my power went out and i had nothing else to do lol

(lyrics)

i don't wanna go
i don't wanna wait
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna wait
i don't wanna go

see it in my face, girl, i don't wanna know
wishing on my faith now, i don't wanna go
getting so impatient, world is spinning slow
i can't change this, thought that it would blow

i don't wanna go
x4

love ✌️

a song i made on my 3ds

i know everything there is about you

guts demo

(PROD.LMG)
LYRICS:
i just want to stop the noise in my brain
i just want to stop but i just  gon change 
everything i want just goes away 
thought that i was done then i went to see you 
broken flowers in my hand really want to meet u 
its forever where i stand 
but you dont even want to 
so much progress but its bland 
cus i really like you 
and for on i will love 
all your words n stupid stuff 
i dont think i had enough 
your breaking all my trust
you cant decide but u will go  
rip on my flesh and show all my bones
 im juts overthinking the steps im taking in life 
if ur gonna go somehwere else then im pulling a knife 
could you just hold me again

thenoiseinmymindisyourvoice…(outro)

Cedars Way

my most favorite dominic fike song, hope i did it some justice here lol

i've learned to feel like the king of everything after losing you 5 years ago. motherfucker still feels like yesterday, but what these past 5 years have been for me. been through alot. achieved the somewhat unexpected by getting a bachelors and masters degree, alongside working with smokeasac. also had some pretty turbulent, god awful anxious years such as the entirety of 2024. some turbulent relationships failing to be mended such as with my dad and most of my friendships if any, as well as turbulent moments with my 3 panic attacks sending me into shock within the same hour from doing cocaine from 10am to 10pm on my 22nd birthday probably standing as the biggest. and yet, some of your last words to me were pleading to remind myself that i was so young, begging for me to continue living life, and that i shouldn't have been checking up on you as much as i did during the turbulent terminal times you were going through. however, nevertheless all i know is how your soul, wisdom and guidance seldom failed in keeping my sanity intact throughout all of my turbulence; reminding me of what pure good exists out there in the world, and that only i hinder myself from reaching it and letting it seep into my own life. 

and so for your role of unabashedly being the most compassionate and reassuring guardian angel i could have ever possibly asked for, i only ask of you to fly so high, rest so eternally easy, and to be so sure of the fact that we will meet face-to-face once again some day and that until then, i will make you feel so inexplicably proud of me and my life decisions from this day forward jess. we all still miss you and your silly, young and soul-crushingly loving soul. the void you've left has since left an evident crushing and piercing void of an imprint onto this world -- but still, we all carry on for you. happy 5th. <3

king of everything

come back

All the things i say in my head
Im too fucked up to feel regrets
And i dont think i could change my ways
I swear ur all i got these days
When my common sense is running to me
Girl like wont u give it to me
All the things youve been withholding 
Put the pitchforks in my stomach
I swear me and u arent different 
People talk but they dont listen
Fuck the schemes i wish youd been there
Just to torment meeee

torment(prod.sickboi)

Song Cover FF5 Ancient Library Piano at once 20250824-11

original song written and sung by Nathan Della Rovere Goldsmith Freeman 

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I play the Guitar for my mum. Thankyou for giving me something to live for.

Cedars Way

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