Holy Fuck

Spirituality

Fragile

Self Portrait

Lyrics: 

Real lies that pick me up 
And take me to the grave 
And stain my dying heart 
That ripples and fades 
The real euphoria 
That one feels once a day 
But as it starts to hurt 
It withers away 
Real energy that don’t give up 
But still lets you down 
Because boredom exists 
And it fucks you around 
Real life ache and life break 
That’s so unforgiving 
Opens the cuts in my chin 
And lets itself in 

Real love 
Real scars 
Real pain 
Real hearts 
Real life 
Real death 
Real lies 
Nothing less 
Real songs 
On the floor 
Real words 
Nothing more 
Real voices 
Under duress 
Nothing more 
Nothing less 

Real blood that’s dripping out 
And onto the floor 
Though it never really heals 
We want nothing more 
Real years that take our souls 
And leave us in our cave 
Where we rot and fix the burn marks 
They made in our brains 
Real skin that falls apart 
With every wasted hour 
The chandelier is quaking 
As everyone looks down 
Real death as imminent 
As real life itself 
It traps us in mistakes 
And we’re never getting out 

Real lies that pick me up 
And take me to the grave 
And stain my dying heart 
That ripples and fades 
The real euphoria 
That one feels once a day 
But as it starts to hurt 
It withers away 

Real love 
Real scars 
Real pain 
Real hearts 
Real life 
Real death 
Real lies 
Nothing less 
Real songs 
On the floor 
Real words 
Nothing more 
Real voices 
Under duress 
Nothing more 
Nothing less

Real

Jupiter Lyrics: 
 
Drowning In bandages to stop the bleeding
Trapped in a small box smothered in heat
Face in a blanket to hide what you’re seeing
Eyes facing upwards, you’re begging and pleading
If I’m not the actor that I thought I was
If this mask is useless, just please take it off
It’s better flourish than to be one with waves
 
Nothing gets better
We only forget
We’re not there yet honey
We are still dead
Fragile and red
 
One time I tried to get out of the cage
I ran to the beach and I slept there for days
My brain was performing, repeating swan lake
And when I returned, I felt just as insane
It’s not the walls that are keeping me in 
And it’s not my body that’s getting so thin
But it’s just the thought of it that’s slowly letting them win
 
Nothing gets better
We only forget
We’re not there yet honey
We are still dead
Fragile and red
 
I lost my patience and you lost your mind
If only we only had some decent time 
Fragile and bright

Jupiter

Spring Lyrics:

Did you try
Did you try
To seize the tide
Bones long since twisted on the floor
Do you mind 
Do you mind
If I drop my tears
A fatal gloom in the waiting room
Before I state my fears 
 
Do you hide
In the climax of the spring
I have tried
But now I let myself in
 
Watch me as I forget
Watch me
Watch me, oh 
As I forget
Watch me
Watch me, oh 
As I forget
Watch me
Watch me, oh 
As I forget
Watch me
As I forget
 
Do you cry
Do you cry
Rivers in your shoulder
Although it falls off and on to mine
Do you lie
Do you lie
To get out of the cold air
I’ve seen it bleed stones
I wish I’d never gone near
 
Did you try
Did you try
To seize the tide
Bones long since twisted on the floor
Do you mind 
Do you mind
If I drop my tears
A fatal gloom in the waiting room
Before I state my fears 
 
Do you hide
In the climax of the spring
I have tried
But now I let myself in
 
Wash me as I forget
Wash me
Wash me, oh
As I forget 
Wash me
Wash me, oh
As I forget 
Wash me
Wash me, oh
As I forget 
Wash me

Spring

Cabin Fever Lyrics:
 
I have seen the texture of my blood 
I was choking on the wind in the cabin
I hit one last alarm 
As the veins in my arms began to shriek 
I have seen the colours of the dark
I have seen the dying thoughts of an old man
My fingers gripped the edge 
As the spiders laid their eggs in my mouth 
 
My head is filled with thoughts of a better time 
My love runs freely like fine wine
But I know these pretty sounds 
Can’t keep the crown very long
Nothing matters
 
I have seen the bright eyes of a dove
I have turned and warped my vision time and time again 
But good memories and such 
Can only work so much 
When you’re afraid 
 
I merely scratch the surface of my world 
And I get frozen lips in return 
I claw and bite at everything that moves 
Because I’ve lost myself 
I’ve lost myself
 
I have seen the texture of my blood 
I was choking on the wind in the cabin
I hit one last alarm 
As the veins in my arms began to shriek 
And all this pain means nothing to me

Cabin Fever

Happy Pills Lyrics:

They want me to feel well 
I keep falling to hell 
I just want to fall asleep 
I’ll never know to sleep 
I washed them down the sink 
Those gods of white and pink 
Replaced with hurting souls 
With broken lungs to mould 

We fight for nothing but love

Happy Pills
Happy Pills
Happy Pills
Happy Pills

Happy Pills
Happy Pills
Happy Pills
Happy Pills

Happy Pills (rework)

Lyrics:

There is love on my wrist
And it’s written on my fist
And it takes up the lost pages
That are so dearly missed
And there’s love in the tide
In all angles of my mind
It’s not something I can hide
Not something I’d like to fight
There is love in the room
It comes out in the afternoon
And it stares me in the face
Really hope it leaves soon

I am love
I am love
Don’t have much
But I have love
I am love
I am love
Don’t have much

There is love in my veins
And it heals every pain
But one day it’ll leave me
And I’ll soon forget my name
There is love where there’s you
And in every buried room
And it stares me in the face
Really hope it leaves soon
There is love on my wrist
And it’s written on my fist
And it takes up the lost pages
That are so dearly missed

I am love
I am love
Don’t have much
But I have love
I am love
I am love
Don’t have much
credits
released October 19, 2019
track credits:

recorded in: max's bedroom
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