Looks are so deceiving that 
I even thought I was fine 
But baby boy just because teenage girls cant say no doesn’t mean it’s alright


I picked you with my finger tips
Now I’m waiting to be acknowledged  
Such a pretty image of you 
I cant wait to dislike you 
Somewhere really boring I’m waiting for 12pm, noon 


OH, your're those 'weirdos'
Without better things 
I'll describe you as crumble
A half eaten cake

Painted 'mad woman'
I raised your stakes
Painted 'bad woman'
I create

'im afraid i have to say'


I’m quite close to being your type 
The kind that makes you wild and bite me
A bluff so beautiful and bright 
Like those explanations you would give me 
‘Pretty girls like you shouldn’t have provoked me.’


OH, youre' those 'weirdos'
Without better things 
I'll describe you as crumble
A half eaten cake

Painted 'mad woman'
I raised your stakes
Painted 'bad woman'
I create

-a song inspired by internet dating men

crumble

*light bright but sad*

Cold 
My lips froze  
It was that time 
I learnt I was not good enough 

*more speech, light*

Cry
My eyes dried 
Kissed my frost bite
Told them I was not good enough

*cry out loud*

So how can I 
Make you sense my frown 
I just want to be laughing  
Like that September night

*slight smile lighter*

Ill Try not to cry 
At least not for tonight
You locked your bedroom windows
On a hot December night 

Choke
My hands rose 
Just for a dime 
You knew I was not well enough 

*happy dancing and genuine wonder*

It was summer for you but I was Melting in snow
My photographs of you replayed in slow mo
The groceries I bought they sit in your house 
I wonder if you ever thought of that

That Game you bought me its kept in a drawer
The Batteries out and I noticed that
February’s the month I tried again
And you laughed at that 


So how can I 
Make you sense my frown 
I just want to be laughing  
Like that September night

Ill try not to cry 
At least not for tonight
You locked your bedroom windows
On a hot December night

Cold
My lips froze


-a song to describe the story ending of bedroom window (part 1)

cold cry choke (bedroom window part two)

fucking hate me

draw me a castle

I don’t make sense
This sound don’t make sense
But I don’t fucking care 
Poems are poems 

This song is a sentence 
I’m dancing in my room
You can join me if you want to 
I’m glad you’re confused 

I used to laugh cause I had you
Dancing in my room 
I miss your voice and now that’s 
All I could ever do
Lost all my senses 
I bought everything broken 
This is a poem 
Called dancing with a human a

This sounds like a joke 
How can silence be spoke
Want to follow me home ?
Boy you’re so fucking broke

Riddles and lies 
I’ll cry with a vibe 
You’re desperate and high
I like apple pies

And I don’t want to hear about your thoughts or feelings 
Cause I can never live the way you were taught to do things
You can smell my hair and figure out what perfume I’m using
Lets all find out what im using, im using you

I don’t make sense
This sound don’t make sense
But I don’t fucking care 
Poems are poems 

This song is a sentence 
I’m dancing in my room
You can join me if you want to 
I’m hope you’re fucking confused

poems are poems

Last night I dreamt of us
We were holding hands in our minds
No one else saw us

Turned off the ceiling lights
My walls are colored 3 different brights
And you understood why

The night we
Talked like
There was
No one else
But
It was
Because

Ill never get bored of you
Cause I know you’re a dreamer
And I can’t help but feel like
Ill never get bored of this
Boy I’m a daydreamer
And you’re my bedroom window
 
The way those cartoon action figures makes you smile
You’re the one I never thought id fucking find
And there’s 8 thousand versions of me to know
Wait did you tell me that you liked me on the phone?

Ill never get bored of you
Cause you’re my (bedroom window)
Ill never get bored of this
Ill never get bored of you
Boy you’re my (bedroom window)
Ill never get bored of this 

You notice when I’m sad 
And you always think that you never can
Make me feel alright

You’re the one who walked me home
But you’d call me after and say
’Hey are you home?’



for/about  Khoo Shen En

bedroom window

Oh you’re a joke
But no ones laughing 
That’s really really fucking up setting 
Boy you’re a joke 
Why aren’t I laughing 
I guess Im really really upset 

Play with my hair, no tangle it up
Whisper to them tell them I fucked it up
Candy cane cigarettes, vanilla tinted bribes
Guess you’re ahead, planning out your after life

I want my candy ring back
Pink skittles I want 3 packs
Sugar you make me feel fat
My sneakers always turns black 
I should have never bought them
Be here till I learn how to laugh 

Oh you’re a joke
But I’m not laughing 
You’re really really fucking up setting 
Boy you’re a joke 
Why aren’t I laughing 
I guess Im really really upset 

I once said that someday you would become someone 
A person that I would see when I woke up 

Oh what a joke
I started laughing 
That’s really really fucking up setting 
Boy you’re a joke 
Why aren’t I laughing 
I guess Im really really upset

i guess i'm really upset

hungry girl

apologize by one republic (cover)

wish you were here by avril lavigne (cover)

NOVEMBER

He was good but that’s before met you
I don’t want to be rude, 
But you got better tattoos
And the way you talk to me, 
You’re captivating
Passed out it’s not my house’ 6 am
Your cigarette smells its staining her hair
Laughing I’m not sober, sipping toxic, its 3 am


They say I’m young and dumb and I don’t know what’s love
Just blinded by lust, all vanity just,
‘I’m bored, let’s call.’ boy I’m trying’ not to fallback
In love with your indecisiveness
 
I’m scared of the world
I’m scared of the world
I’m scared of your world


I’m not a weapon I can’t hurt
Next year’s calendar I marked November
Bars or no bars, guards up no guards
My obsessions got much more power
If we had pictures i’d duplicate them
I just hope you don’t mind my madness
Sinner, lover, or be a brother
Just don’t make me your ‘one of the others‘


Id take a life for you
Kill whom you choose
Which shade of blue?

 
Passion for a killer, what’s the price for me
That face, that body, ride or die with me 
Brood fears, hidden tears it’s a written comity
The end
It’s am, missed calls you’re consumed again 
10 shots across, fuck formalities 
Without religion I guess heaven and hell is just a script
 

I’m scared of the world
I’m scared of the world
I’m scared of your world

I’m scared of the world
When bright lights disappear
Oh, hold on to my fears
Remind me that you’re here


They say, 'stop being a whore.'
But do I control who I want?                        
If you were me, 
you would’ve done the 
same
And everybody’s crying now
They miss the way you chased them 
down
It’s a love hate kind of fame


Oh woah, mhh woahh
Oh woah, mhh woahh


I’m not a weapon I can’t hurt
Next year’s calendar I marked November
Bars or no bars, guards up no guards
My obsessions got much more power
If we had pictures id duplicate them
I just hope you don’t mind my madness
Sinner, lover, or be a brother
others
 

I'd take a life for you
Kill whom you choose
Which shade of blue?



-getting to know Tony

November

He said he’d give me the world
Told me ‘baby take over.’
Wearing a custom made gown
Sitting high up with a crown

He promised me a world
That would never let me down
But fuck I almost drowned 
Gave me a plastic crown

We can sit back watching all the scenes
The ones where it starred you and me 
Take one. End scene
Act one: Yeah, we were so in love
Act two: I’d always cry, and I would always pretend to leave

So
Give me the world, oo
Give me your world
Give me the world
Give me your fucking world
Oh

Ain’t it lovely that,
You became my muse, oh
But it’s tricky when 
You call it abuse
Oh 

So
Give me the world, mh
Give me your world
Give me the world
Give me your fucking world


'I don't really know.. what the fuck to feel... and in the end we can all say. I treated you the same.'

plastic crown

DARLING GOT A BUNCH OF STRANGE LURES 
WHOM ADORES MY SCRIPTED LEISURE
BLINDS UP, DAYLIGHT DECORATE MY WALLS

DARLING DRANK FROM BUBBLE BOTTLES 
PALETTE WASHED BY THORNS OF PETALS
CREAM CLOUDS, LAY WITH ME ON THE FLOOR


BEING EVERY CORNER
SHIMMER, PLASTIC, TRASH
LIVING EVERY CORNER 
SHIMMER, PLASTIC, TRASH


TO KNOW WHERE GHOSTS GO
YOU KNOW WHERE MEN HIDES
DANCE WITH FUNKY FOLKS, OH
FIND OUT HOW GIRLS CLIMB, CLIMB

BEING EVERY CORNER
SHIMMER, PLASTIC, TRASH
LIVING EVERY CORNER 
SHIMMER, PLASTIC, TRASH

DARLING GOT A BUNCH OF STRANGE LURES 
WHOM ADORES MY SCRIPTED LEISURE
DARLING DRANK FROM BUBBLE BOTTLES 
PALETTE WASHED BY THORNS OF PETALS

shimmer plastic trash

5 months of your time (wynn on the keys)

You said they’re happy feet

Its so wrong 
To feel the things I do
You are strong
You listen to my bullshit

You’re in love with my songs
I know that shits crazy
This songs about me
My feelings for ‘somebody’

You didn’t have to dance with me
To figure in my arms you’ll bleed
I danced with you you said they’re happy feet
You didn’t have to dance with me
To figure in my arms you’ll bleed
I danced with you you said they’re happy feet

I saw you talking to god 
Starting to think it’s his fault 
‘Stupid fucking bitches they let me fall’

Confused you stayed home till they
Fell in love now you’re shamed 
‘Stupid fucking bitches never stay’  

You’re in love with my songs
I know that shits crazy
This songs about me
My feelings for ‘somebody’

You didn’t have to dance with me
To figure in my arms you’ll bleed
I danced with you you said they’re happy feet
You didn’t have to dance with me
To figure in my arms you’ll bleed
I danced with you you swore they’re happy feet

To S.Sivadas

ericachan1.0

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