Lyrics:

No one by my side
Guess we were so young
I don't even feel myself no more
Guess we were so wrong
Can you tell me does it…
Hey, yeah
Hell…

No one by my side
Guess we were so young
I don't even feel myself no more
Guess we were so wrong
Can you tell me does it still hurts?
Hey, yeah
Hell, damned
But now I realize I'm much too late
So I guess I wasted lots of my time
Can't believe you're not mine
I'm sorry darling, but I'm slow dying

No drowning, but I'm dying
Drowning, dying, falling, fallen
I'm a…
Fallen Angel
Hey, yeah, hey

Yeah, I'm a Fallen Angel
Never had a damn choice
But I'll prove to you
What I'm made of
I'll make it burn til the end
And I don't care what you say
I'll live forever through my vibes
Making things my own way
Hey, yeah

Cause no one's by my side
No one's by my side hey
No one by my side
No one by my side
No one by my...
No, no, no, no
No, no, no…

No one by my side
Guess we were so young
I don't even feel myself no more
Guess we were so wrong
Can you tell me does it still hurts?
Hey, yeah
Hell, damned
But now I realize I'm much too late
So I guess I wasted lots of my time
Can't believe you're not mine
I'm sorry darling, but I'm slow dying

Fallen Angel (prod. J Ghost)

OBSSESED WITH THE DEPRESSION THAT U LEFT ME WITH

Waiting For U (prod. JustanotherGhost)

I’M STILL WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO WON’T COME BACK.

Waiting For U (slowed + reverb)

LYRICS:

A feeling I can’t explain 
(A feeling I can’t explain) 
It would never go away
(It won’t go away)
Ever since u left 
Ain’t feeling like myself 
Trynna numb myself
(Painkillers on my shelf)
Voices in my head 
(They ask to kill myself) 
Cuz ever since u left 
Nothing’s been the same 

U don’t have any idea of how much I suffered 
Ever since I left that godamn summer 
Now I’m left here after more than a year
Asking to myself why did I have to disappear?
Everything has changed nowadays 
Lately nothing feels like the good old days 
I’m left with no cure for a pain I can’t contain 
Will this pain remain the same til my final days?

So I rather be dead now 
(Am I even dead now?)
Cuz I don’t feel like myself now 
(Not like myself, nah)
Is it cuz I got so old 
In a world so cold? 
Now I’m left with no home 
With no mind, heart & soul 
Left all alone 
By everyone I’ve known 
With a feeling I can’t explain 
With a feeling I can’t explain 
With a feeling I can’t explain 
Oh with a..

A feeling I can’t explain 
(A feeling I can’t explain) 
It would never go away
(It won’t go away)
Ever since u left 
Ain’t feeling like myself 
Trynna numb myself
(Painkillers on my shelf)
Voices in my head 
(They ask to kill myself) 
Cuz ever since u left 
Nothing’s been the same

The Broken Mind, Heart & Soul (prod. JustanotherGhost)

LYRICS:

In my dreams, I see u 
U see me, I see us 
I can’t live without u
Would u live without me? 

From another dream with u, yea, 
I woke up 
U saw the new me n i know that it’s fucked up 
But the way u looked into my eyes
Can’t deny the years I spent with u
Years thrown away in a drain 
To fade away, this won’t occur again
No more

In my dreams, i see u
U see me, I see us 
I miss u, i wonder if 
Would u forgive me? 

I know u’ll never forgive me, I’m a fuck up 
And it’s fucked up that I just woke up 
And once again I poured my emotions into another cup 
Lil nightmare, yea, I’m right here 
I’ve been trynna hide all the trauma from losing u
It’s been a couple years n it still hurts u won’t return 

In my dreams, i see u
U see me, I see us 
I can’t live without u
Would u live without me? 

Well I guess u did…

In My Dreams (prod. JustanotherGhost)

WELCOME TO THE MIND OF AN OVERTHINKER PAST MIDNIGHT. ARISE THE LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS. 

Life & Death is the second track from the Late Night Thoughts EP by J Ghost which questions certain topics in an existential way on an early $B inspired type beat. This is one of the first beats I ever produced back in 2022 along with all the ones featured in this second solo project. 

Life & Death (prod. J Ghost)

TRACK #5 FROM THE LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS EP. VISUALIZER IS UP IN MY YT. LINK IN BIO.


LYRICS:


Counting my minutes left before I’m gone 
Cuz no matter what I do it would never be enough
I’m fucking tired of fighting demons, so fucking done 
What’s the point on keep going if nowhere feels like home?
Cuz not getting anyone’s love makes me feel so lost
So done, so wrong, not myself no more 
Who’s this? It’s death calling for real the door 
You know the deal, can’t stay no more in this world
Memento mori, ain’t sorry
I’ll die anyways so don’t worry 
Keep moving on without me 
I’ll still be there in your memory
Cuz as a memory I’ll live for a whole eternity 
That’s when I realize that I was never lost
All this time that was my destiny 
Cuz written in the stars was the death of just another ghost 

Cuz this life is a mess 
I can’t help but auto sabotage myself 
Squeezing the trigger broken and rotten 
No hesitation this time, I’ll end it all one time 
I’ll end it all one time 
I’ll end it all one time 
I’ll end it all one time 
I’ll end it all one time

Memento Mori (prod. J Ghost)

Late Night Thoughts (prod. J Ghost)

LYRICS:

Regretting my life every night 
It feels like it’s getting harder everytime 
To try and seek for the brightside of everything 
Everyday getting tired and weak
It became so hard to even speak 
Yeah, I can barely speak I’ve been dragging this pain since last week
But don’t worry now I gotta keep faking my smile 
Even if my thoughts are breaking my mind 
You can clearly see that I’m wasting my time 
Every time that I overthink everything that makes me wanna die 
All those late night thoughts 
that won’t leave me alone and do nothing but haunt 
made me someone stronger than I was before 
So I don’t need you anymore 

Cuz you don’t know how you got me hurt 
Dead by dawn, I’ll squeeze the trigger of my gun 
While I’ll gaze at the rising sun 
Yeah, a bullet in my brain to numb all the pain away 
I said, a bullet in my brain to numb all the pain awa-a-a-a-ay

Dead By Dawn (prod. J Ghost)

LYRICS:

I’ll be dead, do u rlly think I give a fuck bout this life? 
Life ain’t fair, ever since then nothing felt the same 
Rotten soul, do u rlly think I wanna grow so old? 
Dying young, that’s the only answer to leave this world 

Please don’t mind me, I’m always here with an unclear destiny 
never eat, never sleep, what do u rlly expect from the kid?
Let me leave, can’t take this, I’m tired of this fucking shit 
Always wished for better days to come yet they never did 

Took too much shit, been struggling overthinking shit 
Bout when everything would come to a fucking ending 
Cuz I’ve been carrying all my traumas, been carrying all my problems 
Don’t call me the king of dramas if you know with what I’m dealing with 

I’ve been praying for eternal darkness Imma shoot the lead to find an end 
I’m sorry if I was to flawless 
Just let me shoot the lead to my head 
I’ve been praying for eternal darkness Imma shoot the lead to find an end 
I’m sorry if I was to flawless 
Just let me shoot the lead to my head 

Please don’t mind me, I’m always here with an unclear destiny 
never eat, never sleep, what do u rlly expect from the kid?
Let me leave, can’t take this, I’m tired of this fucking shit 
Always wished for better days to come yet they never did 

Took too much shit, been struggling overthinking shit 
Bout when everything would come to a fucking ending 
Cuz I’ve been carrying all my traumas, been carrying all my problems 
Don’t call me the king of dramas if you know with what I’m dealing with 

I’ve been praying for eternal darkness Imma shoot the lead to find an end 
I’m sorry if I was to flawless 
Just let me shoot the lead to my head 
I’ve been praying for eternal darkness Imma shoot the lead to find an end 
I’m sorry if I was to flawless 
Just let me shoot the lead to my head

Eternal Darkness (prod. J Ghost)

LYRICS:

“Hold on, please don’t go”
Wish I could’ve hear those words 
Before wanting to leave this world 
I pulled the trigger of the gun 
But it didn’t go thru my skull 
Where did the bullet go?
Is this a second chance to stay in this world?

Never get enough 
Guess I’m just pissed with this world 
And everyone I used to know 
Cuz I was left by them to die all alone 
Seems I gotta move on 
I don’t even wanna move on 
Let me aim again and then reload 
I’ll finish this shit once and for all 

But then I saw the rising sun 
So I decided to lower the gun 
Found myself with a little hope 
Realized there’s more to live in this world 
Gazing at a new dawn 
Why did I even think of dying young?
No reason to be gone so early 
Guess this pain is part of the journey 

“Hold on, please don’t go”
Wish I could’ve hear those words 
Before wanting to leave this world 
I pulled the trigger of the gun 
But it didn’t go thru my skull 
Where did the bullet go?
Is this a second chance to stay in this world?

Never get enough 
Guess I’m just pissed with this world 
And everyone I used to know 
Cuz I was left by them to die all alone 
Seems I gotta move on 
I don’t even wanna move on 
Let me aim again and then reload 
I’ll finish this shit once and for all 

But then I saw the rising sun 
So I decided to lower the gun 
Found myself with a little hope 
Realized there’s more to live in this world 
Gazing at a new dawn 
Why did I even think of dying young?
No reason to be gone so early 
Guess this pain is part of the journey

But then I saw the rising sun 
So I decided to lower the gun 
Found myself with a little hope 
Realized there’s more to live in this world 
Gazing at a new dawn 
Why did I even think of dying young?
No reason to be gone so early 
Guess this pain is part of the journey

JustanotherGhost

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