Those That I Despise

Those that I Despise

PerFect BullShit

PerFecT BullShit

Just Leave Me Alone

Just Leave Me Alone  (collab with AudioBake)

In high school, I discovered Bauhaus, Love & Rockets, and Tones on Tail…
The Album Pop is amazing. I collected all the crazy colored-vinyl 12” records.
Of all their songs, from goofy to darkly magnanimous, I love this one the best. So many cool elements – the bleeps, the low droning synths, the backwards stuff, the bassline, the reverse-reverb vocals… they all add up to a seriously epic masterpiece…
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She said, Time to crush this feeling
Writing very long letters as soon as it rains
Ooh the rain

To dance the night away
He watches topless pin-up faces
A million different jackpots
With a thousand different gazes
Ooh the rain

But it’s time to crush this feeling
As soon as it rains
Ooh the rain

But it’s time to crush this feeling
As soon as it rains
Ooh the rain . . .


Tones On Tail - Rain

Olttaoff – “Usual Error”
A post-rock piece that drifts between calm introspection and quiet unrest.
Delicate layers of guitars repeat like fragments of memory, while restrained rhythms trace the patterns of thought we can’t quite escape.
The title “Usual Error” reflects the small, recurring mistakes we make—the familiar loops of human nature that shape our days.
Rather than seeking resolution, Olttaoff embraces ambiguity itself, turning uncertainty into sound.

Usual Error

Galactic Empire

AI





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I think too much
I know its true
I think about death
And what it means
For me and you
I know the stories
I know them well
I know the possibilities
We may end up in Hell
That may not mean
Much to you
But it really does to me
So here is the opportunity
For you to see
What I see

I know about the demons
Monsters made to kill
I've seen them in the movies
And art when I sought thrills
Yeah, that shits disturbing
But I don't really get the chils
Because if I have to deal
With them for eternity
Eventually,  I'll get used to them
Im pretty sure I will
Then they wont really bother me
Just another fucking pest
I see these mother fuckers
In people like you and all the rest
So, fuck these fucking demons
They can kiss my ass
If thats eternal damnation
The suffering won't last

And eternally burning
Would really fucking suck
If you're just engulfed in fire
You're just shit out of luck
There's nothing you can do
But absorb the brutal pain
Maybe cook down to an ash
Then start all over again
Eventually
It seems to me
Another example of monotony
Shit I deal with already
In that situation
They'd have to strip from me
Every thought in my head
Every memory
Because the routine
Of endless suffering
I've already had to endure
If I can still look inward
Then I might have a cure
I might have an escape
From the prison they put me in
If I can stir up a thought
And let the process begin
And if I do this for eternity
Eventually hell won't bother me

If in hell I meet others
Those who share my fate
Is there a potential to party
Will they wonder why I'm late?
Will we swap stories and jokes
Of the horrible lives we had
Will others be shocked
When they find out I'm not bad?
Will others wonder
What is wrong with me
Will my hell then become
Eternal mockery
This, yes, this would bother me
But its just another
Example of life
That I know very well and see

No

No

If you must know

What truly terrifies me

If what I think of sometimes

Too deeply

And I really hope

This doesn't happen to me

And I don't really like others very well

But I hope no one experiences

My Vision of hell

Imagine the blackest pit of space
Reserved just for you
Sit or stand
There's no chair
Nothing to see
Nothing to do
No one
To ever talk to
Just you

Eternal loneliness
No one cares about you
Anymore
Ever again

And you know
You'll never see another light
And the temperatures so cold
Endless blackest night
Eternal starvation
Eternal isolation
Memories of hope
Only way you'll cope
Eternal and final separation
Freeze in your empty damnation

That scares the shit
Out of me
I pray
That's never
My reality

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