i (still) don't know what to do

cupid!

Driving half drunk by 8 just to see your face 
I don’t mind staying awake just don’t make me chase 

So don’t you tell me you love me
Tell me you want me
Just stay away 

Cause there’s nothing more that I really hate than when you say 
We’re friends x2 

I know you don’t even mean half the things you say 

You could yell out no one else but you don’t care 

And I know our love is dead 
And I know you don’t expect 
To ever be in love with me
So leave me alone 

Don’t tell me you love me
Don’t tell me you want me 
Just say away 

Cause there’s nothing more that I really hate 
Than when you say we’re friends

FWB(Slowed and reverb)

HUGE thank you to max @maxsdemos for the absolutely INCREDIBLE production of this song, shy and halloween!!! i couldn’t have done all of this without you!!!🥹❤️❤️❤️

strawberry chapstick

Fushia sped up

U might know me through the internet
First name last name will be the first you forgot          

You can see me 
Think you know the feel of me    
read me
Oh I bet u do bet u do
On a scale of one to ten
Am I fuckable for you?

You can see me 
You consume me

internet iii.

Juno

so last year i announced my first real lp, which ultimately got incorrigibly stuck in development hell; rather than let the material rot in perpetuity, im leaking this collection of demos, roughly corresponding to the final idea i had in mind for the record albeit unpolished, unfinished, unmastered, yada yada. some tracks intended for the project ive either saved in order to flesh them out to the bitter end (as future releases and whatnot), some tracks ive already released as singles and were thus disqualified from this collection (dayshift, death in drag, get back baby, etc). all I ask is u go easy on these and listen to them for the ideas they are; if ur looking for some highly polished commercial product, ur in the wrong place bud!!!

this leak is not just for all those folk on Soundcloud who have begged me to actually release some of my hidden demos, but also for those peeps who worked hard with me on this vision; I think this leak is mostly for them as they’ve seen their labor gone unnoticed for all this time

enjoy :')

breakfast of champs

this was just a random track i made last year in my music production class wit my buddy michael glider.  we fucking destroyed that project.

i need to get going

all music is written and recorded by me :^)

"long coats"/"death wish"/"i wanna be in ur playlist"/"changed"/"stairs - demo" are on spotify/apple music/tidal/etc!

internet iii.

mid march

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