YAY I LOVE THIS SONG THIS REMIX IS SICK AS FUCK

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKU ILYSM!!!!!!! just wanted to address i credited my friend by their name eb but their producer name is “atropa.b” so PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF THAT!!!! i'm really proud of this song, i really like it :) i feel like this is my most "human" song, for lack of a better word,, like it feels more grounded and personal, which is a little odd considering i've made songs about so many of my different struggles,, something specific i like ab this song is the mention of meg ryan movies,, i think it just makes it feel more like,,,,,, real and grounded in reality,, also for once i made a girl sing ab boys but don't worry she's still bi i couldn't bring myself to make her fully straight,, also she's trans too just to gay it up a bit more ❤️ i think this song is one of my most obvious self-inserts, like  w a y  more than any of my other songs tbh,, i'm aware i'm being dramatic i turned sixteen like last week i'm not gonna meet the love of my life but y'know here we are,, i also tried something a little different w this song,, the genre is still very much pop but it's like,, softer?? a lot simpler than my other pop songs,, i also tried a new guitar technique which i think sounds pretty good :D it really doesn't work with the one overdriven guitar i use in a lot of my songs but that's fine tbh,, also  w o a h  i didn't use those two clap sounds that are in like the vast vast majority of my songs woaaahhhh,, but uhh yeah that's all i hope you enjoy the song bc i'm very very proud of it and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K48mr_ovhXQ
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1opFbYwey9_vt_s0wX7RtPbYa1lHQK3mAuNLtsrDH2k8/edit?usp=sharing

[VOCALOID Original] with love. feat. Hatsune Miku English

UGGUGUGUGGG OKAY ITS DONE THANK GOD,, this was technically due yesterday but i was given so much work this week it was most definitely impossible to get this done on time so thank god i got an extension till monday,, the song and video took longer to  make than i'd have liked, but i guess it was pretty ambitious to try and finish this entire video in two days,, but uhh i'm really proud of this song,, we had to make a presentation about our identities for this project and i decided to make every aspect of my identity visual and let the lyrics focus on my cultural and racial imposter syndrome which has been playing a really big part in my life right now,, here's a little breakdown of the aspects of my identity shown in the video: at the climax of the song, the dress i'm wearing is heavily influenced by mexican culture,, it's made up of all the colors of the non binary flag,, the sun on my cheek is the sun on the flag of the philippines and the patch over my eye is the lgbt flag,, on my shoulders are more specific flags (the mlm flag and gendervoid flag) of the identities i identify with,, and lastly on in my hair is an asian giant hornet (my favorite insect) because i want to be an entomologist :) i have no specific tie to sewing,, i just thought of the idea of a quilt being made up of different parts of someone's identity and decided to go with that,, but uhh yeah enjoy the song and if i don't get a good grade i'm gonna go ballistic because this took so much longer than i would've liked ❤️
VIDEO: https://youtu.be/fKLbtp3AfCQ
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1H3BxeOFEI9LBxpSk3zGquI5elG26dc5Z-fXjLOthcJg/edit?usp=sharing

[VOCALOID Original] A Chimera's Quilt feat. Maika

PLEASE TURN ON CAPTIONS TO SEE THE LYRICS IN THE VIDEO!! i wanted to get this video out by halloween so i didn't have time to put the lyrics in the video itself :( anyways this song is also a few months old, so it may not be as up to date when it comes to like mixing and tuning and stuff as my other songs,, i finished this song in july but i was just procrastinating and procrastinating when it came to the music video so i never got around to finishing it,, this was just the base video (without the lyrics put in and without flashes and fades), so i'm sorry if it seems a bit bland,, the character in the song is named cain bc i can't name oc's for the life of me and if it wasn't already obnoxiously obvious they're a self-insert for my racial imposter syndrome,, they're a half-demon, half-angel who was born and raised on earth (which is an allegory for me being half-mexican, half-filipino, and being raised in the us),, uhhhhhhh i'm tired and i don't know what else i wanna write so uhh enjoy the song and i'm sorry for the poorly done vid :)
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CqhBDNKU4eg
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1PEZmPBXXMooLmRQSOKs15npksM2bkFVYMEFEbIiw16o/edit?usp=share_link

[VOCALOID Original] Half-Enough feat. DEX

MERRY CHRISTMAS (to all who celebrate)!!! i started writing a song ab the movie x bc i wanted to start a tradition of making a song ab a horror movie every christmas since last year i did carrie, but i was having trouble writing out so here's a song that i've been sitting on for a few months,, i'm still really proud of it even though it's been a little while,, i've come to a conclusion that the song will have two official interpretations (and i'm open to more!!): the original, intended story of the song is that it's about a girl who wants to lose her virginity because she thinks she's missing out, but realizes that what she really wants is a relationship,, the other official interpretation of the song is a girl who's tired of having meaningless sex and wants a real relationship,, the girl's name is "missy bisexual" bc i couldn't think of a last name for her so,,,,,,, yeah everyone say hello to ms missy bisexual,, i realized that i don't think i've ever heard an english vocaloid song about salacious topics so it's a little fun to be the first (i highly doubt i'm the actual first but y'know,,),, anyways here's the last song of the year, happy holidays and enjoy the song :)
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iDJ_xmWjYEc
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1OKl5HfMG1GA61jzTWv2BO4UVC5XFFOTKmss3kJYe0eM/edit?usp=share_link

[VOCALOID Original] Les Couvertures feat. Megpoid GUMI English

this is possibly the most emotionally vulnerable song i will ever make so uhhhhhhhh take it in ig,, things have been a little rough for me and my friends lately so i made a song with them in mind,, i was gonna release it on valentine's day bc 1, i didn't have a romantic love song to release day of and 2, i think we should promote platonic love on valentine's day for all the bitter singles out there,, i had a lot of fun making this song, although it was a little frustrating at first bc it's not a genre i'm entirely used to,, i also had a lot of fun tuning solaria (first original w her btw!!),, i love working in synthv it's literally such good quality AND immensely user-friendly,, UGH i love solaria,, but uhhhh yeah i guess that's all i've got to say so please enjoy the song, and to all my friends, thank you so much for being with me :)
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEYerpx3c94
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/11tNh79DZS4RmUKWtQPIiPKZSd3qzOxd8dH-_mUKTAdY/edit?usp=share_link

[SynthV Original] When We Say Good Morning Again feat. Solaria

AA ocd!! my group's final project is about a doctor who wrote of different paradigms and how the world views neurodiversity,, i decided to make a song about my experience with ocd and the misconceptions and the lack of understanding from others that comes with it,, we were supposed to have multiple people make an art piece so my friend eli made this totally kickin drawing for their part,, uhhhhhhh yeah that's about it, enjoy the song and let's hope we get an a :)
VIDEO: https://youtu.be/m0R_HZUeTTU
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1LSXv1sWTgFwVf5FqUt69Jd3c0KcOmrtWPNjp0khkdt8/edit?usp=share_link

[VOCALOID Original] Pathology feat. v4 flower

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OXFORD!!!!!! i remember meeting you in eighth grade,, scott and i approached you during pe and right off the bat i just kinda knew you were someone special,, you're the best friend i could've ever asked for,, you truly are my other half and i'm so insanely happy to have you in my life,, happy 18th, baby blue :)
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eo4OdXzu2tA
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1SY-mY8I1qaYxnLnI6Bj7PHTNAv8Tnf6P8Bt2OC60Jpk/edit?usp=drive_link

[VOCALOID Original] Baby Blue feat. DEX

[SynthV Original] Baby Blue (Solaria Ver.) feat. Solaria

The Oddity and Her Friend feat. v4 flower & Kagamine Rin
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[VOCALOID Original] The Oddity And Her Friend feat. v4 flower & Kagamine Rin

i listened to the original again last week and found that this song still really resonates with me,, the meaning for me has changed drastically due to very personal reasons that i won't get into, but the core of the song still remains the same,, i didn't like the first verse so i decided to rewrite it, as well as add some instruments and revamp the tuning and i can absolutely say that i am 10x prouder of this song than i already was,, so yeah, that's all, still working on my album but i used this to try to get over some writer's block so i hope you enjoy it :)
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdNKKXdm92s
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1OKl5HfMG1GA61jzTWv2BO4UVC5XFFOTKmss3kJYe0eM/edit?usp=drive_link

[VOCALOID Original] The Oddity And Her Friend feat. v4 flower & Kagamine Rin

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