lyrics

Stop, stop, run and hide, there's nothing left for me here
Caught up in a landslide, made up of all of my fears
Get a load of "hope" get a load of what they tell me I can do
"But I can't" the words that slowly, silently consume
I could try but I think I refuse

You- you should take away that pride, oh (your eyes)
Forsake your mind, oh (void them of light)
Give in to the victims cries

Tell me- tell me everythings okay
Take- take- take- take all this pain away
Tell me you love me, that what I am is healthy
That it's the only thing that makes me worthy
Give up your ignorant complaints
Here your selfishness has no place
Tell me that I'm perfect, that you wanna be this
Know, you're gonna be this 'cause this disease is viral

Hold on to this cage, this pain, let me live inside my lies, you've no right
To try to take it away, this pain it defines my tragic life, and it's like
Everythings better this way, this pain so I sigh in my delight and i'll cry for 
Nothing but your dishonesty, so keep your "cure" away from me

One look into my weak eyes
And they're enticed by it's deceitful ease
See me in the limelight
And get caught up in this contagious disease
Get a load of those who talk but they don't know what its like
It's so much easier to suffer than to survive
Suck up your selfish desires, so uninspired how you
Only think for yourself why don't you give in to self-doubt

I have a feeling but you know what they say
Out of sight out of mind out of mind out of the way
So let me wallow away inside my self-pity display
Though my brain screams for change i know its far too late
Ah isn't it nice the thrill i get from all my cries
Oh, ah isn't it nice the sound of painful, bitter lies
I know I'm losing time but I refuse to fight
'cause i'm just fine

So take away that pride, oh (your eyes)
Forsake your mind, oh (void them of light)
Give in to the victims cries

Tell me- tell me everythings okay
Take- take- take- take all this pain away
Tell me you love me, that what I am is healthy
That it's the only thing that makes me worthy
Give up your ignorant complaints
Here your selfishness has no place
Tell me that I'm perfect, that you wanna be this
Know, you're gonna be this 'cause this disease is viral

Take your pride, forsake your mind
Run and hide from your lies

Tell me- tell me everythings okay
Take- take- take- take all this pain away
Tell me you love me, that what I am is healthy
That it's the only thing that makes me worthy
Give up your ignorant complaints
Here your happiness has no place
I know I'm not perfect, but we’ll never be that
So don't try to change because this feature's viral

VIRAL Ft. Meika Hime | Vocaloid Original

Inspired by a kundiman song called Ako'y Iniwan Mo

"The song is about a woman who is left behind by her lover for another woman
and halfway through the song there is a spokenword section where its a letter 
by the unfaithful dude and it's like telling the listener to feel bad for the guy 
and probably forgive him. i find it weird why a song would want us to empathize/sympathize 
with a cheater and i've come to the conclusion its probably due to the composer's
roman catholic values, forgiveness and all, the thought irritated me a bit so i've
decided to make a tagalog song where the opposite happens and have a bloody ending"

Verse 1

You told me I'm the only one you'll love
but it's the opposite that I feel.
Still my heart continues
To believe in our promises.

Pre-Chorus

Oh god how did it come to this
Is it my fault?
It's like i'm being resented
I pray for my sanity's sake
That I would not be met with disappointment

Chorus

I just want to ask, who is it that you really want?
Though I pray that there is no one else.
I just want to ask, even if I already know the answer.
Stop the doubt.
I trust that I'm the only one you love.

Verse 2

The oncoming outburst of emotion is halted
By this bloomimg purple on my face
Given by you when I once made a mistake
To ask that I be your one and only 

Pre-Chorus

Under the moon I witnessed everything, and...
The reason of your frequent escapades
No matter, my beloved, you're forgiven
You don't need to explain anymore
I still love you so

Chorus

I just want to ask, who is it that you really want?
Though I pray that there is no one else.
I just want to ask who this coquette is. (I JUST WANT TO ASK WHO DIS BITCH IS)
Stop the doubt.
You murdered the trust that I fostered.

Bridge

A Nipa hut and because it's small
Those gathered there can barely fit
A Body, a Head, The Mother's Arm, there is no more place for The Brother
Look at the perverse witch
She's not worthy of you
While I'm here languishing every day
I won't wait for heaven's judgement

Breakdown

Remember you promised me
It's the two of us
Who will be together until the end

Chorus

I just want to ask if this is love
If you're not mine no one else can have you
Blood that made your heart beat,
That loved me before
Now it's splashed all over the Ceiling, Walls and Floor

Your heart that you promised me
I deservedly took back
In my hands it will beat forevermore

Ang Cariñosa

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Lower One's Eyes (English Cover)【Trickle】「ロウワー / nulut」

I posted this since the full song came out today in YT because the full song’s not in SoundCloud yet so this is up in the meantime. Ghost, please message me if you want this taken down ASAP. Thank You!

https://youtu.be/EKOSQGKn5Cw

Solaria / Aura by GHOST

Enigma ⧸⧸ Kevin (synth V Original) - tart

MV: https://youtu.be/nrsr_-QXCv4

|| LYRICS ||
it's 4 AM on a school night
100 calorie life
Making sure the set ups just right, just right

Burning every bridge that I grace
Making sure that I feel pain
Getting in a bitter headspace

At this pace I'm ready to go
I know your craving for a brand new low
I'm ready to go
To halt my growth and put on a show


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


No, we must go back
Go back to 'my' roots if you could call it that
Go back to the hurdles that I've already passed
Reliving them over and over
And when there is closure
We gotta go bolder

I'm ready to go
Because I know my woes are a product to be consumed
Now you're running low
I know you want something new


But what else can I do?
Oh, what else can I do?


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


Better off recovering than recovered
Better off hurting than to have hurt
Better off in the dark than in the light
Better off near death than be alright

Bleed out for audience approval
Tragic, but perfectly on schedule
You think by now that we would have learned
Behind every piece of art is a human to be heard


But I'm still better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
Rejecting change to keep you there


Because I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when I'm running out of time
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
The mourning of one still alive

I oversimplify the tears I cry
While you tear them down line by line

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me- 
Only ever like me when I wanna die

Better Off Worse (ft. フラワ)

Please use other streaming services if you are able to, soundcloud doesn't pay its artists :')

Dizzy Paranoia Girl ft. Kasane Teto

original here: https://youtu.be/01xG-Ggx6EE?si=FbgQo9lBNKyYuFSP

HIDE/SEEK - tart ft. kasane teto (synthv)

for once you all are evenly matched w/ the youtube upload time

mixed on ipod earphones god bless
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♫ ♪ Lyrics ♪ ♫
http://bit.ly/2ntTqWP

Feel free to use as always, based on Hazuki no Yume's translation.

Hate It! Hate It! Huge Ego english ver.【Oktavia】 キライ・キライ・ジガヒダイ！

Early in the morning, before the sun could rise,
Keeping to myself almost felt like a disguise,
I couldn't be the one to tell you what was off that day,
Opening my mouth is The Most Dangerous Game

Once upon a time, I never knew fear like this,
I can't remember how it happened, or why it did,
Developing an obsession to open closed doors,
Gave me a compulsive need to find out even more,

And off we go to play telephone, 
Sharing what we know
But how long can we keep playing
Until the game
Undermines the status quo

It's all 
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I have a feeling I'm not alone (Not Alone)
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Don't believe anything you see, or hear
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I can't be the only one who knows (The only...)
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!


If we could go back, back then
When it was easier
They say ignorance is bliss

Why did I pick up the phone?
When it was easier
I should've stayed oblivious 


Falling down the rabbit hole and running out of time,
Hoping noone notices my thoughts are out of line,
I know they know we know that something isn't right,
After this my life eclipsed: fear day and night,

A call to action, call for passion, 
call for something more, for war
"If you're not with us, you're against us"
But I don't like the odds, the score 
Call me complicit, Give me a minute,
Let me decide, it's my own life,
I'm not about to pretend 
these people are close to being my friends


Can I do it? (I can run)
I could do it (I could run)
Should I do it? (I should run)
I should do it (I should run)

And so I ran,
As fast as I could,
Through the ocean of trees,
Through the sting of the breeze,

And so I ran,
I ran for my life,
And I ran for a dream,
For whatever that means,


Every thought is sabotage,
What a fool I am 
To keep playing and playing
Game after game, 
No-! Losing game after losing game


It's all
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!


It's all 
Propaganda! Prop-Propaganda!
I have a feeling I'm not alone (Not Alone)
It's Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Don't believe anything you see, or hear it's
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I can't be the only one who knows
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!

Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!

Propaganda! (ft. Hatsune Miku)

Original Cover: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8daZtdrFmBY
Original Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1pSSrmdEtw

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Enigma ⧸⧸ Kevin (synth V Original) - tart

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