Lyrics:

Maybe you're not mine to keep
Maybe no ones ever loved me to the bones
But when you lay your eyes on me
I bet the buck against the odds on me

I'm sorry that I failed to tell you
Just how far I'd go to stay alone
And now I'm standing here in all your glory
Waiting on the day to set me free

Maybe you're, you're just like me
Maybe no one's ever loved you to the core
So let's go on the count of three
The first one to the door's the winner here

I'm sorry that I failed to tell you
Just how far I'd go to stay alone
And now I'm standing here in all your glory
Waiting on the day to set me free

Credits:
Written by Jesse Rudd-Schmidt and Teresa Sadras
Vocals: Jesse Rudd-Schmidt
Grand Piano and Backing Vocals: Teresa Sadras

Recorded and Produced by Steve Vertigan at Soggy Dog Studios.

Mastered by Ross Cockle at Sing Sing Studios

The Winner Here

Lyrics:

Walk on forever, walk into whatever nightlife you find
Walk on forever, in my mind
I wasn’t even looking, but you were just so damn easy to find
Walk on forever, in my mind
I found you in the sunshine, I found you in the sunshine baby
You were running away, I was finding my mind

Walk on forever, walk into whatever nightlife you find
Walk on forever, in my mind
I wasn’t even looking, but you were just so damn easy to find
Walk on forever, in my mind
Light conversations, light conversations baby
Light conversations, then goodbye

Credits:
Written by Jesse Rudd-Schmidt and Teresa Sadras
Guitar/Vocals: Jesse Rudd-Schmidt
Keyboard/Organ: Teresa Sadras

Recorded and Produced by Steve Vertigan at Soggy Dog Studios with the help of the following session musicians:

Drums: Peter Maslen
Bass Guitar: Jason Vorherr
Backing Vocals: Montana Sharp

Mastered by Ross Cockle at Sing Sing Studios

Sunshine (extended version)

Lyrics:

So here I am waiting for doubt again
My confidence shot through 

Tighten my throat so words can only drip
Afraid I’ll spill my heart on you

Don’t panic now because it’s time for goodbyes
But all the clumsy words I could say I think I’ve spoken once before
…I’ve spoken once before

My truth is my pain and my pain hides my love
But your embrace threatens to override them all
Please override them all

Credits:
Written by Jesse Rudd-Schmidt and Teresa Sadras
Guitar/Vocals: Jesse Rudd-Schmidt
Keyboard/Organ: Teresa Sadras

Recorded and Produced by Steve Vertigan at Soggy Dog Studios with the help of the following session musicians:

Viola: Kristin Rule
Drums: Peter Maslen
Bass Guitar: Jason Vorherr
Backing Vocals: Montana Sharp

Mastered by Ross Cockle at Sing Sing Studios

Waiting For Doubt

Lyrics:

Was there something more, you wanted to say?
My heart gets the point, when you hold the blade

Emotions form slow focus
Some things I’ve never noticed

And I crumple down, to see you stand straight
Does that make me weak? When my voice is strained  

Emotions form slow focus
Some things I’ve never noticed

Selectively I’m subdued, but maybe now seeing you
It’s time to accept the truth, as a little more than I can handle

Because it seems I was wrong 

Was there something more, you wanted to say?
My heart gets the point, when you hold the blade
And I crumple down, to see you stand straight
Does that make me weak? When my voice is strained  

Emotions form slow focus
Some things I’ve never noticed

Selectively I’m subdued, but maybe now seeing you
It’s time to accept the truth, as a little more than I can handle

Credits:
Written by Jesse Rudd-Schmidt and Teresa Sadras
Guitar/Vocals: Jesse Rudd-Schmidt
Keyboard/Organ: Teresa Sadras

Recorded and Produced by Steve Vertigan at Soggy Dog Studios with the help of the following session musicians:

Drums: Peter Maslen
Bass Guitar: Jason Vorherr
Backing Vocals: Montana Sharp

Mastered by Ross Cockle at Sing Sing Studios

Seems I Was Wrong

Lyrics:

So you’ve lost a little feeling? 
Tingling fingers, swiping souls across a screen blocking blue
And life has lost all meaning? 
Uninvited we’ve decided that we’re fighting with you
Your dreams have been deceiving?
Trust me I’m qualified to know just what you do
Little worries they’re your forte?
Built a fortress to encapsulate the way you do you!

Well you can’t just ask your mother
Ask your father, ask your brother and your sister too
…Issues with surviving?
Interventions are divine if someone saves you the truth
But you sit here getting blinded
Feeling fancy, fancy feeling like your life has fell through
Like a poet with no secrets
Yeah you’re free of time but time has nothing left for you!

Credits:
Written by Jesse Rudd-Schmidt and Teresa Sadras
Guitar/Vocals: Jesse Rudd-Schmidt
Keyboard/Synth: Teresa Sadras

Recorded and Produced by Steve Vertigan at Soggy Dog Studios with the help of the following session musicians:

Drums: Peter Maslen
Bass Guitar: Jason Vorherr
Backing Vocals: Montana Sharp

Mastered by Ross Cockle at Sing Sing Studios

Dutch Monks