JUNE  from SUMMER A Symphonic Poem

"Seeker's Frustration" is an ambient electronic track inspired by a vivid dream, capturing the frustration of an endless quest and elusive desires. This personal piece reflects inner conflicts and themes from Carl Jung's theories, such as the clash between desires and practicality. Initially hesitant to share, I released it to see how it resonates with others. Explore the surreal depths of this dream

The Seeker's Frustration

Written - Fat Pockets
Bass, keys - Fat Pockets
Vocals - Fat Pockets
Last verse - Lou Brindell

Mixed and mastered by Fat Pockets.
This is a Mega Royal production. Don't sleep!!!

El Ugly feat. Lou Brindell

xonwdim

Feeding off the energy that I create inside 
Bleeding out the synergy of speaking with my pride
Leave no doubt within the bout of sentiment goodbyes 
You will find in your due time you’re reeling from your lies

Come on stronger 
Come on stronger 
Wait no longer
Come on stronger
You will wander 
You will wander
Left to take control
Left to take control 

Guided lightly 
To make the right read 
Shook up on your fate 
Find you might be 
The type to fight greed 
Wear it on your face 
You are the source 
You are the feeling
You are the course 
You are the healing 

You got fancy aspirations 
To ascend to upper deck 
Crying to your friends cuz I didn’t make supper yet 
Everything you pour on me is gasoline on fire
I will make my disappearance your one last soul desire 
Speak in tongues and riddles 
Try to fiddle with my mind 
Little pricks and princesses 
Too pretentious to hide 
Open eyes or be denied the emptiness of whys 
Answers left to be unanswered no one wonders why

Every time I wanna see you
I just close my eyes and cry 
And it brings me back to the place in time 
When you made me lose my mind 
It was another kind of misery
That takes me and brings my soul to hateful screams
The slope gets slippery 
And can break your spirit and shatter fateful dreams 
You think everything’s a joke 
Til the jokes on you
Wishing that you wouldnt have spoke 
Instead you spoke to soon 
You spoke too soon

You spoke too soon

multi track / piano + breathcontroller improvisation

Light

remix of: https://soundcloud.com/user-260441121/zone-cruiser-directing-demons
... his mix of AI material, mangled into something new and own ...; delivered as open collab.
I added some robot sounds, a warm pad and an EWI wahwah trumpet, improvisation in one go
to bring in the human touch, kind of "man against machine" vibe :-)

Zone Cruiser / Directing_Demons // joerxworx_remix

Freaky Freaks Freaking

This song is  a story of someone who’s stuck between existence and nonexistence. almost like a ghost of their former self. It’s about identity erosion, being forgotten, and becoming a statue rather than a living person.
Music is created with suno AI.

Freaky Freaks Freaking

MrDjBigHouse