Many thanks to Sabila and Mist for their excellent creative interpretation.

Be sure to check out Humanfobia's BC page for many more great dark sounds...

https://humanfobia-official.bandcamp.com/

L'Oiseau De Chadarnook (Humanfobia remix)

Created from samples of unreleased tracks by the artist .EXErcist.  Thanks to this artist for letting me use them...

You can check out more of .EXErcist's music, at these sites:

https://www.youtube.com/@dotEXErcist
https://soundcloud.com/exercist-524272168
https://dotexercist.bandcamp.com/

Interloper (Remix of Sounds from .EXErcist, by PMC)

Portal 1

bored today - done a thing 
it had me dancing 
but coudnt sing ....so instrumental it is -hope you dance too

loopy

Nightmare Begins

This track I made 20 years ago using Reason 3.5 . I was working in a factory and one of the company directors was named Martin . His right hand man was a South African guy . I recorded my own voice and also impersonated said South African guy . This file was originally a wma file that I've converted to MP3 .  A good friend of mine " Mr Hooverweight " convinced me to share it 

Galactic Gondola

This song was created and written by: 
J J Samuel
The production, music and vocals were done by: 
J J Samuel 

#Glam/Art pop #Rock #Cello #Introspective #Vulnerability #Dreamy #Theatrical #AnxietyAwareness #MentalHealth 

 “Misunderstood” – my new track,

🌑💔 Feel the raw vulnerability as this story unfolds…
A journey of someone battling severe anxiety 😰🖤 – their daily fight to break free from its suffocating grip.
Fear spirals until they can’t leave the house, trapped in a bottomless black hole 🕳️.
They ache to step out, to show the world what they’ve GOT 🔥✨ – but judgment and overthinking every stare hold them back.
🎧

The coverart 🖼️ is meant to look like “David Bowie”  This song is dedicated to him, I tried to recreate his vocals using AI, he is national treasure and legend. I wasn’t his biggest fan but that doesn’t mean he wasn’t a great artist.  He was baritone singer able to register in the vocal range of B1 to Eb6, he was able to hit high falsetto’s using Tenor agility. He had a Very rare and unique singing style. 🎤 🎶 


Lyrics, 

[Verse 1]
I’m a humble man
with simple intentions,
I’m not perfect
And I find it Hard to fit in! 

[verse2]

Ooh, I’ll shake the sleep dust from my eyes
As a starlit dreamer, I’ll pierce the skies
Shouting my words — I’ll break free!
Let the real me shine for all to..see!

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, this modern circus —  
Blinding me!  
My mind’s lost —  
Can’t catch the astral tide!

[Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[Verse 3]
They’re staring again, with eyes like eager vultures
They think I’m strange, an embered pulse in a lonesome post
No, no, no, it’s not as it seems!

[verse4]

Ooh, I retreat to my home,  
Away from their harm and circus schemes.  
I won’t walk through oil-covered fields,  
Alone in my sorrow, where fear feeds,  
Swallowed by a black hole’s cosmic scream!

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, this modern circus —  
Blinding me!  
My mind’s lost —  
Can’t catch the astral tide!

[Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight, [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[Bridge]

Anxiety — let me go!  
I’ll break your hold!  
Dancing to the comet’s call —  
Astral flame, set free!

[ Final Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight, [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[End]

MISUNDERSTOOD

Sorry, I'm on an AI kick

Well,
I've seen enough
No longer can deny
Though I've tried
And tried and tried
But this world, too many ways
It makes me want to cry
Has made me want to die
By suicide
But somehow

I survived

Somehow
Something changed in me
Blessed or cursed
With clarity
And now I see things
That I cant unsee
I understand
Much too clearly

I can sit
And examine you
See all your filthy ways
See right through you
Your most disturbing thoughts
I know them before you do
Because everyone I've ever met
Has the same problem as you
And
Unfortunately

Also in me

I always tried to understand
But never really could
How i can be
The epitome
Of everything thats good
I wanted to be
A shining star
But then it became quite clear
That my constant longing
Was just to prove that I was here
Something to show someone
That I did exist
I wanted to be someone
Someone who would be missed
Then I realized
Something I believe
That the purity of goodness
Is impossible for me
To achieve

I think you know what I mean
And I think you do it too
You think you live a moral life
But there's something rotten
Inside of you

This isn’t a condemnation
Not me who will judge your fate
But dont ever lie to yourself
And say you've never tasted hate
There's something inside of us
That we can't control
Its part of our survival
And it tarnished our souls

But I can attest
There is a way
To eliminate
The hate
What finally worked for me
Was finding truth through faith
Very difficult,  but very easy
Once I opened up
Sincerely

Since
Life has been much much
Easier
For me

The Drift

MrDjBigHouse

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