Ethel Cain

a version of powerline valley ethel never released due to file corruption, leading to the, uh, interesting,  audio quality that i think gives it a sort of raw, lo-fi charm.

i personally just find it so fascinating to see where this song came from to how it ended up,  i hope u do as well  <3

Ethel Cain ✝ Powerline Valley (unreleased corrupted version)

A House In Nebraska (Original Demo)

Unreleased

Ethel Cain - Golden Age OG Demo

ethel cain - strangers (demo)

𖤐 God Complex || ethel cain 𖤐

Little Triste x White Silas - Nightmares

Little Triste x White Silas - The Wake

Mourning After

whiteout - little triste, white silas(ethel cain)

ethel cain - celestia

doe hunting (demo) – ethel cain

Mother matron of the morning time
Ebb and flow as the sun will rise
Colossal gods run the expanses
Pulling you in with their dark black tide

I am not as small as I believe I am
I am god to your mother
I am mother of man
Command your ancestors
Hold their heads in my hand
I won’t swim in your ocean
Colossus
I can’t

Tell me you love me
And light me on fire
Fuck me to death
On my funeral pyre
I’ll become your rock
I can’t feel your love
Is this the abyss
That your god speaks of

I am not as small as I think I am
I am god to your mother
I am mother of man
Command your ancestors
Through no slight of hand
I won’t swim in your ocean
Colossus
I can’t

You are not as small as you think you are
You throw yourself into my waters
But you won’t go far
I am not the one you wanted
But I’m all you have
I’m your only saving grace
In this colossal black

Lose your conscience
Your purity
Give up your body
Give it to me
Lose your religion
Lose your soul
Give me your life
Give me it whole

I can't swim this anymore
I can give you nothing more

I am not as small as I think I am
I am god to your mother
I am mother of man
Command your ancestors
Hold their heads in my hand
I won’t swim in your ocean
Colossus
I can’t

You are not as small as you think you are
You throw yourself into my waters
But you won’t go far
I am not the one you wanted
But I’m all you have
I’m your only saving grace
In this colossal black

colossus - ethel cain

got this from 

https://youtu.be/1dcM3DyJBA4?si=1edDaFfs1mP3GIF4 

#ethelcain

powerline valley - Ethel Cain demo high quality

This is an older one, either white silas era or early ethel era

Ethel Cain - Varnish

hospital beds ii - ethel cain unreleased

lyrics:

Boy im feeling you harder than i’m feeling this heartache
Whatcha say you and i dip
Grab the glass of bacardi and we’re outta this party
In the back of your black whip
Getting naked in the living room
We can’t even make it upstairs, but we don’t care
Dirty dancing on the staircase
Lose our clothes in the throes, we’ll just burn em in the fireplace

Baby i’m gonna be honest with you right now
We’re drinking fire from the bottle, let it black us out
I’ma be your brazen maiden, boy, i’ll burn you down
With you all on my body

I can show you heaven
You’ll be eaten up by eden in this bed, then
I’ll take all your fears away
You won’t wanna leave
And we can be everything
I’ll be all you need
Give you the best and the worst of me
And you, i think you always knew
What you would wanna do
If i allow you to

Come and show me ‘stead of talking all this big shit
You’re so about it, i’ll believe it when i see it
I’ll sit still and watch you wind it, boy, connect the hit
And just ruin my body
Boy you got me, you not gonna leave til you break me down
You won this round
Boy i got you, i’m not gonna stop til you take me out
Come and take me down

Ethel Cain

Nevaeh