Great fuckign song but what does l4l&a mean

Wakin up disappointed that I opened my eyes❤️‍🩹

🌎 this the first song I've heard from you

Sits fire keep it up banging this shit daily g

kinda cold in here.

made this during a heavy storm. Constantly having memories of the past. And this melody flowed into my head. So i decided to turn it into a song. I hope yall enjoy it!! Working on getting on Spotify:))

rain storm

11:23PM(feat.comehelpglo)

BornFromÄTerribleStorm(ft.comehelpglo)

L4L&A

rotten rose and a coked stuffed nose (by comehelpglo)

god im sad as shit

dreams of who i once was (feat. shlumpy)

“I'm Depressed” sits in the space between overthinking and emotion - sharp-minded, heavy-hearted, and brutally honest. Nathaniel Christopher turns reflection into rhythm, letting intelligence and pain coexist in every bar. The beat feels distant but deliberate, wrapping his words in quiet intensity. It’s a confession, a realization, and a reminder that even when it hurts, the mind never stops moving.

I'm Depressed

BluesClues

Every time they hope I fall,
I pop out louder, I want it all.
They talk smoke, I’m breathing proof,
Built my palace from the booth.

No love in the climb, just static,
Cut ties, made peace with the manic.
Fake smiles in the clouds, I’m numb,
They pray I slip, I don’t play that dumb.
Yeah, I’m too slick for the breakdown,
Too loud for a letdown.
Every loss turned to game tape,
Now the hate my pregame faith.

Pressure make the crown fit tight,
I don’t rest, I rewrite.
They want cracks, they want collapse,
I want plaques, I want stats.

No sleep in the Cloud Palace,
Where I don’t fall, I balance.
Where the fake love feel lavish,
And the silence turn savage.
They want peace, I want power,
I don’t break, I devour.
Every spite, a new verse,
Every doubt, I reimburse.
——
They want me tired, I show up clean,
Every punchline cut, every bar mean.
I don’t need closure, I need checks,
No rest till the disrespect’s next.
You can’t shame what you can’t reach,
I turn pain into my speech.
Every shade they threw, I wore,
Built a roof they can’t ignore.

Pressure make the crown fit tight,
I don’t sleep, I rewrite.
They want peace, I want payback,

I see ‘em watch from below,
Same ones who said I’d fold.
They don’t get the satisfaction,
My revenge stay platinum.

No sleep in the Cloud Palace,
Where I don’t fall, I balance.
Where the fake love feel lavish,
And the silence turn savage.
They want peace, I want power,
I don’t break, I devour.
Every spite, a new verse,
Every doubt, I reimburse.

No crown, no chain, no fear,
Just a mic and a mirror near.
Hate loud, I tune it clear,
They don’t get to see me disappear.

L4L&A

maemae.

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