw your lifeless body it would not feel like it's the worse yah
how am i still alive how am i still alive
i dont think i have much time i thought that i already died yah

i hate myself it really aint that hard to see
that all these things that i believe do not reflect back onto me
i really fucking wish that i could find come motherfucking peace
im coming off of all these things it got me feeling fucking green
i aint trying it aint worth it i cant have to fucking be
yeah man it feel so fucking worthless i cant feel a fucking thing
ive been looking though these lenses trying to motherfucking see
if i dont die by 33 i dont know who ill fucking be bitch

ihatemyself prod DJ PEC UNIT

spidertalk ft.susgawd & vampsky

lyrics:
i spent 20 days away and i cant promise that i've changed
i'm still staring into space like all day
i'm still working without gain 
i'll take another to the face
and i'll find anyone to blame except me
finding cracks in what i've built
and i can't shake all of the guilt
tell myself that i deserve it always
and like a flower watch me wilt
and like some ice you'll watch me melt
sit in the corner while i'm sulking in shame

i spent 20 days reflecting 
i'm relying on these vices
i've been paranoid and stressing lately
i made my money by my venting
and i burned through it real messy 
lost the plot and now i'm aging quickly
finding cracks in what i built
and i've been trying not to tilt
i'll find solace in a bender this week
maybe if i disappear all of my errors will seem clear
and i can finally rest my head peacefully

cracks in the pavement

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cover art: @nickmediasm

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