12 Nightbird - RB MIX 082221

@dltzk @kmoethekid 
happy new year i covered one of my fav songs of 2021

s/o ryan for winning the cover art contest

homeswitcher but like... pop punk

THE DEBUT ALBUM "EMPTY SPACES" OUT NOW!!!

This album is the culmination of about a year's work of writing and learning how to produce my own songs. I am so proud to put this into the world after spending so much of my time and effort on it, and I hope you enjoy! Thank you for listening.

Empty Spaces is about finding those gaps in your life - maybe things you feel you're personally lacking, questions you don't have answers to, and any uncomfortable uncertainties - and turning them into something positive, or at least acknowledging them. All these empty spaces are simply blank slates, opportunities for you to grow and create something extraoridinary. This album is a way for me to put that into the world, and I hope that it can mean something to you as it does for me.

Empty Spaces

Lost Myself

Shells fade like teeth decayed, you don’t smell of honey anymore
Just desperation of sedation, taste of afternoon storm 
You know I might be getting blind to all the ways you love me 
But I can’t wade through the depth of you if you don’t let me  



I don’t know what to do with my hands when you’re not here
Or my thoughts, stomach in knots, just can’t seem to get my point across 
Still I’ll hold on dear 

There’s no depth behind those sea blue eyes no 
And yet every blank word you speak I idolize so
And i know you’re secretly empty inside 
Still I’ll hold on, I’ll hold on, I’ll hold on  r 

Clouds form over our heads, decide to do nothing instead 
and laugh of how life just doesn’t make sense no
I could try to fix what we thought we had but babe we both know we don’t want that 
So I’ll buy us some time against wishing and likes    
If you just (hold one) 
Don’t want much, want much, want 
Nothing more than soft touch, hands clutched  
No grudge of my mistakes and your own way of    it’s all too late 
But what if I hold on dear 

There’s no depth behind those sea blue eyes no 
And yet every blank word you speak I idolize so
And i know you’re secretly empty inside oh
Still I’ll hold on, I’ll hold on, I’ll hold on    

And I’m afraid my hands are starting to blister up 
But pain is only temporary when your in (it comes to) love 
And I guess there really isn’t anything to say about trust 
Cuz i’ll hold on, hold on, hold on 

There’s no depth behind those sea blue eyes no 
And yet every blank word you speak I idolize so 
And I know you’re secretly empty inside oh 
Still I’ll hold on, hold on, hold on

idolize (demo)

Intro To Sunshine (demo)

Holding up the name 
Caught up in a hurry 
Tend to overlook 
The way your heading towards me
Lost my way to preach 
Throat always too shot 
Keep having to teach 
The way we’ve always lost 

It’s useless
Abusive 
They just always seemed to choose it
Solution 
Keep them blaming kids for rudeness 

White noses snort 
At the world in, acknowledge closer, 
Summon court 
Tend to take them, oh our savior, oh our savior 
Last resort 

Make our parents proud
Generations, called detainment 
Make em loud 
Make em ugly say you love me 
Say you love me

Quiet little voices 
Tell me it’s alright
Ignore all of your choices
Lock the doors at night

Forget all of the reasons 
To stand up for your name 
Take out one more treason 
Don’t let it die in vain 

It’s crazy 
To hate me 
They think blame your fate on safety 
It’s fostered 
It’s watered 
Eyes just can’t be bothered

White noses snort 
At the world in, acknowledge closer,  
Summon court 
Tend to take them, oh our savior, oh our savior
Last resort 

Make our parents proud 
Generations, called detainment 
Make em loud 
Make em ugly say you love me 
Say you love me 

But what about, oh what about my name 
And what about, my, what about my love 
Oh it’s all in, oh it’s all in vain
When the past can be so easily erased 

Cuz White noses snort…….

Misun

grey

Funny how I‘d always search for the stare 

became the only time I couldn’t seem to care 

and you were there/

Trudging through the mess

And Lovin every second of it/

Prechourus: And I thought

hardships really make a person 

If your deserving 

They’ll see you too 

It’s as simple as 

Close your eyes 

Simple servant 

It won’t come back to you 


 We’re all searching for significance 

And of course fear has held me back 

So what’s the difference 

Don’t mix your own doubt with bitterness 

Poor kid got too distracted 





And I really tried to get it 

to extract my disagreeable 

But even so, couldn’t feel less alone

so i figured this is all i can be and all you can be 

forget and move on forgot and you’re gone 


prechourus: And I thought

hardships really make a person 

If your deserving 

They’ll see you too 

It’s as simple as 

Close your eyes 

Simple servant 

It won’t come back to you 

: I hope you know it was far too easy to set your mind at ease 

I hope you realize others are not as nice as me 

They just hide behind your empty philosophy 

And forget how it means nothing 

No it meant nothing to me 

   
 We’re all searching for significance 

And of course fear has held me back 

So what’s the difference 

You say it’s my own privilege

The Difference

You ask me what I’ve done with my day 
I don’t want to admit i haven't left my room today 
I’m sorry but I think I’ve lost it 
The will to fight for a life so beautifully unfit 

And you, have you been well all alone 
I doubt you’ve missed me much now that you’re on your own 
And yet I wish sometimes you’d see me
And whisper softly that it’s alright to fight with reality 
(as i do) 
Just lay your head on my shoulder 
Your hands seem so much colder 
Then i remember them to be 
keep me dreaming and i’ll love it 
Give me quietl turn desperate
Make it anyone but me 

To be all alone 
Honestly my thoughts seem louder than before 
I thought i’d be okay by now 
But they grew vicious and twisted 
can’t listen much
suspicious
and then there’s no one left to hear me drown 

Just lay your head on my shoulder 
In your bed it’s warmer 
Then i remember it be 
keep me dreaming and i’ll love it 
Give me quiet and I’ll turn desperate
Make it anyone but me

to be all alone 
all alone

Lost Myself

Maggie Bishop

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