in my own collective thoughts hurting rn

featuring @luvwillow
produced by @imxofilo

@imxofilo
look me in the eyes and tell me everythings ok
tell me that u love me, idc if its all fake
cuz i be at my lowest, i cant handle all this pain
yea it will never ever ever ever feel the same
(x2)

@luvwillow
tell me that u love me
ur love is sweet like honey
girl i think its kinda funny when u try to touch me
ur so toxic im in love
my hearts flying like a dove
do you see that when i cry?
thats how i know ur all mine
cut ur name into my arms
do u wanna see my scars?
baby i'd do anything
cuz baby ur my everything
shoot me in the heart girl
u know that ur my world
in the backseat of your car
i think were goin' way too far
shoot me in the heart girl
u know that ur my world
in the backseat of your car
i think were goin' way too far
look me in the eyes and tell me everythings ok
tell me that u love me, even if its fake

@imxofilo
im so lost in the dark
there is no light
tell me that u love me idc if its a lie
cuz ur the only thing thats keeping me alive
and if ur not here with me, i think i might just die
i wanna disappear but idk what to do
i dont feel alive
the only thing i want is u
ur like a drug to me
i love u endlessly
i might be ending me
it might be recklessly
i feel like i have nobody to go to
everyday i come home crying here to u
darling dont leave me
hold me in ur arms
tell me ur here for me pls dont break my heart

even if it's fake +luvwillow (xofilo)

not it v1

in my head [prod. acey]

★never felt better, guess i'll see u never★

[artwork]
myself lol

[producers]
@benjithemachine
@recyclexbin

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/never-felt-better-prod-benji-the-machine-x-recyclebin-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
why you act so sad
guess you fucked up real bad
can't you see that

hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

verse:
they just wanna see me go and fall
a few times
guess they always did when i look back
in hindsight

never wanted anything
more than this
guess it goes to show
which friends are ur closest

if u hate on me
then ur a goofy sorry
you think i wouldnt
hear the shit u talk

ha hardly

why u such a lame bro
u should go outside tho
maybe touch some grass
but its up to you tho

bridge:
you both stay here
while i go up yeah
i dont fuck with goofys
get out of my life quick

while i cop some new clothes
i dont care what the price is

repeat hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

★streaming★

★never felt better★ (prod. benji the machine x recyclebin)

veezuh - manipulate me (bonxpf)

lieu - poison (flipdbycrimitis)

HPPD

SPOTIFY

HPPD +farella [andrey]

lyrics -
In the streets in the cold
and im out here selling
and i pulled up with a bladed weapon
i got drugs on me you can test it
i cant feel shit im the one who left it

you knew you aint shit and im parked in the street
Drugs on me and im popping off a pair of the lean
i cant feel my face the drugs be making me weak
in the party off the phrams and the weed
i got phrams
shawty feel my veins and im here sinking in rain
Pope these with my boyz and we do a line again
Drugged out off the phram
with my boyz and we off the xans
gettin money out like its thailand
hand in the place cigarette

out in the streetlight
i was serving to fiends night time
getting in the way of money it be red light
Keep it low key thats just fine
and you want to notice
pop the drugs and pop it slowly
i can feel this when its snowing
and im blacked out wonder where its going
miss a green light red just stop
i cant feel my face and my heart just stop
i was in the rain and getting new guap
 hate it when they play and just want to rob 
haters shoot me now 
dont put me maybe in doubt
in the night time when everyones out
and im wondering
pills in my drink
where did i sleep
where did i eat
drugs on to me
ahh ahh
in the streetlight

Streetlight (Prod Jack Frost)

party wit me ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა

started sniffing glue & i turned to a princess prod 444jet

buyinalldesebahgsnow prod moxi

GUITARS + VOCALS BY ALFRED MOROSE
DRUMS + PROD BY HEADS HANG HEAVY

two angels beside me 
im in hooker heaven 
prince of the trailer park
getting high off heroin 

pretty face with leather wings
my eyes are zipped shut and i can’t see a thing
yeah
mother of hell, give me all of your pain 
because i am a toy and dont deserve anything

im your bitch, do as you please
mold me into the man i was meant to be

fuck me up

ALFRED MOROSE X HEADS HANG HEAVY -- PRINCE OF THE TRAILER PARK

bandcamp: https://cosmikmusic.bandcamp.com/track/dont-feel-like-myself
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/17Op2hYFbIrtGPehB2891y?si=iwGK1LhJQwyeM3U-qbjrtg

bandcamp

dont feel like myself

☆spread your wings, just like a fairy!☆

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/adharmasatru

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/fairy-w-adha-prod-uglyzuccnitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
ever since i heard you lost your wings
but still did your best to not give up
to try to face him regardless
i wanted to hold u just like this 

i know how hard it must've been
im proud of you

hook: (scoobert)
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow

bridge:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

verse: (adha)
fairy wings on an angel
when im with the worlds less painful
i feel confident and i am able
to love myself could u make me so grateful

you build me up
and you changed my life
and i fell so hard
i didnt even have to try

years pass, tears fall
waiting for your call
but ur calling me
like every night

i wish that i could find
the words to say to you
although i tried
nothing comes closer than

i love you

repeat hook:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow
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happy new year ily <3

★spotify★

★fairy★ w/ adha (prod. uglyzucc)

https://soundcloud.com/litothedon https://soundcloud.com/1vessel

#Demeanor p. litothedon+4am

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not it v1

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