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Featuring @Sewerperson

ALL Platforms: 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/trend-chaser-feat-sewerperson-2

Lyrics:

Xelfiy:
quit doubting your self ur just making it worse ya
quit doubting your self baby i know that it hurts
ur just making it harder your thinking even more
just listen to ur gut baby its a war up here in my head
but lately i been trying so hard to get out of my bed 

fucked up! cuz i had ran out of my meds (my meds)
but its okay i just got them again (got them again)
i swear this is the reason i have no friends (no friends)
its prolly cuz im out getting the bag 
and they out chasing a trend (trend chaser)
we are not the same why you telling him were friends (fake friended)
im not the one to blame your the one playing pretend (play pretender) 
she left me for lame just cuz he had a benz (had a benz)
but thats okay we all know who gonna make it in the end 

fuck this and fuck that im so over it
she pulled the k over her shoulder an folded him
falling to the ground his tears hes holding in (holding in)
his heart hes still holding it (holding it)
praying he'll be forgiven for his sins (his sins)
hes worried now that he'll die here in the end (in the end)
all his favorite moment ina time lapse (time lapse)
now how lucky do you feel to have time left
your hearts not really broken its still deep in your chest (yaya)
its okay if ur depressed (yaya) we could all use some rest (yaya)

Sewerperson:
I could use that rest
I could use that rest
This the 5th time that i didn’t go
And I tried to call u and let u know
Now ive been tryna call all night
Hit me back as soon u see this lemme know u alright
Shit stained walls under the washroom lights
Puke green water on these dive bar nights
At least I know that it couldn’t hurt me twice

And I remember waiting in the snow too much
Feel like all December u had just gave up
But maybe u did care and really I like that thought
So that’s the one I've picked that ill remember until im gone

I cannot let go 
I cannot let go
Its a habit of mine
That i had formed on my own
the worst of the nights that I had lived back home
Couldn’t compare to the words u spoke
Last year
I thought I was being nice I swear
I guess not

But when the sun goes down
My heart repairs
But when the bottle runs out
It all comes back again
I guess all that we could be is just friends
I guess all that we could be is just friends

Trend Chaser (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. Ross Gossage)

fa-sf

fa-sf (prod. siemspark nd ayoley)

i already kno im goin to hell
thers no1 to save here
u kno v well thas true
im sorry it wasnt u 
n i kno ur fallin too 
i think that ur fallin with me 
fall fall me me me 
with me

twins in hell prod. NIGHTCLUB20XX

lyrics:

Keep your head down
Deep in dirt I could barely breath but Ill surface soon and relive the pain
I might stay infected but heaven knows with my straightened spine i won’t die the same
Words would hurt but ive grown immune and I like it when she get mad at me
That had worked once i won’t lie but im back revived and im starving
And everything I did was for you but im just an object
You embody evil from the hate that u harvest 
I would give my life to keep you safe I promise
But u knew that and still u wrote my fate for ur benefit
God save me Ive been lost
Every night I spend inside this wetlands swamp
Im in my head honestly I feel regret
Though Im at home and safe again
But Im obsessed with the life we missed

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

Show me ur strength Via my frame
Gimme everything I beg u do not refrain from using me
Deep in the corn I would summon some
Only when in danger id be having fun
Dont pay attention when I scream bloody murder
Secretly I pray they take it further for research
I read the books they told me I shouldn’t worry
I guess ive been in my head while I was planning February I know
I couldn’t hurt
So u preaching to choir
And I loved me first
So betrayal could not survive here
stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

THE HARVEST (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

Huh Im pouring out this bottle till I feeling myself
Bruises on my chest from the last night out
Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
The hardest part of it all is admitting that u need help
They see me on live
They feel me on live
But I was so drunk
But I was so high
This 55 inch emulate the coast line
While I record pain yea I expose mine

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

Hear my words and find peace in our anger
Its funny how after all of this time im now a stranger
The second I lost u I feel life grew so much bleaker
Now the way ur so appalled by my smile I feel like a creature to u 
If I do not awaken
Lay me down gently
Please do not protect me
The ghouls that dissect me
And I know I hide my emotions
But its in the benefit of enjoying the moment ya
I dont get along with no one this easy
So Tell me ur motive before I fall in love

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

BERSERKER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me
Oh it is
She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
Woah huh ok
Maybe I would sleep better If I dont drink
I could see shapes laying frozen awake
Could u teach me how ur mind so blank
Why would I love when its taken away
Why would I fight if I could die any day
I could take vitamins and go lift weights just to walk out the gym and feed a car to my face
Maybe I like what u do to me cause I feel least she pick me to be hurting again
Give it a week and she come back around just to give me this feeling of purpose again
Maybe id follow my heart for a change if I really believed it was worth it again
But honestly I think its better to wait for the moment ur ready and certain of it

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

SLEEPING BEAUTY (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

mm and if my body rots will u lose hope
put it back together for me and we can pretend
I still look the same as back when we were just friends
my heart is still intact and I would do anything for u
mm dont face the door focus on staying warm
weve all been here before but that doesnt make it easier
broken but wanting more they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of having to know i cant help u

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

CONSIDER IT A LESSON (ERIC GODLOW)

Me and mayo gonna make a few songs with no hooks and they are all going to be titled with roman numerals. This is I, soon will follow II, III, IV and so forth hope you enjoy them as much as we like making them <3

I (ft. Mayo Carter)

lyrics:

We dress up nice to break down tonight
And we know well be drunk when were home well be high
As he stumbles he falls and he thinks to himself
Why do I take aim on myself
He saw the ripper thru the window looking out
In the bay soaked wet in the rain
He steps forth to introduce himself
The waves crash thru the house

If I could tell the future I would stop it
Stay inside tonight the storm is coming
And I would rather die for u live id give my life to buy u time if u needed it
The notes they leave behind are what haunts him
A devil come to life in silk clothing
And every single time he dreams he wakes in sweat thru out the night and lays there frozen

Coppered eyes
Cold hands and a broken smile
I guess I just think its funny how
Ive only seen him when he’s turned around and running in the wrong direction
Oracle
I could see him thru the costume
What a fucked up face u have to match you its disgusting
Run away from blame u guised monster
We dress up nice to break down tonight
And we know well be drunk when were home well be high
As he stumbles he falls and he thinks to himself
Why do I take aim on myself
He saw the ripper thru the window looking out
In the bay soaked wet in the rain
He steps forth to introduce himself
The waves crash thru the house

If I could tell the future I would stop it
Stay inside tonight the storm is coming
And I would rather die for u live id give my life to buy u time if u needed it
The notes they leave behind are what haunts him
A devil come to life in silk clothing
And every single time he dreams he wakes in sweat thru out the night and lays there frozen

I SAW THE RIPPER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight

Who that walking in u dodged him
I just want to trust u honest
But I see how u two were talking
And that’s fine but least cut me off then
At least break it off
At least tell me u couldn’t give a fuck
Look up at night in this velvet sky
And see supernovas and meteorites

Pack in my chest turning up my volume
Lemme take a breathe I am stress im sorry
Maybe im underrated in my head im overrated im in the one that gotta filter these ideas and I hate it 
I cant stand it
Once im on the plane Im breathing heavy till its landing
Looking into my future sound to scary leave it candid
But I won’t let the hurdles in my life try to do me in
If I feel pressure in my path I rub my eyes and check again
If I come this far what’s the harm in moving forth
I put everything from deep inside my being here on these chords
Still I need more
Its feel foolish stopping while ahead like I had did before

Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight
Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight

I BELONG TO U TONIGHT (JABARIONTHEBEAT X PROD.TWIX X DRIFT)

its complicated ..

lyrics:

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em
 
I cannot bank on myself cause I couldn’t tell u how long I’m breathing
Process the words that the masses tell u and prove them weaklings
I’m at the point where only god can save me cause I reject the treatment they propose to me cause I’m happy bleeding
The devil told me I was born to demon
Crawl forward on ur fractures
I can feel the wrath of god thru her bullet words
Time and time again I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain so ill shut up cause mine is nothing special

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em

complicated (sorrow bringer)

song name (prod. sorrow bringer & boyfifty)

lyrics:
you broke my heart in two
i thought i trusted you oh

run

first up, it's all fake love
no one really cares till the day that you pop off
everybody's hating saying it's just all luck
when every day i woke up, working till sun up
but that's fine
i know you diffident to this difference between
you and i cause i worked for this life
while you were taking hand me downs
i was busy out collecting cheques, mate
i'm balling while you living wellfare
so why would i fuck with what you care
you're opinions are nothing but hot air

you broke my heart in two
i thought i trusted you
yeah right

wait, i got time
i don't need to rush i'll be fine
why does every artist seem to fight for
the flickering spotlight
breathe
breathe, it's alright
don't you know these things come with time
i just need one hope, maybe two to cope
only three to make this right

you broke my heart in two
i thought i trusted you
yeah right

wlfr

Help Me

SPOTIFY

ghostin + 49bags - Feeling Down (prod. 999hertz)

mixed by me
prod by guala

LYRICS:

CHORUS x2

i been lookin at myself
on the mirror on the wall
and i dont like the sight
so i break it, fuck it all
i should've stayed closer
and never let u fall
nah bby when im wit u
the world is so small

i used to take flight
just to catch u in the winter
i made ur heart glow
now i only make it dimmer
used to be full of love
but now i feel hollow
its a hard pill to swallow
yh my days were full of life
but they been gettin thinner
each day gettin colder
and u left me to shiver
i been lookin for someone
to end my sorrow
but i caused all the horror

-HOOK-

the world was small for me
i didnt need no more company
bbygirl was a discovery
the way she took my heart a robbery
and when its just us
i dont even mind
you can take whatever
bby i wont ever lie
and my head full of lust
but she was all mine
we could lie here forever
i would die then with a smile

Mirror

cover art: Joey600

lyrics:

somethings never end
me n jabari tap in something sacred in the wind
that just cause we friends
ion expect you understand
underneath these lights inside club she hold my hand
lime mixed in my gin
baby i want that again
smoke floats up in the pitch black sky
my eyes roll back and i start to fly
blood falls out when i try to cry
at least im safe when im up so high

life works so differently
without half of me in my company
i got parts in place
of my memories
you see circuitry in my extremities
electricity
in my arteries
big crystal core
for my centerpiece
im feeding off of its energy
i transfer out my humanity for this shit
you got options
girl u got to
hear me when im talking to you
not to often
we was ok but when we were
it was so fun to love you
ill evolve
activate myself inside this tent come one and all
i smoke too much sticky its impossible to fall
if you dont take the shot then its impossible ball
if you dont hold her down then go find someone to call
lately somethings changed inside my soul im feeling off
sit inside my room and started seeing thru the walls
fire in my throat just keep on burning thru the halls
coughing up this sute and scales are poppin out my jaw
ancient foreign texts begin to pop up in my thoughts
symbols of the void begin to surface on palms
thought i had sometime before im back where i belong
hope my shorty know i wont gone for very long
i promise u the first to see me soon im layin low
la summer nights are always harder when alone
love you see you soon is always harder from the phone
fixing what we got is even harder from the tone
answer me i know u fucking home
i just want you to see what i hide
im 12 feet tall from the thighs
pale blue skin no eyes
the flesh doesnt treat me right
crack skulls just to eat their minds
and i dont even like to fight
but she dont wanna hear it
damn

i was home alone in a jam
rain hits my face i remember who i am
jabarionthebeat you already know we going in
comets out my window touching down to scorch the land
i was in my zone going ham
she told me i changed she dont remember who i am
but i could feel the chakra in my hands
i just got some sewage on my pants

me n jabari tap in something sacred in the wind
that just cause we friends
ion expect you understand
underneath these lights inside club she hold my hand
lime mixed in my gin
baby i want that again
smoke floats up in the pitch black sky
my eyes roll back and i start to fly
blood falls out when i try to cry
at least im safe when im up so high

breaking the exosphere (jabarionthebeat)

PROD:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNfG-uTC7kf-5QnJckFVHog

@49bags
@49bags
@49bags

she glisten like a waterfall
chew me like im bubblegum
no she never wanted more
replace me with another one

i know she wanna geek wit me
i know she wanna ride
and bby im a shy kid
i aint gonna cry

yh she glisten like a waterfall
when she cry on me
and chew me like im bubblegum
when she high on me

i dont wanna trust her
but i got no option
i been on a blunder
bby calm the thunder

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vince