Give me Blue

intro:
the tears on your cheeks and tender fingers
from clawing, punching, sifting through the sands of time
you don't have to say anything,i know how to use a gauze.
whenever your tears run dry, i'd give you mine since i don't use them anyway

verse 1:

then tell me why 
i should be scared
when this is all that i've ever known and cared
then tell me why
i should be scared
so that we'd fall together and you don't have to despair

Chorus:

tell me something
only I will know
tell me something
say you won't let go
give me shelter
give me blue

verse 2:

I've played a thousand faces 
all to appease the kind of strangeness that
permeates a normal life
so tell me your darkest secrets
cause I'm sure as hell I'll love the things you keep and that you hide

Repeat Chorus

Give Me Blue

Devil's advocate

verse 1:
won't you let me have the first say?
can't decide if servitude's my thing
and I'll be serious when I want to
Until then you just have to wait and-  


pre chorus 	

keep your mouth shut
eyes wide open
never again, 
never again.

hands clenched on the
shiv made of broken hopes and dreams
I was thinking of playing the role of

Chorus:

Devil's advocate
Devil's advocate
made up of broken hopes and dreams
of the people we cannot see

Devil's advocate
Devil's advocate
I'm gonna be your fucking nightmare
for all the times you made my brothers bleed

Post Chorus:

Won't you sing along?
sing along to my brother's song?

verse 2:

tell me something
something i can hold on to
something as sweet as your promises
something to stave the dark away and-

Devil's Advocate

it's sweater season and i still don't know just where the fuck i am
still got no tension but at least there's a few who knows where i have been
Balthazar's gold is sparkling from where i am standing from
and knowing that i'm just at least 21 years  old
gives hope that i won't fuck it up in 30 cause i plan to be a decent person with 30 grand in my savings

chorus:

But life's too short to think about the fuckenings of the fucking things that causes me fucking problems and its fucking
me over and over and over fucking again and again and again cause fuck this shit and fuck me up i don't give a fuck, fuck what's up

Idk what to call this song tbh

verse 1:
say what you want, i'll probably be just sitting round here
tell me what you need, a full commitment's not really on my list 
i'm ready to get over now~   
and i feel like my head's above the clouds, 

Pre-Chorus:

There's a thousand other ways that this can go
And there's just one thing that the mirror shows


chorus: 

Cause i'm looking at the mirror and i see two faces, one's a blonde man drinking vodka as a chaser and the other gets a little too excited over the little stuff, 
he's got pretty pink eyes and he's very nicer than your ex who says that he really loved ya for who you are, darling don't start. 

Tag:
keep runnin', keep, keep on runnin' now.
keep runnin', keep, keep on runnin' now.
I don't want to see you stoppin'


verse 2:
it started two years ago, i've seen death's shadow, it crawled into my spine, and it haunts me every night.   

Pre-Chorus:

Chorus:


Bridge:  

(repeat chorus)
(guitar solo)
(chorus reprise)

Above The Clouds (final)

Verse 1/2 
Sunlight in my fingertips
(Luz do sol na ponta dos meus dedos)
Your skin so soft just like the morning mist.
(Sua pele tão macia como a névoa da manhã.) 
Oh it pains me to be so far
(Oh me dói estar tão longe)
Dear I'd wish you on a shooting star
(Querida, eu te desejo em uma bestrela cadente)  

Pre-Chorus:

Always remember x3
(Sempre se lembre)

Chorus:
I miss you like the ocean waves hug the night sky
(Eu sinto sua falta como as ondas do mar abraçam o 
céu noturno)
I miss you like the Sun in the fields of corn and wheat
(Eu sinto sua falta como o sol nos campos de 
milho e trigo)

Adios Payasos

Amihan

Verse 1:

Well would you look at this.

Aren't you going out today?

We usually start our mornings with a greeting, saying "Good Morning and "Hello"

But today feels a little bit different, I see now that you are all alone so I made this song just to remind you that you should take it easy.

I know life is full of battles but I think you should take this day-off now.

chorus:

You say hello
I say goodnight

Clutching on my elbow
Wishing you would sleep tight

I say hello
You say goodnight

Throwing smoke down my windpipe.

You say hello
I say goodnight

Clutching on my elbow
Wishing you would sleep tight

I say hello
You say goodnight

Wishing that you're alright

Cool Beans

Intro:

Where do Angels go?
Do they sleep?
Do they fall from grace?
Tell me I should know
If it's time
to cross my fade, Go!

Verse 1:

Silence 

is a golden virtue
for knowing when to break it
tends to change out people's hearts 
just follow what I tell you
let's go back up to the start
You say what's on your mind
and then you lie about the part 
where you say

God has plans for you 
Even though your wings are beaten black and blue
I could care more or less about your tune

Pre-Chorus:
So tell me all your lies,
And gouge both my eyes

Chorus:

Where do Angels go?
Do they sleep? 
Do they fall from grace?
Tell me I should know
If it's time
to cross my fade, Go!

Where do Angels go?
When they die?
Why they fall from grace?
Tell me I should know
If it's time 
to cross my fade.

Verse 2:

Are you satisfied?
Even though I can't see with both of my eyes
As I am abandoned

Where Do Angels Go?

Blue (Soliloquy)

Verse 1: 
I've come to tell all the stories inside my 
chest all the love that I put to rest, 
all the names I've lost to death

I must confess, all this bareness I'd never jest, 
though a chuckle would escape my breath and for a while, 
I'd think I'm mad.

Pre-Chorus:

There was a time when kindness ruled my heart and actions 
but now there's only fear and a haunting compassion 
to wield whatever's left inside my heart of lime.

Chorus: 

I've sung a thousand songs but no one knows the sound of my misery. 
won't you hear the howl of a thousand dying stars?
and drown in the sorrows of possibility?

Verse 2:
I've come to seek, all the hearts that aren't meek all those who stand in the way
of a hounding despair.

for what is a heart of courage but of innocence or righteousness? of passion; to burn, to build, resist, but never to asunder.	 	     

Repeat Pre and Chorus

Bridge:

Won't you hear the howl? x8  

Blue (Soliloquy)

down the rabbit hole 2025

The dance of a thousand suns

Verse 1:

Reaching out to days asunder 
love that defines legends of yore   
maybe don't rescind this order of another's 
escape and another's retort. 
(hyping myself up in the middle of the verse)
Seasons change but time keeps pace 
hide the feelings but it does not erase 
We'll go over and over again and again and we 
seek the winds hovering, hoping that we begin  

pre-chorus: 

Give love to those around you 
and take upon the love that is passed back 
for when the song begins.

The dance of a thousand suns (WIP)

Black Lung

Verse: 

Black Lung, A thousand sighs, and yet you're stuck, Black Lung 
It's getting harder to breathe, with every second we seethe and the 
corpses of rotting men lie wake in your dreams    

Pre-Chorus1/2: 

you're never (are you) reaching to heaven  
for every time that you decided
since that everything that's ever been
has always been determined to 
become a part of a whole damn cycle

So promise that you'll look at it afar and never question
all the times that you have fought and when you've bled for
and the scars and all the bullets that you took and all the swords 
inside in your heart and you can take...

Chorus:   

A breath of fresh air, oh my dear, you can take a breath of fresh air. 2x

Verse 2:
Black Lung, You've come so far, oh Black Lung, Won't you start?  
You're breathin' in breathin' out breathin' everywhere all about, 
are you alive or merely just existing?

Repeat Chorus

One of the draft songs I've had sitting on the grove and i never know wether to put it in or not :// 


Black Lung

Verse 1:
I'm so tired of overthinking I've lost sight of who I am.
And I can't get angry even though I wish I can.
I've grown my thorns to have a gentle touch to those who are in need.
Cause if there's no one holding back the line then I don't know the worth of me.

Chorus:
Cause I'm the flower boy, hey how are you doing? I can't seem to know where to place myself.
Cause I'm the flower boy, won't you sit and warm your hands on mine?
Let's smell the flowers, boy, everything is broken but I convince myself that there's hope.

Instrumental:

Verse 2:
Stop, I just wanna breathe.

Is there somebody who wants to save somebody who wants to save everybody?
Why don't you know what you want? Why don't you know what you need? Is there somebody who can hear me?  
Hear my voice through broken pleas, I've burned the garden for ashen peace
well, don't you know, well, don't you know that perfection's just an end to a mean?

But who's to say what's right?

Chorus:

Cause I'm the flower boy, hey how are you doing? I can't seem to know where to place myself.
Cause I'm the flower boy, won't you sit and warm your hands on mine?
Let's smell the flowers, boy, everything is broken but I convince myself that there's hope.


Bridge: 
Is there somebody who wants to save somebody who wants to save everybody?


Last Chorus sung with bridge:
Cause I'm the flower boy, hey how are you doing? I can't seem to know where to place myself.
Cause I'm the flower boy, won't you sit and warm your hands on mine?
Let's smell the flowers, boy, everything is broken but I convince myself that there's hope.
Cause I'm the flower boy, won't you save somebody who wants to save the world for it's all we know

labyu neeks

Flower Boy 2024

Sa may bulwagan ay
(In the giant hall)
mayroong naghihintay
(something awaits
limang daang mga paa
(500 feet)
tatlong mga braso
(three arms)
isang tenga
(one ear)

Sa may Bulwagan (In the large hall) (WIP)

Verse 1:

Em (panning)
born in the ring tide, 
fog-saught sufferin
cursed as a nuisance 
child of the painted 

Man of destruction
self immolation
Death in his eyes and 
her mother's only child praying

wishes to laymen, healer of the sick and
struck by the man's hour hand, the facetious- 

Caught out by each other's sighs
They vow,
They bow,
They vow,
Know how, 
to remember, oh 


Chorus:
vulpes, vulpes, stick around your wool-kin, 
whirlwind demon, she who always loses.
cursed to the bones, and you're never coming home 
Put your life into song so if all goes wrong
you won't be forgotten
it  won't give in 
you won't be forgotten.

vulpes, vulpes, Come and sing your blue hymn
Heart of the grove and you won't stop beating
Sing of the songs of the dead and the living 
mother of the cackling fox by the brook end
say all your words now 
say all its meaning like a howl


Foxtrot

The dance of a thousand suns

Verse 1:

Reaching out to days asunder 
love that defines legends of yore   
maybe don't rescind this order of another's 
escape and another's retort. 

Seasons change but time keeps pace 
hide the feelings but it does not erase 
We'll go over and over again and again and we 
seek the winds hovering, hoping that we begin  

pre-chorus: 

Give love to those around you 
and take upon the love that is passed back 
for when the song begins

Chorus:

Heroes aren't born, they're made of 
mediocre, mediocre, honest feelings, say what you mean and 
sway and stomp your feet my ante


Don't just stand and breathe your air, you can walk right off, end your despair 
and somber feelings, change with meaning, grasp your rifles, break the ceilin

The Dance of a Thousand Suns

Harpy Hare cover

Chorus:
Harpy Hare, where have you buried all your children?
Tell me, so I say
Harpy Hare, where have you buried all your children?
Tell me, so I say

Verse 1:
All the arrows that you've stolen
Split in half, now bum and broken
Like your heart that was so eager to be hid
You can't keep them all caged
They will fight and run away
Mother, tell me, so I say (la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la)

Repeat Chorus

Verse 2:
Forest walls and starry ceilings
Barren curtains that you're weaving
Like the stories that you keep inside your head
She can't keep them all safe
They will die and be afraid
Mother, tell me, so I say (mother, tell me, so I say)

Harpy Hare, where have you buried all your children?
Tell me, so I say
Harpy Hare, where have you buried all your children?
Tell me, so I say
Harpy Hare, where have you buried all your children?
Tell me, so I say
Harpy Hare, where have you buried all your children?
Tell me, so I say! (Tell me, so I say!)

James Bridge:

And so the story they say
I'll die alone inside my cage,  
bones be what's left of my remains
and just so tell me, so I say.

My songs remembered in my grace.
You are remembered in my name.

Harpy Hare [Yaelokre] Cover by Jameson Kilroy

143 Cover

Lyrics 

Verse 1:

Em (panning)
born in the ring tide, 
fog-saught sufferin
cursed as a nuisance 
child of the painted 

Man of destruction
self immolation
Death in his eyes and 
her mother's only child praying

wishes to laymen, healer of the sick and
struck by the man's hour hand, the facetious- 

Caught out by each other's sighs
They vow,
They bow,
They vow,
Know how, 
to remember, oh 


Chorus:
vulpes, vulpes, stick around your wool-kin, 
whirlwind demon, she who always loses.
cursed to the bones, and you're never coming home 
Put your life into song so if all goes wrong
you won't be forgotten
it  won't give in 
you won't be forgotten.

vulpes, vulpes, Come and sing your blue hymn
Heart of the grove and you won't stop beating
Sing of the songs of the dead and the living 
mother of the cackling fox by the brook end
say all your words now 
say all its meaning like a howl

Foxtrot draft 2

A little song I wrote for Yaelokre's birthday

The Grove in Your Heart

Verse 1:
A broken mask, in a broken town.
They say Heavy's the head that wears the crown. 	
And I mean it to say; it's not same-
Disillusioned, I see you! you won't get the best of me.  
I kept falling down and down and down, but your fields just called to me
It's a funny feeling when you're not expecting to be sharing same sincerity
When the hounds come howlin' and there's blood around and the words came out 
under yore teeth
For whatever it's worth; I'm proud of your work, you can leave all the rest 
of the underground to me.

Break
(oo ee oo)

Verse cont.: 
voices reaching out to me
reminds me of one certainty
The lies of the crown, burn it all to the ground, start anew clean the slate
when it all could be saved, 
for it's madness to say, that the world is just filled with the pain 
that remains that nothing's 
worth fighting for, what we could change- an everlasting...
 
Pre-Chorus:
I said
Despair is who I am.
The Howl of the moon.
I'm never gonna sing.
Another Tune.
 
Chorus:
I'm your shadow, I am heart.
I will follow unscripted parts.
When chests are hollow, heed my words,
With stubborn tomorrows, remember The Grove in your Heart. 

Verse 2 (flow verse):
Ugh! Daloy! Daloy! Daloy!
(Ugh! Flow! Flow! Flow!)

wag niyong kalampagin
(don't rattle)
pagka't ako'y laseng
(for I am drunk)
kunwari walang Nakita, walang nasabi, walang daing.
(pretend to not see anything, say nothing, no groaning) 
kapit sa patalim ng mahubog ng lubos ang aking paningin
(holding onto the blade until my vision develops)
Kahit walang bira, wala pang angas, wala pang daloy ang aking mga letra.
(even if i got no shot, not cool, and still no flow to my letters.) 
napatunayan ko na't di ko na ipapakita
(I've already proven it and I don't wanna show it.)
bahala ka na kung ika'y maniniwala. 
(up to you if you believe it.)
Kung ang iyong basehan ay ang anyo ng itsura
(if you make your basis about the form of the looks)
wag mong aasahan ang sangga ng aking escolta
(Don't expect the support of my escort) 
tablado na kasi ang uri mong wala namang dating
(your dorky kind has already been barred.)
at kung iyong tutuusin
(If you think about it)
ang flow state ko'y ganun pa rin, masagana ang tumiwalag 
(my flow state's still the same, bountiful are those who are dismissed) 
sa mga buhay na pumapalag, walang laban kung may kalasag
(for those who fight back, no fights if you got shields)
kung may banto edi pumalag  
(If you have some saved then fight back.) 

kung kabutihang iyong taglay, araw-araw na ibibigay, walang pasabit, walang sablay, walang pasakit na kasabay, 
walang palit na hinihintay, purong kabutihan ang gumagabay, mga gahaman sa taas ang 'yong kalabang siyang tunay!
(If the kindness you posses gets shared everyday, no hitches, no misses, no pain coming along, no exchange expected,
pre kindness guiding, the greedy up top are your true enemy.)

Ares:
Pero kung papalag, wag kang papalag ng magisa!   	 
(and if you're gonna fight back, don't fight back alone!) 
Flow: hahahaha	 Epal!
 
Chorus 2: 
I'm the shadow of your heart. 
I am with you from the start.
I am made of broken parts. 
But I will follow whatever's inside of the-

I'm the shadow of your heart. 
I am with you from the start.
I am shadow, I am heart.
and I will follow what's ever inside of my...


The Grove in Your Heart

Alakdan! [Demo]

Down The Rabbit Hole (Grove Birthday Draft 1 )

Art: https://picrew.me/image_maker/391245

ok so this is just me tryna get more comfier with ableton more aoksjsafojaf 

Lyrics: 
Verse 1: 
Now she was just a showpiece until she wasn't anymore
Conflicted by the messages she hasn't heard before
Observe with the eyes of god above, then go forth and reign hell my love. 

Chorus:
Eleanor Paige, now that's the name of the woman that tore my heart to shreads
Eleanor Paige, I love you baby from the start until I'm dead (in pieces!) 

*breakdown* 

Verse 2: 

Absolute madness is all she can manage

"the system is held by incompetent fucks!"

"unshackle your chains and take to the streets!"

"they may hold your world but they can't take your peace!" 

that's what she said.

Jameson Kilroy

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